Random Ramblin's 50 - The Return Update

24/8/22 - That was the last time I did a Random Ramblin's post. The other random or rambly posts have been a part of my late night series of Ramblin's, which are sort of continuation of these RR posts, but the LNR posts tend to be about 1 topic rather than RR's multiple. Anyway, with that bit of random ramblin all wrapped out and cleared up, let's continue and dive into my life and what exactly has been going on since 24 August 2022.

RANDOM RAMBLIN'S

LIFE

Understandably I went through a rough time in 2022 BUT there were highlights from gigs I attended and of course making new cool friends and memories made with gaming with my existing friends too. RR's have a tendency of having large gaps of time between posts, why? Well the answer is simply I work on other things and forget to update about my life or anything cool or important happened or happening or anything I am looking forward to. So yeah and well outside of blogging and writing, I work and spend time with friends and family and my Girlfriend. Yes, I have a new GF, and she is so special, funny, cute, gorgeous, smart and just the world and more, she is everything I have ever dreamed of, and she makes me happy, and I feel so blessed and lucky and grateful for her and to share a world with her.

Since my last post I finished working the BAR for F&B's and now work as Customer Assistant for a book and hobby craft shop local to me, and it's great honestly, I love it and the crew I work with. I have never been happier in a job than I have in there. I'm also 30 now so wooo hahaha.

My rebuild of myself has been carrying on still as I gym it up, 2 times a week doing some weight lifting and cardio. 5 stone down and kept that 5 stone off last year, which is amazing. I feel my muscles getting bigger and my strength increasing, and I find the gym, fun and enjoyable and I love to go twice a week if I can.

The World Of Wrestling

It's funny how since the last RR post and this one that Vince has left and come back to the WWE twice. He seems to be gone for good now mind as the new allegations are really bad against him and the only way to win is to step down and go fight the allegations and provide the truth and if he is innocent ok that's cool but if not, well that's not good and expect to see him erased from wwe history. The Rock also now is a head shareholder of WWE and also owns his own Trademarked name "The Rock".

Rock is stealing Cody's spot against Roman at Wrestlemania. So Cody dropped his rumble winning privilege for nothing, so what was the point of him winning? I guess time will tell with what happens next as fans rally online for Cody. Oh never mind, during the course of me writing this post things have changed again and Cody Vs Roman is happening at Mania. WWE is also moving to netflix. The network is shutting down and they stopping dvds and blu-rays.

TNA is back and now after all these years of hard work and blood, sweat and tears, the man we owe so much thanks to has been fired from the company. We love and miss you Scott D'Amore.

Sting captured his final title in AEW and that's the tag titles with Darby Allin.

Film & Tv

The Iron Claw, the wrestling movie based on the true tragic story of one of the wrestling worlds most famous family, The Von Erich's is in cinemas now and it's heartbreaking but also spectacular.

A new DragonBall project is coming titled Daima and its set before Super but after Z and all our fave Z warriors been turned to kids again? It looks weird but its going to be something I watch and love no doubt because of DB.

A NEW MY HERO ACADEMIA MOVIE IS COMING!!!!

I re-watched Tomochan is a girl again and it's so lovely🥰 I need the manga and another season.

Music & Gigs

I am off to see Alestorm, Dragonforce & Amaranthe. Unfortunately Sleeptoken Cardiff is sold out😭

Poppy got new song Collab out with Bad Omens called VAN and it's good and catchy.

New band and my current fave album of the year is Dominum's - Hey Living People. It's so good!

The closing notes

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https://letterboxd.com/scotty2jonesy

Thanks for reading and visiting my blog today.

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Stay Shiny!

In Loving Memory Of Steve Evans

Hello everyone, so a close family friend has unfortunately and unexpectedly passed away today....this is raw to me, and I am still in shock, and it's been 6 hours (as of writing) since I had the news broken to me from my best friend James, that his Dad has passed away.

James told me last night his dad was not well and had to go to hospital. 11am James contacted me as he needed someone, so I stayed with James and chilled and chatted and tried to distract him from the uncertainty of what was going on. It was a difficult task because we were both holding out for hope and both scared and uncertain of what to do or say or how things were looking. Steve I did my best to look after and comfort your son and I will always do that for you. Anyway, what makes me so much in shock is like we did not see this coming at all, there were no signs, he was fine and then just gone?! I know not of what I am writing or the goal of this post, it's a vent, it's raw, it's shock, it's emotional and so sad.

I have known James and his family for like 20 odd years, So I have been treated pretty much like family by my best friend James and his family. Steven Evans was like a second Dad to me, I was always treated with utmost respect and love and care by him. Steve always made everyone smile and laugh. He had killer Ozzy & Borat impressions that always made me laugh and smile. Steve would always be found at his beloved Chepstow Racing Course or in the Cardiff City Stadium watching his precious Blue Birds go at it in any home game of footie. When Steve was not at his beloved places he would be at home or on the farm or out and about with James or their dogs Leo and Sam. Sam unfortunately passed a few years back now but wow what a dog he was.

Whenever I gamed with James at night, Steve would always come into James room and greet him with some banter nicknames which always tickled us all, from calling James "sadness" or "child" it would always result in a "wtf haha" moment. James would often complain of Steve walking in his room at random points just to let a ripper off (a fart). Life doesn't make sense sometimes how good people can just be taken away with no signs, no indication that something isn't right. Never thought Steve would leave us, let alone this early in life, 60 is still too young.

The last interaction I had was Steve was upon leaving James house Thursday night/Early Hours Friday morning after Steve picked me and James up from seeing Electric Callboy in Bristol. I thanked him for taking me and giving me a lift home and said take care, and I'll see you soon. He said the same to me. I always made sure to thank him and treat him with the most utmost respect and politeness, he was a man that deserved the best and nothing else. On any car journey or trip James and Steve would play Yellow Car and also a game they made up where you make a sentence up from the last 3 letters of a car's reg plate and now that game always provided such laughs. If I was ever a bother or burden or annoying, please know, I am so sorry Steve.

This is the last photo I have of Steve.

I have no idea when the weight of this will sink in for myself, let alone James and his family. I keep expecting to hear someone say that it's some sort of prank or lie, but It does not seem to be happening, like James said to me, "this feels like some sort of sick dream I am waiting to be woken up from" and same here James....same here....

Furthermore, I wish I could have hugged and thanked Steve and told him, I loved him and how much he means to me, before he left this mortal plane. I hope he knew. I hope James and his family will be as OK as they can and that Steve can look out for them from beyond this world too. I am so sorry James. Please know I will give as much space as possible to the family and do whatever I can to help out, whenever I can. I am so sorry for your loss and I will love and miss him forever and always cherish the memories that I have of the legendary, Steven Evans.

The Sophie Lancaster Story & The Sophie Lancaster Foundation

Sophie Lancaster was a young woman who was murdered for being different. She and her boyfriend Rob were creative, artistic people who dressed in their own unique way which was more accustomed to the alternative music scene. They were sadly attacked by a gang of five boys in a park in Lancashire on 11 August 2007. The gang attacked Sophie’s boyfriend first and then turned on her, carrying out a brutal and sustained attack. Sophie remained in hospital for 13 days, before her family following medical advice agreed to life support being switched off.

Sophie died on 24 August 2007; she was just 20 years old. There was a heart breaking program made by the BBC titled "Murdered for being different" back in 2017 and it followed Sophie's story and was made to honour Sophie and raise awareness.

I first discovered the Sophie Lancaster Foundation and about Sophie and her story through this BBC program and I was shocked, devastated and filled with anger, because it's a story that hits close to home with myself and I can resonate with, as I'm very much apart of the alternative music scene and have been bullied and beaten up in school for the music tastes I have and for the way I have looked. I felt so angry because these five boys could have just left things be and walked away done nothing and everyone would have walked away just fine but they went too far and no one especially Sophie deserved that attack and it makes my blood boil to this day that this would happen and has happened to Sophie and to others too.

Sophie’s mother, Sylvia had decided during the long hours at hospital when Sophie was better, they would go into schools and talk to young people about difference, and how it is ok to be who you are and express yourself in your own way. Sadly, Sylvia never got a chance to do this with Sophie. Sylvia was determined that she would carry on this work and The Sophie Lancaster Foundation was established as a lasting legacy to a beautiful life cut short by violence.

THE SOPHIE LANCASTER FOUNDATION

STAMP OUT PREJUDICE, HATRED AND INTOLERANCE EVERYWHERE.

The Sophie Lancaster charity works to promote tolerance and acceptance for others however different. The Foundation’s mission is to stamp out prejudice hatred and intolerance everywhere. When news of the attack broke donations was sent to Sophie's home and many events, concerts got set up and raised money for the foundation and to also raise awareness. The foundation also notably worked with Coronation Street for a recent storyline on the tv program. 

The Foundation was registered as a charity in 2009, their goals are as follows; To create a lasting legacy to Sophie. To provide educational group-works that will challenge the prejudice and intolerance towards people from alternative subcultures. To campaign to have the UK Hate Crime legislation extended to include people from alternative subcultures.

In 2013, Greater Manchester Police became the first police force in the country to monitor hate crimes and incidents against alternative people. It is a huge achievement for the charity that a total of 18 police forces in England and Wales now do so. The charity regularly participates in conferences, events and schools and even prisons to spread Sophie's word and legacy to teach others the devastating impact of their negative words and violence towards others and to share Sophie's story. In hopes to educate others to do better and to be kind.

R. I. P Sophie Lancaster

R. I. P. Sylvia Lancaster 

(Sylvia recently passed away as I was writing this blog post. She will be very much missed. She was a truly remarkable woman. She made a difference in this world. Rest in Peace Sylvia.)

Please share and raise awareness

Please be kind and gentle to everyone out there.

Thanks for reading,

Stay Shiny!

Random Ramblin's 48 - News Of Teh World

Welcome back, today's top story: 

Scott posts to his blog for the first time in ages! We will stay with this story until there are no further developments. We go now live to Scott on the scene, go ahead Scott. 

Thanks Scott, so the news of the world is there's lots going on in the world, covid is still at large for its heinous crimes and we also have word of food shortages and film delays aswell as low numbers of hospitality staff and truck drivers. We also have news of American troops leaving Afghan but now the Tali-chart ban are at large taking over many places they were once pushed out of. However this is not the real news, this is a blog post, this is a blog from the mind of Scott aka 1stmetalgod and where he recalls event or gives reviews or opinions or rankings on various forms of thoughts and media so with this comedic intro done and dusted and brushed to the side let's get on with his news of the world and his thoughts on the world and all in the world and just anything and everything. 

THIS....IS.......

RANDOM RAMBLIN'S!!!!

Alright, alright, alright. First off,

HOW ARE YOU?!

I hope you are well!

I am pretty damn good, thanks for asking. I mean, I am almost always really good, the only times I am not is when I am dealing with work but hey life is like that init. I would like to also say that this post has been in motion for a few weeks now over the course of August and now into September. So some things can and will be outdated and updated and so on, but it's ok, I just wanted to just say here.  I have not posted much personally here about what I think or been up to or how I am so why not pick it up here. You won't believe how many edits i have made during this blog posts release. Lots on at the moment and not all I can talk about. :) 

I'll be going away for a week soon, I can't wait for a nice little break and a week away with my lady. :D

So as I said in my last youtube video update, I been dealing with some health issues. I have been seen about most of them and I am taking some Iron tablets at the moment and will be with them for the next few months to ensure I don't become anaemic. So I am unable to donate blood until my treatment has been done and run it's course and I am folate healthy hehe. Other than that I am just getting some foot issues sorted too. :) 

Next up. 

I am sad to learn that one of my oldest friends has moved away BUT I am also proud of him too. I knew he was going to move, but I never knew when and I wish he said as I would have loved to have hanged out with him one last time locally, BUT I know he is going to go do amazing thing's he is so talented and I would love to work with him again one day on and with music in anyway shape or form. Much love and respect to my metal brother Lewis. See you again soon dude, can't wait for our next drink! He's got a gig in Jac's Aberdare October 30th so hoping to see him there, then. 

You know what ain't actually a bad game? Cyberpunk 2077 and yes I have been playing it on the PS4 as a Male V and I have enjoyed it when it's not crashed on me. Yes the texture glitches and glitches in general are so amusing but IT'S A GAME, IF YOU AINT ENJOYING THE STORY, THEN QUIT WHINING AND QUIT PLAYING!

SPIDERMAN 2 by Insomniac games, looks awesome. God Of War Ragnarok looks incredible too. Also holy shit KOTOR REMAKE FOR PS!!!!

Speaking of games Life Is Strange True Colours is out, I may get it and livestream it on my youtube channel ;) Stay tuned!

Is it me or does Matrix 4 look shot for shot of the first film? Also where be Morpheus?! 

Sometimes I think the world needs to all universally read Winnie The Pooh because the lessons in those books are just something else and so damn true and meaningful man it's just, well it all hits different as an adult. 

So rumours have it that WWE NXT is going to be soon run from Vince and Pritchard's view and HHH is going to be put out on the sidelines. I hope this is not true because NXT has consistently been the best WWE product for years now. WWE has been so lame as of late and them offloading a lot of talent is such a blow too. This supposed rebrand for NXT coming up is scaring me.

AEW is ALL ELITE and also UNSTOPPABLE!!!! 

WWE is in A LOT of trouble!

I finished watching Fullmetal Alchemist the original 51 episode version of the show and omg it's bad, it's so messy and makes no sense. Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood is one of the goat's of anime and so everyone reading this, needs to see FMAB asap. 

Some sad scary news at the moment too, my parents have covid as of the 9th September. I hope they recover soon and have no long lasting effects, thank god they are both fully vaccinated. Go get jabbed people!!!! 

That about wraps up all I wish to write about at the moment, I'm drawing a blank looking at my screen too long now so til next time, 

Stay Shiny!

WILD THING!

My 2nd Covid Vaccine Update Blog

So last Saturday I received a letter asking me to contact my local surgery to set up my second Covid-19 vaccine. So I called them and It was set in stone for Friday 21'st May 2021 at 4pm and so as I write this, today is the day!

I am tired and aching from my return to work the past few days and I was going into the jab feeling bit apprehensive given how bad I felt after my last vaccine and of course both jabs I had the Astra one.

The jab once again was a sharp scratch and done and I was told since I was driving to wait 15 mins before driving home but I did not go straight to my car as I thought "15 mins before I can drive? Nah I'll go walk and nose at some shops." So I did that and immediately after leaving a discount bargain shop I felt a sharp twinge of pain in my head and then I felt slow and like lost and confused? I let myself just chill in the car til I felt bit more comfortable and then I set off home and got home safe no worries. 

As of writing this part, its 8pm on 21/5/21 and I feel tired like, really tired and warm in my face aswell as my arm feeling heavy and sore and I shall update this soon with more developments when I get them on how I feel. Through the night into the morning of 22/5/21 I had warm flushes and sweats and my head and arm pain was worse and my head was very warm and as we (as of time of writing) enter the end of 22/5/21 my head is warm but body is cold and I got no headache but still sore arm and all I have done is lay down most of the day and drink plenty of water and take pain killers regularly every 4 hours so not too bad. 

23/5/21 I got bit of inflammation in my chin and also a mouth ulcer has appeared inside on my lip. Unknown if these are related, most likely not and I have become just a bit unlucky.

25/5/21 - I feel fine, just stressed to go back to work but I'm sure I will be ok. 

Random Ramblin's 45 - May Rant 2021

 Rant time!!!!! 

I'm frustrated with some stories and so I'm going to just post my angry thoughts here about them to keep me sane and not from exploding in myself. It's mental health week and itv is good boy for always promoting "Britain get talking" yeah let's talk about all our feelings let's be humans and let's just rant too its normal and healthy. Anyway....

The uk gov can't keep us under their thumbs, it's like a soap TV episode where some baddie be plotting takeover to keep everyone quiet because if not they will pass flu on to everyone and kill everyone as they promised and made threats to, in order to control everyone and they  the baddie makes themselves out to be "The greater good" by trying to make themselves appear to be a good guy when really they are salt of the earth.

The UK gov are so stupid for Inviting other variants over by letting anyone from any country into ours because they care more about tourism or rather TEH MONEH! The UK needs to take note of New Zealand tactics and lock down borders ffs. This is getting ridiculous and I will not live my life locked up and restricted, if I wanted that life I'd go to jail myself and I'm not the only one in UK who feels this way and I'm sorry but I have to say it. 

Further more with the jail note. Reports on news was saying "Prisoners are campaigning for vaccine because they don't feel like they are being treated as human beings and a part of society" I'm sorry but they did bad shit and for a reason, are removed and not apart of society anymore and should just leave them there but vaccinate the staff working there because only way prisoners could get covid is from staff bringing it in, in the first place. Again I'm sorry but had to say something, I can't feel bad for people in jail unless they are falsely jailed. 

TV rant, the friends reunion for months has been built up on "it's a new episode" and then lots of pointless celebs announced for it and then people are saying "it's just a sit down chat" so they've falsely advertised this for months so pardon me for feeling resent towards this "reunion episode" now. 

Cardiff wanting to demolish motorpoint arena for a canal has me annoyed. RCT council wanting to destroy things and replace with houses which may I add are thrown up and tend to lack some safety checks and features is wrong too and annoys me. They want to get rid of a bridge to put another bridge in, further down in Aberdare, it's a bit daft so is the new Heads of the valley road proposal and don't get me started on how ugly the environment is looking with so many trees destroyed around RCT. And don't get me started on irresponsible people who are reckless drivers and the people who start forest and wild fires they are pricks.

All drivers just like all people have a duty of care, it's just a shame so many people are shallow and idiotic to forget about that duty of care.

Peace to everyone! Try to have a good day, I feel better for ranting haha. Thanks for reading!

Random Ramblin's 39 - The Great Rant

IT'S SUMMER TIME! 

MUSIC
CHECK OUT SABATON - THE GREAT WAR. This album is a modern masterpiece an instant classic. One of the best albums i have ever heard and that i have in my collection. 10/10

Taylors new album lover is coming August 23, 2019 so me and Mrs cant wait to hear it. So far Me is my fave it just clicked instantly. You need to calm down was too pop political for me to get into. Archer is dark and I dont quite know what to make of it after one listen. We see what the rest is like when its out.

FILMS
Lion King Remake is a cash grab that's mediocre and fails to capture the magic or essence of the original. No emotion in animals, does not flow as smoothly as original i felt. The realism is nice but there's more that should have been done for it. 3/10

Yesterday has a lot of questions or sets them out but does not in anyway answer them and its got too much Ed Sheeran for my liking 5/10

Rocketman was decent and entertaining and the music sequences and transitions was great 7/10

Spiderman Far From Home was crap its just another iron man movie not a spiderman, fuck up Marvel 3/10

Toy Story 4 is the weakest toy story film but still made me cry like a baby 7/10

Batman Hush is a great new addition to the DCAU and it was great to see Hush brought to the big screen even if it is animated. and we get a great twist and finale in this. 8/10

Games
Not played much i got 2 new games but not played them aswell as others from a while ago i bought but there we go in it. I play Fortnite a lot is all. 

RANT
I'm getting tired of people buying cats or dogs then making a social media account up. I get it you want attention or you want people to know and follow the thing you love most but jesus christ when does it even evolve from being your own pet to being loads others own pet instead. It feels like they are not their pets but sharing it with all their followers and im not for that. A pet isnt for boosting you on social media and a pet shouldn't be forced that and also if you are getting a pet take care of it yourself and not show it off and hope people will take care of it or whatever reason people do this shit for. Get a pet for yourself not to promote and pass off to others to make yourself matter.

Also dear petty people of the world. Dont be that person to make others feel down or bad and dont break your relationship status over anything small or trivial only to the next week or day go back to happy families. Either stick to your guns and dont bitch and moan or just stick together. If its true love you wouldn't separate go off in a huff create drama because you want attention and then go back to your partner and act like nothing happened. You do more harm than good and one day the other person will realise the terrible harm you are causing and will walk out of your life and not return so be careful.

Family life: I hate being the last to know of things and I hate coming home to get it in the neck for no reason other than the people mad at me are just angry at their own problems. I'm always nice, polite, well mannered and honest and yet you know I'll come home from a 8 hour shift to "did you break the printer?", "chew quieter why are you so loud" to an empty house without my dog and for me to worry and panic looking for him when family haven't said they were off away on holiday with him. Courtesy please give me some as I need to know this information but apparently seems to not be of importance to let me know of anything. Some family members I dont see anymore or much of and I try to contact them but get nothing of when I can come see them, there's no communication on their part and that upsets me. Family is family we are supposed to all support and love eachother but just seems like voids are just the normal as we all age and have our own homes and families of our own and that sucks and its sad. So yeah apologies to rant so much but I need to get all this out and once I start I dont want to stop because I cant stop.

******************This might come across as controversial so beware! I in no way, am saying anything negative with mental health or those who suffer it, I am merely asking a question. I don't wish to offend anyone with this and please if you are suffering or battling with your mental health do seek help and talk to friends and family you trust and write your problems out and focus on taking care of yourself. 😊👍********************

Do you think people take too much advantage with the state of mental health these days?

Example; Are some generally doing it and feeling, experiencing it or are some crying Wolf and abusing the mental health system to benefit sick pay and days off? Curious to know thoughts on this because its an interesting topic.

I've heard a lot of stories of some people glorifying the whole "i'm anxious/depressed I need a week off, paid sick leave" I'm not in anyway saying that people are not dealing with any actual mental battles are faking it in anyway, I'm only saying there's some out there that will say things and take advantage of people and you'll end up seeing them going abroad, smiling, getting a tan or out partying drunk constantly.

Everyone has a natural anxiety level within them. Everyone can/will get depressed at some point in their lives of course and I'm not saying different or that some can get an extreme case of these and still go on and do amazing things while battling it. Just saying or asking; How many of these cases are actual real cases and how many are not? I'm interested in finding out.

Also how unfair is it to have these troubles and wait and wait and panic or feel afraid to seek medical help and for the doctors to not listen to you and to tell you to "go home get plenty fluids down you" or "nah you're all fine".

Thing is the system and this topic is tricky and it's not always straight forward. We all need more and better care and awareness. Start teaching it in schools. There's loads to be taught in schools I know and I'll probably do another post on this at some point.

Also; It's strange how when you're down and lonely some people will not care but when you are happy that some people will start to hate and thrive off trying to put you down and not support you or like seeing you happy.

To those kinds of people I say good day, because no one has time for that and no one has any room in their life to be that sad and jealous of others happiness.

I have no room anymore in my life for put downs or negative, snide, snark remarks I just block and remove or unfollow on social media because I am done with all that shit.

Simply put if you aren't happy for someone else being happy, don't be a dick and try to ruin their days or their lives by saying negative comments or by direct/private messaging them shit. And don't be that guy to say in person "I'm fed up of your lovey dovey crap" well kindly fuck off out of life because you are not needed in it and it wont be tolerated at all.

People wont support you at your lowest but will at your highest. I find that bullshit too. You could be all like "woe is me" and some decent people will be like "oh its gonna be OK" or there will be those that will laugh at you and say "grow up!" and scroll on. People need to start being decent beings instead of shitty ones. The fakery I've always said needs to stop too, I cant tolerate it, I'll remove and unfollow that crap. You can be there for others but its also funny how the same people won't be for you. Life is strange.

Forget politics forget work. Look after yourself, always be kinder. You are never a burden to talk to others about your problems. If you think you are and that they won't get you or understand well you are wrong. They will. Self love is not taught because no one has mastered it yet. Be kind and gentle and don't put the weight of the world on your shoulders. Everyone needs to be kinder to themselves. 

Feeling uncomfortable in your skin? Maybe it's not yours maybe it's someone else's and your an alien who took that skin and decided to wear it to start a secret invasion. Maybe or maybe not 😉.

Tossing the coin to you guys here seeing and reading this. What do you think of all this? What's your experiences and what do you think needs to be done?

Let me know, thanks for reading 😊👍 Stay Shiny!

Random Ramblin's 38 - The Phoenix Lifestyle

What's up? It's been a while since I have done a RR (random ramblin's) and to be more precise, it's been months?! 5 MONTHS!? OH MAI GAWD I NEED SUM MILK! 

What's new?

As you can see my postings have been somewhat irregular? Well the reason why that is as you should know by now is that I have been busy enjoying and living my life with my beautiful woman. She's been my rock since January and hell before that even like but January is the official start. She's been pushing me to do and try new things and I have. I aim to do and make more changes as time passes also but for now it's been all fun and games and laughs and smiles with us and I hope you've been enjoying life too! :)

I have not been writing here so much or on my Word program much at all really these past few months but i have been writing and not a lot is finished nor published yet but soon they will be just be prepared. I have been writing quite a bit in my notebook mind you so just to let you know all is well and things are on hiatus whilst i continue to actually enjoy living my life, which might sound or come across wrong but i feel for the longest time i have not lived and now i am so that's new. I am seeking suggestions for lists and top tens and anything you can shake a stick at so hit me up any time and i might get cracker lacking on the writing.

The reason behind the title is that i feel reborn like my life is not the same as it use to be and i hardly recognise my past life now so here i am risen out of the ashes like a Phoenix and may i burn brightly forever more.

Tv Watch List
The Flash, Izombie (final season), Gotham (final season), Game Of Thrones (final season), Big Bang Theory (final season). A lot of final seasons are going and ending this year. I am going through them slowly and i have been enjoying. Also me and my Mrs been watching dragonball again from the start so it's a hell of an adventure we have on our hands.

Movie Watch List & My Review Scores

Broly Review
Glass Review
Us Review
CLICK HERE TO SEE ALL THE FILMS I AM WATCHING THIS YEAR AND THE ONES I HAVE ALREADY WATCHED AND WHAT I THOUGHT OF THEM WITH RATING SCORES OUT OF 10.

John Wick 3 - Holy shit just when you think you have seen it all here comes Baba Yega with annother round of gun-fu lots of gun-fu. Dogs have a lot of bite. Characters and world building is amazing, i thoroughly enjoyed this hard hitting action flick. 8/10

Detective Pikachu - Although amazing in its cgi and visuals the story and characters fall rather flat and you can easily figure out whos bad and good and whats going to happen before it happens in this film so thats a bit disappointing but its humorous and it's largely upheld thanks to Ryan and Justice and their relationship and chemistry and Ryan does practically carry the entire movie i would say with ease but i enjoyed i wish i had this film when i was a kid. 7/10

Games

Spyro 1 is done but 2 and 3 are yet to have been started.
I got life is strange season 2 to begin aswell.

Fortnite as ever changes every season and it always has ups and downs but with a friend or two i still have an immense amount of fun playing it.

I have finished Walking dead the final season it was an emotional tense rollercoaster i enjoyed every minute of.

I am currently playing Animal crossing new lead on 3ds.
I am dying to play MK 11 and A Way Out.

Music
Slipknot are back with a new album coming soon aswell as new song called Unsainted which is a heavy hitter and displays the bands new album sound or a taste of it aswell as revealing the members new masks because here we are in the new era of the Knot. I love it and all out life is also a banger but apparently is not featured on the new album, strange that. Unsainted = 9/10

Serj Godzilla cover song is brilliant 9/10.

Taylor Swift has returned with Me! - A catchy colourful video featuring a brilliant collaboration with Brendan Urie of Panic At The Disco fame. Me = 7/10

Jonas Bros have resurfaced with 2 new songs and a new album on the way and Sucker is catchy and Cool is just bad. Sucker = 7/10

NEWS
So breaking news is that WWE has suspended their contract with sky sports and are moving to BT sports. 30 years of sky sports wwe is over.

Ashley Massaro former wwe diva has passed away.
Alabama is being some backwards ass fools to ban abortions.
Twilight's Rob is being eyed to play Batman. WTF?
Brex-Shit still going on. Who cares?
Black hole was sighted and memed.
Grumpy Cat died.

That's all the news right now that i remember or that i can be bothered to report and say something about right now if you want me to be as truthful as possible lol.

I'd like to end my post with something my honey told me: "I can't improve on what's already there, that's you, yourself and you are everything". Thanks Honey and for being so supportive of me and everything i have done and do. I am so lucky to have her so grateful to have her in my life by my side supporting me through everything, I am always there for her 24/7 she is the best honestly. 

Thanks for reading, stay tuned for more lists and other bits here on my blog! 

STAY SHINY!

Random Ramblin's 36 - The Lowdown

Hello and again welcome back to my blog and again I will start by saying it's been a while since the last bout of Random Ramblin's besides late night ones of course. 

Compared to the last post it's been about 2 months since I last went to the gym, I know shame on me. I got sick, had a lot of work on and then top it off I lost my membership pass. However I have been emailed back by them a few days ago that I can come down and get a new one for no cost so woo hoo. I'll be back at it. 2 months off going to the gym it's not felt different well besides noticing my progress go back to ground zero but hey I can do it again. 

Besides that lot I saw Machine Head once again :) 

Writing

Steady pace as ever, not really worked on any ebooks lately just more blogs and songs and stuff as you will have picked up from seeing my other posts here on my blog :) 

Movies

Oh boy I have seen a lot of movies since I last filled you in. 

I watched all of the Maze Runner films the third was disappointing but first two were good. MR1 = 8/10, 2 = 8/10, 3 = 4/10. 

I have seen Infinity War three times! It's really damn good! 9/10!

Deadpool 2 is great too, I love the soundtrack so damn good! 7/10

The Frighteners was decent, never seen it before liked it, great cast in it. 6/10

Batman Ninja I did not like it was over the top trash to me. 2/10

Jurassic World: Fallen Kingdom was a great return to the series roots. Great horror elements in it I loved it won't lie. 8/10

Digimon Tri: Chapter 4 - Loss = This was utterly brilliant and soul destroying almost cried about one moment. 9/10

Solo: A Star Wars Movie - Well what a trainwreck two thing's I liked about it really but honestly if Ep 9 sucks I'm done with Star Wars. 3/10

Super Troopers 2 - Well this was alright just not near as good as the first. 5/10

Hereditary - Unsettling and very creepy but the ending was cheap and lame and something we've seen many times it sucked but overall great music, cast and camera trickery. 7/10

Game Night: Brilliantly amazing comedy such originality honestly surprise hit of the year 9/10

Rampage: Decent blockbuster flick 6/10

Three Billboards Outside Ebbing: Brilliantly funny ending annoyed me but hey was really good 8/10

Tomb Raider: Decent video game flick based on the reboot of the characters video games 5/10

Baywatch: Terrible cringe worthy film i wanted to turn it off so many times. 1/10

A Quiet Place - Brilliant film! Here's my full review - https://1stmetalgodsblog.blogspot.com/2018/04/a-quiet-place-silent-but-deadly-review.html 8/10

The Shape Of Water - Here's my full review - https://1stmetalgodsblog.blogspot.com/2018/02/the-shape-of-water-film-review-spoiler.html 9/10

Told you there was a lot to cover so I did my best to keep it short.

GAMING

I have been suffering PGD which is short for post game depression but i am fine now. 

When will we get gta 6? (CLICK HERE)

Another Fallout? Yes we have gotten word and trailers of Fallout 76 it looks alright same engine as number 4, it's set to be the earliest fallout game and will have people invading you and helping you. Interesting no?

THAT DMC5 TRAILER HOLY SHIT! 

Dying Light 2's branching story has me interested. 

Walking Dead's final telltale season omg! 

Gears 5 does not look like a gears game to me but its the second game i want on xbox one, i do not own xbox one but if i did i only want gears 4 and 5. 

Just Cause 4 wow it has tornadoes and a crazy open world. 

Death Stranding i have no clue whats going on but the gameplay included a lot of walking.

Crackdown 3 looks highly entertaining fun. 

Closing Comments

Well there aint much left to say now but before i go, i will say i do feel lost and neglected by some people. Is there anything i can do to make it all right as rain? No idea. Is there advice or support you the reader could give me? If so just comment below whatever you have to say about me or anything i'd love to hear your thoughts.

Thanks for popping by, much love, stay shiny!

Help save Cardiff's Doctor Who Experience from closure!

The Doctor Who Experience brings people closer to the show than ever before. It's a great way of storing used props, costumes and sets and makes them all accessible to viewing pleasure in person. Cardiff's 'Doctor Who Experience' brings much in the way of tourism to an otherwise socioeconomically deprived area, gives local people jobs, does much to improve the economy and let's face it: in these dark post-Brexit days, we all need some escapism. People from all over the world have travelled to the place it's become an iconic part of Cardiff and a must see place.

The Doctor Who Experience (DWE) in Cardiff Bay is closing, probably in early summer of 2017. 

For the past few years visitors have been able to explore the Tardis, and see costumes and props from various series stretching back since the programme first hit screens in 1963. It’s nothing less than a place of pilgrimage for Whovians and a significant tourist draw.

Having started it's life in 2006 at the Red Dragon Centre, it soon moved to London and then expanded into the purpose-built grey building in the area now know as Porth Teigr in July 2012. It has brought millions of pounds and millions of people to Cardiff. Many of those visitors would not have otherwise experienced our brilliant city.

The petition and facebook page were set up by Bex Ferriday who has done a fantastic campaign of trying to keep the Doctor Who Experience open. I signed the petition back when it was just over a few hundred likes and to see it now get over 11,000 signatures i feel like we are onto a winner here in which hopefully will see the building survive for a lot longer.  

I have not been to the Dr Who experience since 2006 and i'd love to go again and i don't want to see this fabulous experience demolished and i hope to go to it again one day before it's closure. 

Sign the petition here at the link - https://you.38degrees.org.uk/petitions/save-cardiff-s-doctor-who-experience-from-closure

Keep up to date with it here on facebook - https://www.facebook.com/savethedwe/?hc_ref=NEWSFEED

Breaking News: Cylent Departure

BREAKING NEWS

It is with great sadness i must announce my departure from Cylent Beatz. Leaving on my own terms to go do new things. Love the lads at Cylent Beatz i am very greatful and thankful for all the opportunities i have been given with them and of everything i have learned from them and making so many new friends from them it's amazing. I wish the guys nothing but the best for the future they are gonna be stars. 

There for also....this facebook page the scott jones show aka the jones show will be deleted. I don't really use this page no more anyway. So i am deleting it. I will still have videos of the interviews on my youtube channel and i feel sad and do apologise for the lack of the missing second season as it seems to have been no good and has been scrapped.

The facebook page system is stupid why should people have to pay for people to see posts?

I use to use hootsuite a lot for everything here on this page etc until i had problems with hootsuite connecting so posts were not being thrown out anymore on my social networks which is gutting it was a handy site. 

What will i do now? Well, here is a list of what i typically get up to outside of CB. 

I am blogging on my own site. I am social networking via facebook and twitter. I make videos on my own youtube channel. I play video games. I go out with friends and family. I apply and look for work. I am attending courses and applying for work. I go swimming now and then. I watch movies. I listen to music. I write lyrics. I write other things. I aim to better myself as ever also. 

AND FINALLY....I rant and this is not a rant. If anything it's a statement on the state of things going on right now. This is not all hate or venting of frustration or what ever you want to call it. I am just listing facts and issuing a statement. See loads going on. Busy bee me lol.

I am also trying my best to finish writing some original stories and fan fiction. 

So as ever to achieve something you really want to get done it takes some sacrificing aswell. I can and will admit sometimes my heart was not so into work with CB anymore as it used to be but it's ok, all part of the learning curve of life.

I am one of many people out there who would love to do something yet others won't let you or they will but you won't get the same thing everyone else would get if you get me.

The fact that your parents income decides whether or not an unemployed person who wants to learn new things by attending college will not get paid, is dumb. So dumb.

The fact that also if you have an interest in a subject and you wanted to get educated about it, that you need required skills and grades from GCSE'S is also a load of bull.

This is a bit of a rant and some truthtelling to boot. For you to know that the page is going to go in a few days.

My apologies.

I will continue to support my CB family. I will also continue to be the best i can and do the best i can at anything also. 

Thanks for reading.

Hope you have a nice day, 

Scott.

Top 10 games I'm looking forward to 2017

Hey! 

You ok? I hope you are. 

Quick list today which i won't be going that in depth about sad times i know but do not worry it'll be ok!

So what are the top 10 games i'm looking forward to in 2017? Read on to see. 

Sea Of Theives

Crash Bandicoot

Uncharted lost legacy

Wwe2k18

Friday 13th

Ghost recon wildlands

Injustice 2

South park fractured but whole

Detroit become human

Rdr 2

I don't see these coming in 2017 as of time of writing but we will see how thing's change later down the line.

Death stranding

Last of us part 2

Spiderman insomniac

What games are you looking forward to in 2017?

Let me know by commenting! 

Thanks for reading!

See you in the new year!

CLICK THE LINK FOR A FULL IN DEPTH VIDEO OF THIS LIST! - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FzqG7x7S1h4

WWE Best Bits 2016

Well how diddly do neighbourino, tis me le 1stmetalgod blogging again and again and again and again for i'd knew you'd come! 

So this contest is scheduled for best bits of WWE in 2016 so read on now to see me call the best bits.

Best Male Wrestler = AJ Styles

Making his WWE debut at the Royal Rumble its safe to say this has been Aj's year although if the middle of it fell flat with Gallows & Anderson being underutilised with Aj .

Best Female Wrestler = Charlotte Flair

Hell of a year for Charlotte i have really gone and gained a lot of respect for her this year as a competitor. 

Sting made it to the WWE Hall Of Fame!

Goldberg returned!

SMACKDOWN VS RAW IS BACK WITH SPLIT ROSTERS!

SMACKDOWN HOST'S BETTER SHOWS THAN RAW!

BEST MAIN ROSTER DEBUT'S!

Bayley!

Big Cass & Enzo Amore!

OTHER BEST DEBUT'S!

Bobby Roode WWE NXT DEBUT!

Tj Perkins WWE debut & wins the Cruiserweight title at the end of the CWC tournament (Both not on the same night).

Shinsuke Nakamura debuts in WWE Nxt and wins Nxt championship later in the year!

OTHER BEST BITS

Finn Balor wins the first wwe raw universal title! 


Kevin Owens wins the universal title. 

So overall it was a decent year for WWE. 

Lot of good moments, sure there were a whole load of bad bits and problems which will continue to continue due to creative factors no doubt. 

On non WWE related news TNA had a hell of year also facing so much backlash and money problems and not just that but continuous slating as ever from the other fanbases (mainly WWE fanbase) but hey TNA survives yet again. I love TNA and i love WWE so i aint got much to complain about other than WWE and their creative department oh well yeah TNA's is not the best either but they try more lol. BROKEN BRILLIANCE IS WONDERFUL!

Anyhoo, hope you enjoyed this year in wrestling on WWE. 

Let me know your thoughts on any comment section google has to offer or on any of my social media platforms :) 

Thanks you and have a good new year! 

A Year With Cylent Beatz!

Hello, Scott Jones here writing and today has been a full year since i joined with Cylent Beatz. Cylent Beatz has changed so much in the past year. So have i.

A year ago today i was informed my time with my security job had come to an end. I was informed on the same day by my cousin David Jones about Cylent Beatz and the possibilities and opportunities to build skills,learn new ones,be involved in films or music and so much more. After working multiple tasks for Daryl and Lindsey and the rest of the gang i was fully accepted an became apart of the cylent beatz family.

I have now been writing and sharing news on CB Word for a year. A good year a great second year of which our stats have destroyed last years stats. 500 Likes, 50 followers,5000 views! 

I have been mainly dealing in administration,blogging,journalism,filming and lending my voice to some productions.The Scott Jones Show has taken off greatly and a second series is set to release soon hopefully better late than never! The first series has inspired and we have gained one hell of a great lad who has joined us at cylent beatz i feel he deserves a shout out and that is Kamil aka Ez Mak. He is a hilarious and very talented guy. I have made many friends here. I am thankful for it all. Shoutouts to everyone in cylent beatz that is Daryl,Dent,Pete,Ez mak,Forgotten,C2R,Lil ESR,Lui and anyone else i am forgetting and to all the past, present and future crew. I love you all too bits and respect you all deeply. You have shown me things and taught me many more and have always been respectful and tidy to me and i have been nothing but the same to you guys and it’s just amazing. Cylent Beatz is genuine and real. They help people out with needs and can go the distance. They have fought bad things in their lives or as a company and have remodelled and continue to keep on rebuilding themselves continuously.

So many changes have happened i have seen. 

CONTINUED - https://cbword.com/2016/11/19/a-year-with-scott/

President Trump!?

Trumps presidency comes to no surprise. 

When you make so many controversial remarks and have so much money everyone's going to talk about you and it's that air time he had from all sources of media that allowed him to take such a prominent spot in the world. 

The AVP tagline sums the election up perfect being "whoever wins,we lose". 

I don't know if he will be following up on his China love to build walls to boot people out of America but god this term for his presidency will be rough. Any of my American friends who wishes to come to UK I would advice you too. 

Who knows there could be a tiny chance Trump might be good but of course that's something no one is expecting.

The Clown Epidemic!

HELLO!

Clowns....where I live there's many clowns some wear orange skin and make up so bad you'd think of a terry's chocolate orange. Some don't even wear make up and they are clowns. Some have brains and some have brawn you don't see or hear of any at the crack of dawn. 

It's a joke but it's also Halloween soon. People have been doing the clown stuff for fun and others been doing it for some other reason but it's not all doom and gloom. Only when these clowns have hurt others is when caution should be taken. 

You may think your "IT" telling little Georgie we all float down here but what you fail to realise is the negativity your actions as a clown create. If your a clown be happy and lively. Entertain and cheer but not in a library. 

Any hoo Cindy Loo the positives of the clown apocalypse are that it has made those crazy people counting down the seconds til Xmas be quiet for once. 

In all my generations years we prepped for zombies and not for clowns. What's next for us,when will it end. Will the government go berserk and ban the clown trends? No I don't know I can only stop, think and speculate on the matter. What ever the latter.

Clowns don't want you to frown,they don't want you to drown,they are happy and lively except in movies when they all hide bodies. #haiku

Thanks for reading,don't stop breathing. Be a happy positive clown or die with a frown. Don't drown in fear. Survive fear. That's it my dears. 

Buh-Bye!

Want to see some clowns in my area invading a music shoot? - https://cbword.com/2016/10/08/breaking-news-clown-spotted-in-aberdare-ruins-local-rappers-music-promo/

Push ups for PTSD charities? WHY DON'T YOU JUST DONATE INSTEAD!?

What the fuck people are doing push ups for Charity? 

Why do a challenge to donate when you can give money to help and speak about it? That's a good raising awareness campaign not 22 pushups or sit ups or what ever ups you want to do. 

People these days. 

Random Ramblin's - My Return to Blogging

Alri? Hows it going?

About me: I am known as Scott to some and 1stmetalgod to others and i have randomly decided today of all days to return to blogging. So last time i used this site was in 2010 and with my first blog just giving my thoughts,my opinions on games future releases coming out that year and year after i believe. I cant remember and i can not be bothered to go back to visit it as it may come across to me as cringey and i may not even remember writing the stuff i did and that may make me annoyed. I know so weird and i am such a weirdo haha.

Knowing me: Few things first i am in my 20s (yes i am ancient),i am not a slim jim but i am trying to get to a model weight of which i can be more happier at. I am welsh and no i do not shag sheep or owe hughes money and yes i do love a curry. I drive, i drink but not at the same time as i am not that dumb. I am dumb or i can come across as dumb just way i want to act i suppose but i am also smart with the dumbs too. I has fb,twitter,youtube and snapchat send me requests on em etc if you wish and check my stuff out, i aim to entertain and have a laugh and i am all out of bubblegum so i couldn't chew some to set up a classic line.

Right oh i dont know if thats all you want to know if not post a comment and i will answer you asap!

Anyway time to cover some topics.

Shia Lebouf - Aint he very motivating? In a humorous way. Sure nice words he uses in his speech it would motivate me but i can not take it seriously plus everyone using the perfect use of the green screen he has behind him is just funny to with the results people have posted. Shia is a weirdo. No offence Shi but you are,you know? The guy was well on top of the world with acting and all these films he had then i guess he went mental and wore a paper bag over his head and opened a art exhibit of himself just sitting in a room and yes it was the actual Shia and no face off or clone were harmed or used for that err experiment i guess it was by him is what i guess i can call it. I dont know the guy's a laugh and weird and i hope he makes more motivational speeches and shit. it is really funny and oh yes very motivational!

Girls with see through bra's - I dont see the point in them wearing them? I can see through that bra it has no illusion and its not hiding nothing,you may aswell not even bother wearing the dumb see through bra at all! You can say "oh hunny its for foreplay" no love,i can see your tits with them on so why are you even wearing the bra for? Fem-Nazi's be all like "well its a womens product" fuck off fem-nazi's.

"Bae" - Spanish for poop and shortened word of babe and before anything else. That word makes me cringe and die a little inside. If i had a girlfriend and she called me "bae" i would dump her. No offence she is probably a nice girl but that word no bugger off you are dumped and you can pay for your own meal.

Remakes - Right Movies have been getting remade for years now and now guess what games are getting that treatment too! ITS INSANE! WHY!? WE ALREADY PLAYED AND SEEN EM ONCE WE DONT WANT THE SAME OLD SHIT AGAIN! I DONT CARE IF THE GRAPHICS ARE CRISPY THEY SHOULD NOT BE BRANDED WALKERS AND GIVEN A NEW CLEAN HAIR CUT FOR WHAT MORE MONEY FOR PEOPLE?! PEOPLE MAKE NEW GAMES AND FILMS C'MON!? IS CREATIVITY DEAD?!

Mp's - Those wankers are getting pay rises more than any other worker in the UK. WHAT THE FUCK?! Nurses,Dr's and teachers need more pay than the wankers that sit in mansions and decided and squabble like little kids what is best for our nation. WHAT IS BEST IS THEM FUCKING OFF AND EVERYONE GETTING BETTER WAGES THAN THEM!

Dave Cameron - Is he the PM the uk deserves or needs? I DUNNO! He aint done fuck all really has he? the last voting shit did fuck all too! Does anyone else deserve to be PM? Oh yes but i have no idea who should be prime minister but i hope the next PM is tidy and sorts the shit out.

The Queen - HOW COME SHE AINT RUNNING THE COUNTRY AND THE PRIME MINISTER IS? Queen what do you do? Laze about do visits now and then? DO SOMETHING FOR YOUR COUNTRY! I am not meaning to be nasty or anything alri, the queen seems like a nice lady but we dont see her doing nothing really that royalty like. Maybe i am stuck in the old times of old history.

Junk food/Food that is bad for you? - We normally associate the lovely tasting stuff as being bad food for you to eat but what if its not? Huh!? What if psychological that these lovely greasy bad foods are not bad for you at all? WHAT IF!? We were raised told Salad and apples are bad for you? Would we eat them more than the likes of chocolate and chips? I dont know man,i dont know. *MIND EXPLOSION*

E3 2015 - Who do i think won? Bethesda! I aint even a fallout fan and they got me pumped for fallout 4! MENTAL!

Music - I love metal right and rock. People seemed to be shocked that spotify has a big metal following? Why are they shocked? LOADS LOVE METAL! I am shocked they only now have Rammstein on the app, what the hell took you so long spotify?! Also Metal apparently is a good calmer downer? In other words keeps people calm better than other music. I agree and disagree there but it depends on my mood.

Old teachers - Specifically teachers i used to have when i was in school, so i see them about still (what madness) and i still  call them sir or miss. Is that right or wrong? Is it manners or am i just still scared of them sending me to the headmaster? XD I will only go to the headmistress if she is hot and wants to give me a lesson after school ;) (INSERT BRAZZERS LOGO HERE)

Animals not contributing to the world - SLOTHS! Plain and simple. WHAT    THE     FUCK    ARE THEY     DOING!? Sleeping all day and night lazing about like the run the show. YOU BASTARDS NEED TO WAKE UP AND HELP SOME ANIMAL OUT OR DO SOME WORK YOU LAZY FUCKS! Why am i getting angry at this? THEY DO FUCK ALL AND ITS ALRIGHT? THEY ARE CALLED CUTE!? Here i am if i slept late for work i am called a lazy bastard and hated? BULLSHIT! Fucking sloths what do they even do bro?!

MOTHS - THEY EAT DUST? Yeah good job at doing that ya pricks. I heard they are blind and nocturnal? Yet wait for it what do they do when we see them at night? FLY TOWARDS FUCKING LIGHTS HITTING THEM REPEATEDLY! FUCKING FUCKS! YOUR SUPPOSED TO HATE LIGHTS RIGHT? WHY FLY TOWARDS THEM HITTING YOUR HEADS REPEATEDLY!? Oh motherfucker look at me ranting about MOTHS.....MOTHS! BLOODY MOTHS! AND SLOTHS! BLOODY HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!

Social Media: What age should you use them at? - 16! thats all! I was 15 when i joined the fun fad craze of facebook and yeah be mature and more grown up if you are going to use them. DO NOT WANT TO SEE THAT POST FROM 5 YEARS AGO THAT MAKES ME CRINGE TO DEATH!

DC or MARVEL - As a kid i was MARVEL MAD! As an adult i am DC MAD! Dc to me is more interesting and grown up unlike marvel i know they are partnered with Disney and need to keep that clean shaved face on them but c'mon Marvel has had some great dark serious moments too. DC TV universe kills MARVELS TV universe! DO NOT SAY "oh well DareDevil is best tv series" DD IS A NETFLIX ONLY SERIES ITS NOT A TV SERIES AS ITS NOT ON A TV CHANNEL ITS AN ONLINE SERIES YOU DICKHEADS!

Right its rather late in rainy old Wales so i am going to end this ranty rambling stuff right here, if you read this all or commented thank you! I appreciate it :D

I LEAVE YOU WITH THIS:
DO OR DO NOT THERE IS NO.....JUST DO IT!!!!