Scratch One Grub

If you are looking for some new metal music to kill it in the gym with or help you stay awake on your commute to or from work or just looking for that next headbanging, blood pumping, thrashing band then check out Scratch One Grub.

Formed in late 2023, these Welsh music prodigy's are looking to make waves into the South Wales music scene with the debut of their first single Bad Habit. You can check out their music video HERE!

Bad Habit the debut single hits us with melodic, synthy, metal with lyrics and vocals that can only be described as cross between Gojira meets Machine Head and the Synth electronic vibes then gives me a bit of Enter Shikari to it. It's all complimented nicely alongside eachother as the band mosh getting in our face while playing us their song in the music video. The song kicks off with a catchy riff and then proceeds with it's melodic synth and drum combination. While we get to the part the music slows down all while building itself back up we see a Rubiks solved in real time, can't say I've ever seen that in a music video before, then the guitar solo hits and that's a sexy solo. The spoken vocals near the end of the song are so groovy and gets your feet stomping, this is definitely a part crowd interaction will be thriving off. An epic first single, that makes me excited and leaves me wanting more. See you in the pit lads!

Speaking with band Member Lewis Griffiths he revealed to me that the band is made up of; Aled Trigg - Lead vocals. Alex Lewis - Guitar. Lewis Griffiths - Drums/vocals and Sean Barry - Synths/electronics. However the band are also hosting auditions at the moment for a lead guitarist and a bassist to join the group, so keep an eye out for the talented ones that make it through.

I've also been told that Scratch One Grub will bring us their second single in a couple of months time and to watch this space for the debut of their very first album! So the metal scene is looking bright with these lads making their impact and I'm excited for the future they bring us.

To follow Scratch One Grub on their journey, please give them a follow on their social media and check out their YouTube and Spotify for music and videos and more content coming soon.

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Check out - Cylch Meithrin Pentrebach

Are you local to Merthyr Tydfil? 

Are you seeking childcare or looking to enrol your child to get a taster of school? 

Do you wish for your child to grow up and be fluent in the Welsh language?

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They offer an all-inclusive nursery that cares for all children's needs, free flying start places and childcare, have use of sensory room, gardens and a forest school, they will send you daily photos of activities and your child through their exclusive and secure app, fun and educational experiences to prepare your child for school, no need to speak Welsh as they cater to English and Welsh.

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Check out - Ambition Is Critical Records

My followers, friends and family please check out South Wales newest music label, AIC Records (Ambition Is Critical Records). Based in Aberdare, South Wales, UK. AIC Records. Funded by artist and entrepreneur Daryl Evans. The project aims to give artists from in The Valleys an opportunity to create, promote and distribute the music they love.

They are offering a free digital music download worth £15 when you sign up to their newsletter. It's free of charge, so if you wish to check out and listen to some free new music, why not sign up today?😀

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Punk Rock Factory - It's Just a Stage We're Going Through (ALBUM REVIEW)

Come take a trip to the sausage factory to listen to Welsh punk rockers new musical covers album. Punk Rock Factory are a high energy welsh band who bring the punk rock nature to songs we already know BUT have never heard them before. PRF formed in late 2014 in South Wales, Uk, Peej (vocals, guitar), Benj (bass, vocals), Ryan (guitar) and Kob (drums, vocals), PRF combine everything you love about 1990s/2000s punk rock, and reimagine classic and hit songs like you've never heard them before and are now embarking into the musicals. PRF record, mix, film, write and pretty much have done and do everything from their home base studio titled "The Sausage Factory" and they gained a lot of success from these brilliant takes on classic hits and during the lockdown era of life in the UK they gartered up thousands of followers and views from social media apps like TIKTOK, which is where I discovered them and fell in love with the bands covers and I shared them about with friends to ensure they see the magic that is PRF, and they are only growing bigger, larger, better with fans and followers worldwide alike. They frequently bring friends along to their music to collab and enjoy the fun and to date the band has had guest performances from members of acts such as Protest the Hero, Bowling for Soup, Ice Nine Kills, Mest, Rufio, Ten Foot Pole, Zebrahead aswell as Encanto star Jessica Darrow and many more!

It's Just A Stage We're Going Through released on all music platforms and physical copies on March 31st. Be sure to check it out and purchase it where you get your music from.

The Tracklist

1: Rewrite The Stars

2: You'll Be Back

3: Waving Through A Window

4: December 1963 (Oh What A Night)

5: Defying Gravity

6: I Dreamed A Dream

7: City Of Stars

8: Mama Mia

9: Shallow

10: You're The One I Want

11: I Will Follow Him

There were no doubts that the kings of turning any song into a punk rock classic would churn out another belter of an album especially considering the way they went here with turning some of the classic iconic hits of musicals into punk rock tunes and boy, oh boy, they are chunes! On paper or in theatres these songs you know and love you may go "how could a band cover musicals and turn them punk rock?" well this question you ponder is answered, solved and heard here in PRF's newest album of course. The album starts off strong with Rewrite The Stars, and then we are hit with Hamilton heavyweight You'll Be Back, and then we get a sort of sombre song from Waving which does not feel so sombre but feels sort of like a battle cry anthem. There are songs here I never knew or heard of prior to this so my image of those songs will be just incomparable compared to this first time hearing them here on this album. The songs I have never heard prior to PRF's versions are You'll Be Back, Waving Through A Window, Defying Gravity and City Of Stars, and now I am afraid of hearing the original versions because I know they won't even come close to the epic-ness that Punk Rock Factory installed upon them with their takes. Defying Gravity for example I have always heard from friends who seen the musical Wicked that it is a song that even the most classical trained singers struggle with singing but here I felt it was perfect, Peej did it justice. I do feel a lot of the songs I don't know are ones which I need to grow into more with so with time I am sure to appreciate and love them more, but I am impressed and I enjoyed this album. You can without a doubt headbang, dance and sing in your underpants having the time of your life to these versions of those iconic hit musicals.

8/10

So if you want fun with friends, family or even strangers and want to down a few good pints and have a laugh together Punk Rock Factory always has your back, and It's Just A Stage We're Going Through backs that up once more from the band's amazing discography. 

Last weekend Saturday 25th March I watched the boys put on a hell of a show in a sold out Cardiff, Great Hall and I cannot wait to see them again! Thanks for reading my sausages!

Stay Punky!

Save The Cinema - Film Review

In 1993 one Welsh town had a hell of a fight on it's hands, a fight to save their cinema. Hairdresser Liz Evans campaign's against the closure of Carmarthen's Lyric Theatre against the plans of the towns corrupt mayor and what follows is a true story and a feel-good story, full of drama, laugh's and heart warming inspirational moments.

The cast which includes; Samantha Morton, Tom Felton, Wynne Evans, Rhod Gilbert, Erin Richards and Jonathan Pryce are so good and these fantastic actors stood out the most to me and I also enjoyed Susan Wokoma as Dolly who provided a lot of the comic relief in this film.

The locations are gorgeous and of course they would be it's the green, green grass of my home aha. This film makes you appreciate the sense of community and community spirit with how the story and the length of Liz Evans and her family and what they went through to keep this pillar and landmark to still be standing to this day in the heart of one welsh town. Kudos to the non Welsh actors in this cast as their accents are also brilliant and pretty spot on and I for one was entertained and smiling wholesomely at them all and at this film and story overall. Not to give much away but this cinema was saved thanks to someone pretty big in Hollywood with one iconic cinema classic blockbuster from 1993 which helped saved the Lyric thanks to headstrong Liz Evans.

I watched this lovely film with my girlfriend in Neath's Gwyn Hall Cinema along with a small crowd (due to current covid restrictions). We both really enjoyed this film and left the cinema smiling and feeling good and we would love for more people to see this film. 

Brilliant feel-good film 

You can watch this film on Sky and see it in some UK cinemas too. 

I hope to visit Carmarthen one day and to see The Lyric Theatre in person too!

Thanks for visiting my blog, I hope you too watch this film and enjoy it as much as I did. 

Stay Shiny!

Llancaiach Fawr As A Kid (a ghost story)

When i was younger, i went on a school trip, we were a crowd of 30 on a bus, we were headed to an old house, an ancient house, a house of such rich history, a house that has not been lived in for quite some time, it was a manor house, it was haunted.....

We got there at this historic beautiful Victorian manor, got off the bus one by one buddied up with our friends and were swiftly greeted by people dressed as people of the past and they took us under their wings for an educational tour of this great manor house....

one by one we walked through the rooms, the kitchen, the bathroom, the lounge, then made our way upstairs to the ladies bedroom first, there in the corner was a crib and it moved very slowly as the floor boards also creaked and squeaked.......

I pointed at it and yelled "look its moving on its own", my school chums and the Victorian dressed actors turned round and the crib stopped and the Victorian lord told us that famously this has been spotted to be moving at times rocking back and fore and no one knows why or how.....

There' no breeze, no wind, it just moves on its own at times rocking back and forth by its own means, we ventured to the next rooms like the master bed room, where i smelled a smell of burning, and oak like scent but nothing more......

The next room was the armoury where all us kids and teachers sat down on benches and were told the history there of said armoury and of swords and armours and chain mail that was made or held there, when we got up and lined up to go downstairs and out into the gardens, i lost balance somehow and fell and i almost went down the stairs...........

I was alright got up dusted it off and followed everyone else out to the gardens, i had goosebumps when in the gardens on the tour i looked up at the manor house, i seen a figure in the window of the master bedroom, a lady, i thought it was one of the actors, but i never really knew the truth behind that one.......

I never had any real explanations of what i seen or felt that day and they still have me curious even to this day.........

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Why Do We Love Video Games? 

A History Of Love 

Written By Scott Jones

Is a free ebook available to read and download from today, in which Scott Jones delves deep inside his thoughts and inside a culture so epic and diverse and discusses in depth all about Video Games. From their rich history to their technological advances to the good side and bad side of gaming to find out why do we love video games. Scott is joined by his friends who take on this topic in this free downloadable ebook from Scott and his friends. 

Here is a bit from the Ebook  

"Games make you follow instructions they enable you to escape your crappy reality to go to a better one and have fun and just relieve your stress with ease. Hand eye co-ordination is always the king when the positive side of being a gamer are brought up to attention aswell as decision making since it's documented in recent years that us gamers have better time making decisions compared to those who do not game." 

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Help save Cardiff's Doctor Who Experience from closure!

The Doctor Who Experience brings people closer to the show than ever before. It's a great way of storing used props, costumes and sets and makes them all accessible to viewing pleasure in person. Cardiff's 'Doctor Who Experience' brings much in the way of tourism to an otherwise socioeconomically deprived area, gives local people jobs, does much to improve the economy and let's face it: in these dark post-Brexit days, we all need some escapism. People from all over the world have travelled to the place it's become an iconic part of Cardiff and a must see place.

The Doctor Who Experience (DWE) in Cardiff Bay is closing, probably in early summer of 2017. 

For the past few years visitors have been able to explore the Tardis, and see costumes and props from various series stretching back since the programme first hit screens in 1963. It’s nothing less than a place of pilgrimage for Whovians and a significant tourist draw.

Having started it's life in 2006 at the Red Dragon Centre, it soon moved to London and then expanded into the purpose-built grey building in the area now know as Porth Teigr in July 2012. It has brought millions of pounds and millions of people to Cardiff. Many of those visitors would not have otherwise experienced our brilliant city.

The petition and facebook page were set up by Bex Ferriday who has done a fantastic campaign of trying to keep the Doctor Who Experience open. I signed the petition back when it was just over a few hundred likes and to see it now get over 11,000 signatures i feel like we are onto a winner here in which hopefully will see the building survive for a lot longer.  

I have not been to the Dr Who experience since 2006 and i'd love to go again and i don't want to see this fabulous experience demolished and i hope to go to it again one day before it's closure. 

Sign the petition here at the link - https://you.38degrees.org.uk/petitions/save-cardiff-s-doctor-who-experience-from-closure

Keep up to date with it here on facebook - https://www.facebook.com/savethedwe/?hc_ref=NEWSFEED

A Year With Cylent Beatz!

Hello, Scott Jones here writing and today has been a full year since i joined with Cylent Beatz. Cylent Beatz has changed so much in the past year. So have i.

A year ago today i was informed my time with my security job had come to an end. I was informed on the same day by my cousin David Jones about Cylent Beatz and the possibilities and opportunities to build skills,learn new ones,be involved in films or music and so much more. After working multiple tasks for Daryl and Lindsey and the rest of the gang i was fully accepted an became apart of the cylent beatz family.

I have now been writing and sharing news on CB Word for a year. A good year a great second year of which our stats have destroyed last years stats. 500 Likes, 50 followers,5000 views! 

I have been mainly dealing in administration,blogging,journalism,filming and lending my voice to some productions.The Scott Jones Show has taken off greatly and a second series is set to release soon hopefully better late than never! The first series has inspired and we have gained one hell of a great lad who has joined us at cylent beatz i feel he deserves a shout out and that is Kamil aka Ez Mak. He is a hilarious and very talented guy. I have made many friends here. I am thankful for it all. Shoutouts to everyone in cylent beatz that is Daryl,Dent,Pete,Ez mak,Forgotten,C2R,Lil ESR,Lui and anyone else i am forgetting and to all the past, present and future crew. I love you all too bits and respect you all deeply. You have shown me things and taught me many more and have always been respectful and tidy to me and i have been nothing but the same to you guys and it’s just amazing. Cylent Beatz is genuine and real. They help people out with needs and can go the distance. They have fought bad things in their lives or as a company and have remodelled and continue to keep on rebuilding themselves continuously.

So many changes have happened i have seen. 

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Useless rant...

It's crazy and cruel how people of this world are. Family,teachers,friends,lovers,ex lovers,ex friends and ex family and even strangers have all told me at some point in my life that I'm useless. Some even still tell me that today. 

You're useless.

I have been blamed for things I have never done. I've been hurt emotionally and psychically with these words and by some strangers in the past. I'm always hurt and annoyed being called useless. I'm not useless. 

There's things I don't wish to do but hang on that makes me useless or wait lazy? Really? I don't want a shitty meaningless job...Oh look I'm branded lazy and useless. Hell waste of space too! Pathetic boy. You won't amount to anything. 

You're no good,useless,lazy,stupid,ugly,fat,pathetic,chicken,too safe etc etc. Been called everything negative. Now and then I can shrug it off easy peesy. Just every now and then it hits me,circles my mind,gets me rilled up with emotions of anger and sadness. 

No one should ever be called or told any other those negative words. Negativity is hell. 

Alternatively I have also been told that I am very good,excellent,best student,best uncle,very creative,funny,fun,loving,caring and sensitive person. Anything positive I love but who doesn't. The feeling of appreciation is so powerful too it will guarantee fix your mood that day being told that you are appreciated. 

Being called useless just has me yelling "WHO ARE YOU TO JUDGE ME? YOU CALL ME USELESS YET YOU HAVE NEVER SEEN ME IN ACTION!". 

Just who in the hell do you think I am? 

I'm one of the nicest genuine people you will ever meet but also I can be a mean spirited son of a gun but that's only if someone is that way toward me. 

All those out there who want to judge me well honestly you can't all you can have is an opinion of me for I am my own judge. If you have an ugly opinion of me keep it to yourself and stay the fuck away from me until you're mature enough to talk about it to my face. 

I understand not everyone will like everyone but from people you know to judge you so harshly is fucking beyond painful. Some people have these fronts up so they shrug it off externally while dealing with it internally. 

Why do others judge those negatively? 

Disagreement,being different to them and people being jealous of others are the three I am listing because its the top common ones simply put. 

We all make assumptions about people before we meet them and hell there's people we just won't like even if we have not spoken to them.

Whats the aim of writing all this out?

To get it out from my mind.

To attempt to help others some way shape or form. 

It's all i would like to do with videos and blogs help or inspire others. 

Thanks for reading. 

Hope the pictures and words i have used can help others to be inspired. 

Random Ramblin's 28 - Drama among other things.

Wowe it's been a while since i done one of these and oh yes when i get to 30 i am thinking of putting out a big little compilation full of all random ramblin's!

I'D LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE READING OR VISITING MY BLOG! I HAVE AMOUNTED OVER 2000 VIEWS! THANKS EVERYONE I LOVE YOU ALL!

Alright alright alright i will admit it, i have been quite upset lately and not myself in times as my dog Echo passed away recently.

I will also admit i have been slacking off so much on video content.

I have posted videos but those were done out of fun and needing to get a video out you know?

A WHOLE LOT OF DRAMA HAS BEEN KICKING OFF ASWELL!

SO MUCH SHIT!

I DON'T THINK I CAN POST IT ALL HERE.

WE'LL SEE....NO I AM NOT SHOUTING JUST TYPING!

IN CAPS!

FUCKING CAPS!

CAPS LOCK!

this better?

Ok!

THE DRAMA-ENING?

Right oh so friends have been causing shit with friends and some friends have gone from friends to no friends.

A certain girl friend not gf a girl who is a friend you know anyway right she's so called happily in love with this guy and yet she keeps asking me almost every god damn day how my friend Dan is after the two had a falling out a while back ok. I and everyone for that matter believes she fucking loves him right!? RIGHT!? SHE FUCKING DOES!? yet oh no no no she does not and she is so god damn happy with her boo boo boo. FUCKING CUTIE TALK DOES MY SWEDE IN! FUCK UP MUN! YOU ARE NOT A PARENT AND DO NOT POSSESS A NEWBORN CHILD OR A PUPPY OR KITTEN SO FUCK UP YA CUNT! FUCK RIGHT UP! NO NEED! I'm gonna take a chill pill.......wo,,,,,,,,,,rks...........................................................fine...........................ok back to the dealio. Right this girl who is obsessed with my friend ok i think i have mentioned her before she also always has to talk to me about her fucking PERIODS!? WHY?! IS THIS?! HAPPENING?! WHY ME?! WHY THE FUCK DO I WANT TO KNOW OF YOUR BLOODY PERIODS (get it?) ?! And oh ho OH! wait for this ok she is also BOASTING of her and her wittle boo bear (FUCK UP AGAIN WITH THE CUTIE PIE TALK NO FUCKING NEED FUCK OFF!? FUCK UP!) of oh how much sex they have and what they do and how much goes in and this and that and i am here waiting for a sniper to come...............shoot her. Honestly! FUCK SAKE?! WHY!? I DON'T WANT TO KNOW! NO ONE SHOULD KNOW! NO ONE NEEDS TO KNOW! KEEP YOUR PERIODS AND YOUR SEX TO YOURSELF! FOR FUCK SAKE IF JESUS CAME BACK HE'D SHOOT HIMSELF TO HEAR ALL THIS SHIT! I AINT EVEN RELIGIOUS AND THAT SAYING SOME STRONG ASS SHIT YA GET ME!? FUCKING HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!?!!?!?!?!?!!?!?10101010010101010101010010100010010100101

I crashed then.....i am normal......resume drama?

Ok so two "friends" have recently turned on one of their best and closest friends in Lou and they were slagging him off so much and drawing shit about him and ok ok ok i basically was also annoyed at them for keeping up with this petty shit so i went and told Lou what the fuck they were saying and doing and all hell broke loose! I was blamed for slagging off people i did not slag off. I was blamed for one tiny boys life problems when i did not do shit. Not my fault you cant reach the top shelves mate. (NO disrespect to any little people you guys are cool and this guy is 5"8 ok and he is a total cunt that is all.) Of course one of them right he is tidy and apologetic but christ you can not trust him i lot my trust with him i wanted him just him to come out ok and he brought a bunch of twats no one likes with him who always start shit. I was like really what don't you understand ffs...

A school best friend and me had a falling out over me calling him out on his scumbaggery using women and playing with their emotions and stringing them along altogether and he said "get your head out your ass" and that was oh nearly a month ago and only things he has said to me since are "you out for pint?" nothing more. Bonk eyed scum.I did see him the other night he was avoiding talking to me and when i confronted him on our argument he said "sorry buht i drink a lot and i forget".

I do find it hard to say no at times. I don't want to disappoint people. If i say i don't want to go to something can you leave it at that unless i change my mind? I am sorry i do not wish to give a crappy excuse or anything i just want to say the truth but some people do not listen and they beg and guilt trip and shit. I thought i was done with that crap in the past looks like it's coming back. In all honesty sometimes i actually mean it yes i am on the dole yes i have some funds but also i have bills to pay you know. I can not make everything i am sorry but it's true.

Ok that ends the drama-ening lol

Wrestling world now...

Finn Balor won it the universal title and then sadly have to give it up in 24 hours i was happy and then upset. Kevin Owens has now won it (as of time of writing this blog) and i am so happy he has won it. 

Tna has a new president with Billy Corgan. Good stuff there. Tna are heavily running on the engine of the broken hardy's.

Other stuff.....

Robot Wars came back.....it was ok i have problems with it and things i want back from the old series but yeah it was an ok series had some good moments.

Getting a new tattoo soon. 

Was thinking of having a paw print tat on my foot aswell but i don't know people have said oh that will be painful or stupid and i have been like yeah you might be right there. Took a friggin year for me to decide what tat to get though.

Lists are going again haha did a lot in a few days how is that for a return? Completed a POVA course. Completed modern warfare 1. Summer was ok. I seen monster jam in the principality stadium was wicked. Finished writing my fanfiction attack on titan story.

Finished Gurren Laggann. Pretty good anime series however it did go down hill after episode 9 i felt however it did have some good moments after episode 9. Pokemon movie 1 still is good. Recently rewatched it. 

What would Brian Boitano do if he had facebook?

Deadman wonderland's main character looks like a teen is voiced by a 40 year old yet sounds like a 6 year old? yeah this is annoying terrible voice. An ok series. Expected it to be much more better but nope. 

Johnny Yong Bosch is a wicked voice actor not that i or anyone did not know that.

Finding dory was not as bad as i thought it would be i actually laughed at a few parts. 

Anyway my last words for this blog is to keep up to date with me on social media and youtube ok my lovely people?

FINAL THOUGHT: THE ROCK FOR PRESIDENT!

Hope you are well and i hope you have a good day :)

Peace.

An Interview with the Anonymous Ben Wyn

Hello, i was up around the country park this week taking photo's and having a wonder when i came upon a man who seemed confused and shocked so i simply asked if he was alright and so we engaged in a conversation.....this is the conversion that was had of which i share now with you guys on this man i met known to me as Ben Wyn.

Ben Wyn: "All my life living in Aberdar and i have never seen such sites here in the country parc. I thought it to be just myths and legends but now i see this before my very eyes, a park, a cafe,a lazer tag zone it's crazy. I have been here many times in my life growing up but i have never seen this part of the parc. 

Me: "How have you not come across this in your life if you have been here so many times before?"

Ben Wyn: "I'm not sure maybe its fate or destiny or something that has stopped me to come this far to discover this until now."

Me: "What lead you here then?"

Ben Wyn: "I was out on my annual trek around the parc when one minute i followed a trial i never seen before up a little hill so i went along with it emerging out of the woodlands to discover civilization! I found a small village of sorts, i could not believe it!"

Me: "Do you think you would have known of this place a lot sooner if it was more advertised then?"

Ben Wyn: "Oh yes definitely, the place needs to be advertised a lot more the councils need to step up in promotionals to attract more visitors here. There could be hundreds more who could never even know the place or even been here like myself in their lives. It's my first time here, how is there so many people here? How did they get here? How did they know and i did not until i stumbled upon this place? I honestly can not get over this. It's a shock!" 

Me: "People hear from others about the place i believe and there are houses near by so you can bet locals know all to well of the place. What or where do you usually go to in the park typically?"

Ben Wyn: "I normally go around the water wheel bit by the ponds you know i thought only that area was the country park but i'm just dumbfounded at my discovery today that it stretches much further than i thought"

Me: "Will you now come to this part more often?"

Ben Wyn: "Oh yes it's perfect for a break with the shops and cafe good for families to chill out in the park but what else is weird about this little village of sorts here is that, there are numerous red doors around her unnumbered and unlabeled and it has me wondering what is behind them. What else are people hiding here? What else is this parc hiding from me? Will i ever find this place again? It's some sort of conspiracy surely! There are too many secrets here, what else are they hiding?!" 

Me: "Ok sir....thanks for your time but i'm going to respectfully leave now i don't like your tone sorry i do hope you get home safe and enjoy what ever else you think the country park hides from you?" 

I scarpered away clenching my notepad of which i recorded and took these details down of which i am now typing up, i also managed to take a picture of Ben Wyn but for his own reasoning he wished to be anonymous but i do attach the picture of him below. 

Ben Wyn. He asked to remain anonymous so i distorted his picture. 

What do you think of Ben Wyn? 

Should i try to find him and catch up with him again in future?

What do you think of the County Park in Cwmdare?

What did you make of this post? 

Let me know by commenting! 

Random Ramblin's: Part Pedwar - The painful truth of the past and encouraging words of wisdom.

Alri?

***F.Y.I. - So this blog post i have been debating on publishing it or not for the past few days now because i open up more into myself with my past,my life and of some serious issues and these issues these experiences i have decided to weigh in on with my experience and dealings with them and i hope you the reader,reading this understands and takes in consideration how tough it was for me to type and open up a lot more than i very rarely do. I also hope this blog post and my experience's help you through any pain or depression state you maybe in at the moment. You know through my debating my good american friend Annika has really helped me and opened my eyes and not just on my decision of posting this but on a lot of things in the past since i have known her and since we have become friends,so a special shoutout and mention to her!      I hope you take good care of yourselves my friends,family and metalgods and now do me the honors of reading on, yes? :) ***End of F.Y.I***

How's it hanging? Hanging low? Not bad.....what your hanging too low? Well that happens as people age HAHA and hey you,just a heads up don't expect many jokes here today in my blog and i do apologise for it.

So Scott,what are you going to rant and comment on today? Oh that's a good question i will let you know below. So today i get serious and emotional in writing and discussing.

*******STOP! BEFORE YOU CARRY ON, I HAVE TO SAY, I HAVE NOT TOLD ANYONE MUCH ABOUT ALL THIS OF WHAT GOES ON IN MY HEAD ETC SO TAKE IT INTO CONSIDERATION AND READ CAREFULLY NOW!**********

Pain & Depression - Lets start with Pain. We all like it yes? No? Yes, you are right of course we hate it but pain is a very valuable big part of our lives we will all suffer pain in our lives at some point. From things like relationship break ups,passing of someone we know to hurting our selves. We feel pain physically and mentally heck i would say emotionally too but i will wrap that into mental pain. The greatest teacher we will have is pain, we all must be taught it but we must not be schooled by it. Pain and overcoming it defines who we are as people individually. These scars you see are lessons that have left their mark on me,to remind me that i am still alive,that i am human. You know talking of scars and pain and cuts and marks, my dad always shows me a cut or scratch or worse when he has been hurt and tells me how it happened to him, how he got hurt and a scratch or cut no matter how big or small or accident or not,i think it is just to show me that the man who brought me into this world is not immortal and that he does get hurt. I love the man to bits i may not show it or tell him but i hope he knows that i do. Pain is a natural part of life as i said and to me it reminds me that i am alive and human and i am getting pretty emotional right now (I KNOW RIGHT!?) sorry about that. You know i was born into life with a broken foot, a clubbed foot really and through my childhood i suffered with it and had continues work and operations to get it fixed and its better than ever today although still a bit clubbed but i got the scar on my foot for life and of course, i went through pain with my foot for years. As a child and a baby i could never crawl or walk right until i was roughly 3/4 years old because of how fucked my foot was. I used to shuffle across the floor on my butt as a baby until i could actually walk right. I have had specially made shoes for years for my foot,i have had crutches,zimmer frames and wheel chairs to use while my foot was healing but as i said its all good now and the scar remains and i have the metal plate that was in my foot out and in a jar on my shelf and it serves as a reminder of what i have been through in order to fix a broken part of me. Life welcomed me in by telling me the safety and comfort you had in the womb is gone and welcome to life, live it for as long as you can,do what you want but always remember through pain,there is a lesson to be learned,you must remember your limits and that you are human,it is normal to feel pain. I have felt a lot of pain in life i try to keep in my emotions to myself and you know what it is not right at all but i have this pain then of over thinking and just putting myself down by telling myself "no one cares for what you feel or say or are going through or have been through" that is wrong,it really fucking is! Its frustrating me right now! I always put on a fake smile,i am an emotional sensitive guy, i'd say its quite easy to make me cry. To be completely honest, i care to much for my friends and family and not myself too. I take care of myself last,if a friend is in pain or upset guess what so am i! My friend one of my best friends Louis recently broke up with his girlfriend and he and his gf were so close and a cute couple it upset me when he broke the news to me that she had dumped him, i felt so sorry for him and i was there trying to pick him up,that's what i do for all of my friends who are in any pain i try to help them get back up and i don't stop until they are! Any of my friends reading this right now first of all hi! and i shall always be here for a chat anytime,place,day,year etc. Of course i hope they already know that but people need to be reminded and also need to know that i want to help them as much as i can. Pain does a lot for us in life and the mental pain is the long lasting unseen pain we have to experience but take my word for it right now. PAIN DOES END! Pain changes people,to be stronger. Pain is just weakness leaving our bodies. Pain is there reminding us we are human,we are not immortal,we are better than it and we will recover and get over it. I have felt pain more than once in both ways as well as being depressed.

Now lets move to depression and well my experience with it.  In the year 2012 things were worrying me a lot as it was supposed to be the last year of the world in aztec culture you know so we had the internet and news full of doom and gloom reports of the world ending soon so that was playing to my mind you know, what if this year is the end etc and it was no way to live and think constantly and what not and i was at the time working in a work experience placement that was an insurance company. Its a lovely company the people there are all funny and lovely too but what got me to become depressed that year aswell as the impending end of the world was the fact everyone there was older than me and i to be honest think i had a breakdown of a panic attack i was doing the same thing every day,same time,different day,same place,different clothes you know where i am going. Anyway i looked around myself and seen everyone in the office as they are older than me and a colleague was helping me with a spreadsheet and his hand was on the desk and i just looked at it stared at it what felt ages and then i looked at my hands and it just hit me really fast right on my head and got me overthinking. I am getting older. i am going to be old. I AM GOING TO DIE! That was the point my breathing was getting faster i started to panic i excused myself calmly and went to the toilet to try and calm down by soaking myself with water and telling myself its all ok and things will be better and i was over reacting so 5/10 mins later i emerged and went back to my desk no one asked a thing about me and then it was the end of the day of course end of the world,aging and death were on my mind on a bus ride home and it was getting me worked up so much but know what pushed me off the edge? Seeing a plane in the sky (of course) and imagining myself parachuting and that was it,i was sat on the back of the bus just panicking to myself sweating, i kept it all in,all in my mind this was going off it was a set of mini bomb explosions just making me sweat breath faster and just the sheer level of overthinking was too much and just of shit i am going to get old and die some day,what happens when we die? what would i rather do be cremated or buried? and so on i wont go to much into it because still thoughts of death and what's next and stuff still gets me to over think and a lil upset,see i told you i was an emotional sensitive guy. However my depression lasted 3 months and boy it was no fun or no walk in the park,i would act around people normal but on the inside i would be destroying myself overthinking of all the things i mentioned and now by the way through my life i have had these little what if scenarios in my mind before i try or do or go somewhere that also have frightened me and put me off a lot of things in this life. Depression for me was feeling extremely lonely when i wasn't to feeling burned out which was a form of laziness and anti-social so i would be like purposely avoiding people because i didn't want to get any thoughts and ideas to make me dwell deeper into sadness and bring anyone down with me,i kept things on the inside because it felt safe when really looking back on it,it was a stupid thing to have done, i should have talked to people about it but i was afraid people would not take me seriously. It made me see no point in living of which i had contemplated suicide but i did not go through with anything at all because i was stronger than the thoughts, i thought to myself it would be messed up and sad and i was better than that and i will beat what has a hold of me and i did beat it,it took 3 months but i did beat it, it took me hanging out with my friends more so i can get distracted and get my mind off it and onto better things like giving myself a purpose to keep on fighting and what caused me to break free from depression you may ask? A night out with my best friend James and his gf to a nightclub and to have drinks,enjoy the company,the night,music and our surroundings and also being hit on by some random girl of which i ended up dancing with, nope i didn't get her number and she also never did add me on facebook or follow me on twitter but its her fucking loss,she didn't want this legend that's her problem,the day after that night out i felt alive again and it was a good feeling and i was actually up and atom doing things with my head out of the clouds free from the rain.

God that was a bit tough to get out of my system to remember back and to talk well type about but something i have discovered during my depression is writing about it did help and writing about other things,just writing is such an awesome thing to do to get your head away from your troubles and to be teleported into a world of creativity to write what ever you want. I wrote many lyrics and stories in that time some not good others good haha its just the way it goes really (genuinely smiling now like). You dont really need tablets to get over depression you need the right environment and family and friends also music helps too, you don't need to harm yourself to escape pain and depression you need to vent about your troubles or write about them ok please if you are suffering right now take care of yourself,see your friends and family talk to someone and write about it, you are not alone!   REMEMBER! If you ever feel in pain,depressed,angry,lonely do not be afraid to talk about it. Be it physical or mental or to yourself,a family member or friend, always talk about it or do something creative like write about it. Write about what you feel and why you are in pain and write about why you will over come it. Pain does end,you are stronger than pain,you are not immortal but you are strong and a beautiful brilliant human being and for that i respect you dearly my friend.

That is all i have today for you,its been a emotional serious topic and discussion but i thought, i would splatter my brains on the canvas or keyboard or rather my laptop screen and its pretty hard for me to talk of what i feel really in person or otherwise haha

Hey! I got an idea to lighten things up I shall name two famous people who I think would give bad advice to you. Gene Simmons for his infamous rants on depressed people and Shia Lebouf for his just do it videos all because if say you were thinking of self harming Shia well he will no doubt tell you his two famous motivational words.  So that's all from me tonight for this blog entry.

No idea who reads this or I will show it to but I hope you think of no different of me. Thanks for getting this far and reading my blog entries as ever.

Update: I am booked in for a tattoo next month (august) and well i am a lil nervous but i will go through with it,i am having "cfh" on my lower leg near my ankle its a pantera logo standing for cowboys from hell,pantera are my fave band and its nothing big or flashy for a first tat,i expect pain and yeah its nerve racking already thinking of it haha

Again thanks for reading normal schedule resumes in a few days :)

Disturbing Discoveries (2012 story i wrote)

Alri?! (That's become my signature starter point right haha)

I am back again and guess what? ITS TIME FOR ANOTHER STORY!
This one i wrote in 2012 and it was written and finished not long after i finished school and i was at the time doing it for practice of writing a script or a book of sorts, its not very long but it is good i think and also i have left it untouched so there will be errors about don't worry. Tell me what you think and any improvements etc all comments welcome and also the layout is what happens when you copy and paste stuff you wrote in ms word,it is very hard and annoying to change.  :) ENJOY!

DISTURBING DISCOVERIES

Intro

Since the dawn of time there have been rules. Since the first living organism was spawned there was hope. Since the first bite there was death. I hope you`ve not been put off reading this as I can guarantee nothing much is going to change later on.  People always ask the same questions what is the meaning of life? What happens when we die? Where do we go? And Why? We will never know for sure the answers to these questions. But we will find clues and on our journey finding them we may also find something we won’t like!
                         

Chapter 1 – Home

Meet Jase Jones a guy who never gives up easy, a guy who everyday is chasing his dreams, a real nice well mannered 25 year old who owns and works at his pub the right way Inn, who lives in South Wales. Jase never dreamed of doing this job or having fun in a job but he has been having the best months of his life since opening it and working there until one quiet day Jase gets a very angry, disgruntled, and drugged up customer who Jase tries talking to and serving him. The Client while shaking and twitching says-“I`d like a pint and a shot please”. Jase replies “Ok sir what kind?” Client- “D...d...d...does it matter? Err Pint now a...a...and hurry!” Jase replies- “Ok sir but what’s the problem and can you tell me what you want?” Client- “I told you just hurry up”. Jase- “Ok sir calm down what’s the problem?” Client talks to himself- “If I give him details he grasses me up. Me calm down?! ME CALM DOWN HAHAHA!!!!! I should but I cant...i ...i ...i CANT! YOU DONT UNDERSTAND!” Jase- “Sir please can I help you at all?” Client- “Help? You wanna h...h...h...help m...me?” Jase- “I will do best I can please”. Client- “I`ve had help! IVE HAD IT! People think I’m insane people I hear them talk they tell me to cool down tell me they help me when they don’t they beat me up report me to police and that’s me in a cell for a week!” Jase- “Sir I promise I will NOT do any of that just let me help you”. Client- “And let me help you COPPER!” The crazed client then pulls out a gun and shoots at Jase yelling “HEEEEEEEEEELP!” Jase hides under the bar and When the client reloads his gun Jase dives at him punches him repeatedly but the crazed man shoots Jase in the arm and kicks him away then when Jase grabs the crazed man with his free arm and pins him to the wall the man says “I’m sorry for what I’ve done and I’m sorry I didn’t mean this but he made me do it!” Jase replies- “Who told you? What’s going on?! Tell me your name!” Crazed man “You know already and if you don’t then you’re in for a long ride and the names Stephen!” and then he shoots himself. As the wall, floor and Jase are covered in blood all the people in the pub get up from hiding and start clapping and cheering jase shouting “Our hero. Jase you saved us all Thank You!” Jase then picks up the phone and calls the police and ambulance services to come to his pub.  

Chapter 2 - Old Friends,Fresh Wounds

20mins later the ambulance and police show up and take care of everything and ask jase and the other people in the pub what happened and for eye witness accounts. Jase explains everything to them and then 2 hours later after treatment and giving his statements jase is back home in his pub cleaning things up when an attractive woman shows up and says “Hey jase buddy how about a drink?”. Jase-“Sorry we are closed for tonight”. The girl replies- “Really then why aint the sign up and you can’t decline serving lil ol me”. At which point Jase looks up and sees the most beautiful girl he has ever laid his eyes on and replies “Rebecca Smith long time no see”. Rebecca- “Jase Jones long time no talk for me”. Jase- “Huh what do you mean? I aint seen or spoke to you in years!” Rebecca- “Au-contraire my amigo I’ve been in her a few times and I was here earlier with a few of my family and friends” Jase- “Really how come I didn’t serve you or see you?” Rebecca- “ Uhh maybe coz you were busy and I got served by the other employee.” Jase- “Ahh right so I guess you saw everything earlier”. Rebecca “Yes I did you lovable hero!” Jase- “Please enough it’s too much ha-ha so while we are closed and no one but you are in how about a drink and we catch up?” Rebecca- “Sure I’d like that” Hours pass and in darkness Rebecca and jase are still drinking, laughing and talking. Jase- “So what have you been doing these days?” Rebecca- “This and that but you know I’m a journalist”. Jase “Wow well I got news for you.” Rebecca “Oh really what’s that?” Jase- “I shouldn’t have left you go” Jase then falls asleep and Rebecca is left sitting there wide awake jase never knew that she was pretending to be drunk but when they were talking and he looked away she emptied her drink in his. Then while Jase was asleep Rebecca wrote a report on the events at the pub earlier that day and got picked to do a story the next day there. 12pm Jase woke up to people banging the doors and shouting to let them in. At that point Jase slowly got up and walked up to the doors and let the people in. Everyone was patting Jase`s back and saying thanks and good job for yesterday. As Jase served them all one by one they all gave him a bonus £5 for the drinks as a type of thanks for yesterday. At which point when Jase found out he rang the bell and said at the top of his voice “Okay Please stop I don’t want any bonus for my actions yesterday I’m sure anyone would of done it in my situation now please come up to the bar and have your money back!”. At that point everyone in the pub looked round and laughed simultaneously and said “YOU KEEP IT HERO!” Jase then was looking round for the girl from last night Rebecca and then went around looking and asking people if they have seen her and everyone replied with a no. Then Jase heard a voice outside who sounded like Rebecca so he went outside looking around for her at which point he saw her in a smart business suite holding a microphone standing in front of a camera. “Hello I’m Rebecca Williams and I am standing her outside the pub Right Way Inn where yesterday a crazy incident happened involving a crazed drunk with a gun and the landlord Jason Jones. Jason Jones aged 25 was working a normal day as a landlord here serving people food and drinks when a man came in and threatened the people there and then when Jason interfered with the man and asked him to “cool down or to get out” the man then pulled a gun out and shot Jason and then out of what he calls intuition he hits the guy even when shot and disarms the man and then the crazed man shot himself. People say this was an act of a hero and they thank him for it, Intuition or not no one should mess with this landlord! I’m Rebecca Williams outside the Right Way Inn for BBC News Goodbye”. Jase then walks up to Rebecca and confronts her. “What was that!? Huh Explain!” Rebecca sacredly replies. “A report for the bbc on the events of yesterday at your pub”. Jase gets angry and says. “I thought I could trust you. You said you wouldn’t do a report on this situation! But oh boy it looks like you couldn’t resist huh!”. Rebecca sorrowfully replied. “I’m so sorry but there was nothing I could do!” “There was and is always something you can do!” Jase said angrily. “I’m so sorry please forgive me Jase!” Rebecca Said. Jase replied angry. “No why should I!? Every time I get close to you, you push me away with a 5ft pole!”. “Please don’t take it to heart its business that’s all”. Rebecca said. “Then why don’t you switch off from it when your away from your stupid cameramen and stupid BBC news work!” Jase replied. Rebecca was left speechless and Jase then walked away back in his pub. “Uhh not to be a weirdo or anything but I just captured that all on cam.” The cameraman replied. At that point Rebecca looked up and smiled at him to say “perfect we can edit and dub over this!”

Chapter 3 – Troubled Times

When Jase is back in his pub the place is crowded full of familiar friendly faces. Unhappy by what Rebecca did he gets a text from her saying to check the news so he tells everyone to “Quiet Down for a sec!” and he switches on the news only to see Rebecca`s report and to see a dubbed over edited conversation they had earlier the report went like this; “Im here with the landlord of the right way inn Jason Jones.” “What are you doing?” “filming a report for the bbc cant you describe yesterday and what was going through your mind?” “i just wanted to kill the guy that threatened me and my pub im sure im the only guy who would`ve done this!” “Really? You don’t think an average Joe person would`ve attempted this?” “Are you stupid of course not! I hate this town! The people here are complete drunken idiots 90% of the time then you got 5% that are drugged up and the other 5% who are crazy people who deserve to be locked in an insane asylum!” “Jase thats a very harsh thing to say about everyone in this area! “What if they come after you later in an angry mob?!” “I`d be worried but i`d find a way out of it! Now P*** Off and shut the F*** up and get the hell out of here!”. “There you go some words of a so called Hero around this area. I’m Rebecca Williams for the BBC”. “What!? That’s not what I said at all! They edited me and dubbed me over!!! Guys please don’t believe this report!”. Guy 1: “Ha some guy you are!” GUY 2: “You`re lucky we aint gonna burn this place down!” Girl 1: “I hope another crazed guy comes in and blows your brains out!”. So everyone leaves the pub and leaves Jase on his own sad and angry he throws the tv at the door smashing the glasses and landing outside the door on the street. Then an angry Jase decides to have some drinks when a black car pulls up outside the pub and 4 mysterious men in black suites emerge from the vehicle to walk in and have a look around the pub. “Nice place ya got here mac” one of the men says. Jase replies “Yep it is and was and my names not mac”. “Oh of course no its Jason Jones or is it Jase or Anthony Hunter Bowen?” the man replies. Jase instantly gets up and replies, “I have no idea who you think i am but i want you guys out NOW!”. A second guy replies “You've struck a nerve eh boss?”. The first guy replies “How scary” The third man replies “Should we turn the lights on and show him?” First guy: “No we shall show him and see him again, We shall see you again “Jase”. As the men walk out of the pub Jase angrily smashes and breaks some portraits and glasses and goes upstairs to bed. He then wakes up to the sound of loud knocking at 10am only to see when he opens the doors 15 people and 2 police officers waiting. Jase says to them politely “Can i help you officers?”. Officer 1: “Sir we've had complaints of disturbances and you have damaged public property so we are going to present you with a warning and a fine” Officer 2: “Dont let it happen  again please sir or its jail for you”. Jase replied “Oh i wont don’t worry officers and im sorry i will clean it up!”. Jase then goes back inside his pub and thinks long and hard how to get himself out of this mess when a man walks in and points a gun at the back of Jase`s head and says “Sorry to interrupt your cleaning but if you would give it a few seconds then you can clean your blood and brains up along with rest of this mess.” Jase then turns round slaps the gun out of his hand and delivers a viscous headbutt to the man’s nose and then grabs the guys neck and pushes him against a wall and repeatedly palm strikes the man’s nose pushing it up and making the bone hit the brain and instantly kills the guy. He then drops the guy on the floor and kicks the dead man’s body repeatedly to get out this anger he has had today recently.

Chapter 4 – The Return

With his pub in ruins, a warning from the police, losing a friend and mysterious people who keep trying to kill him he knew he had to do something and he needed to do it fast! So he got out a few bin bags and brushes and did all he could then he got stuck on a few things like replacing items and getting someone or something to take all the rubbish away. So Jase got out his phone and called a few friends to see who could help and they all turned him down and he was left with 1 person 1 number he had yet to call for help...Rebecca so he did what he thought was best and called on her. “Hey uhh look im sorry for what was said ok can your forgive me?” Jase said. Rebecca replied “Hmm i suppose so can you forgive me?” Jase replied “Yes anytime anyday of the week i can forgive you” “Then why haven't you called me in the past few days?” Rebecca replied. “Uhh because i was angry and drunk maybe but look” Said Jase. Rebecca replied “Oh i see you want something now huh? That it? Come on admit it”  Jase replied “Yes yes it is ok but i am also sorry” “Ok i dont care now tell me what you want?” Rebecca said. “Well could you come to my pub please and help me fix things?” Jase replied. “Hmm ok i guess i aint got nothing planned i`ll be there in 30mins” Rebecca said. So 30 minutes later Rebecca came along to Jase`s pub The Right Way Inn and helped jase move and get rid of things and for the next 3 days they redecorated the pub and reconnected with each other. With the pub now fixed up and looking new and back to its normal self again there was one thing left to do and that was to re-open the Right Way Inn. So Jase and Rebecca arranged something where she would do a report on the grand opening of the Right Way Inn and he would get more customers for the pubs public appearance. “Hello Rebecca Williams here outside the Right Way Inn a pub where the past few days and 2 weeks have been hell for the place as its been broken in to and completely destroyed but today its owner Jason Jones has re-opened it and has given it a make over so lets go in and have a look and have a chat with Jason.” “Wow this place is amazing so Jason did you come up with the pubs new look?” “No i had some help from a good friend but if she is watching this i`d like to say Hey thanks soo much for helping me out” Jase said. “Okay so Jason tell us what exactly happened what did this place look like before the redesign?” Rebecca said. “Oh well it was in tatters smashed windows, Broken tv, Portraits broke, Juke box smashed, till money stolen. God it was terrible but im glad its over and this place is looking fresh and cool and i hope people can come here from all over the country for some great drinks and some great food thats all i ask now.” Jase replied. “Okay thanks so much Jason. If you want some great food and drink this weekend come on down to Right Way Inn. For BBC news im Rebecca Williams” After Rebecca`s report the next day the place was buzzing with new business from all over the country which Jase had to hire new and more staff to cover the food and drinks when he had his hands full. When Rebecca came in at Sunday night just before closing time Jase lit up and gave her a hug and said “Thanks soo much i owe you!” Rebecca Replied “Ha thanks its no problem its just what i do, Its business” Then at which point the 4 men in black suites who visited a while ago came back. Jase went up to the men and said “Im sorry fella`s we are closing for tonight.” “Please Anthony you`re not yet as we`ve yet to have our drinks” The 1st guy said. “Anthony? You guys got the wrong guy and maybe the wrong place” Jase replied. Then the 1st guy took off his hat and glasses to reveal a scarred and burnt face and said. “Please Anthony sorry i mean Jason right? But we want a drink and we want one now”. “Okay fine fella`s but one condition you tell me exactly who you are” Jase replied. “Surely you remember me Jason no?” the 1st guy replied. “Ha uhhm no sorry you guys dont look familiar at all and i find that hard to say as i remember everyones faces so im sorry fella`s but heres your drinks now take em on the house,drink and leave please” Said Jase. “Boss should i ?” a second guy said. “No come on now lets drink up and do what the man said and head home. Oh by the way Jason here`s my card maybe something on it will refresh your memory Anthony” The 1st guy replied. So the men then drank they're drinks and left the place. “Who were they do they know you at all?” Rebecca asked. “No well im not sure” Said Jase. “Well maybe you should take todays cctv footage to the police station and see if they know or could find out anything.” Said Rebecca. “No it would waste police time and i think they maybe involved in a gang of sorts.” Said Jase. “Really a gang as in mafia or what and in aberdare come on that seems far fetched” Rebecca replied. “Well if theres anything ive learnt over the past few weeks its that nothing is impossible” Said Jase. 

Chapter 5 – Revelations and Painful Memories

The next day 2 guys in black suites showed up at Jase`s pub asking for jase to go with them immediately of course Jase replied with a stern No at which point the men pulled out guns Jase then jumped over the bar and said to the men “Please put your guns down we dont need this here!”. The men replied “Then come outside and it wont be a problem pal”. “No if your going to kill me then do it here infront of all these witness`es!” Jase replied. So Jase rushed towards the men disarmed one shot the other then the guy who he had disarmed gave him a nasty headbutt and with Jase then being disorientated from the headbutt the man picked up his gun and aimed for jase, Then jase realized what was going on and jumped over the bar where he then ducked and hid away from the guy shooting at him. When the guy stopped shooting Jase thought he had gone at which point Jase got up but the man was still there and he shot Jase who fell down like a sack of bricks and since he fell backwards he hit his head on corner of bar. So the man then got out his phone and called someone and said “The deed is done he is dead I shall return immediately”. At which point Jase got up from the bar and pulled shotgun out from under the bar and shot the guy. Rebecca then came downstairs to the bar and asked if he was alright and what happened and jase replied. “The bullet grazed my head and i knocked it on bar im ok but they are dead so call the ambulance and police immediately!”. After doing so Jase falls to the floor with him losing a lot of blood there was`nt much time so the ambulance came 5mins later and took him to the hospital and treated him best they could he then remained there for the next week and 2 days later he regained consciousness but he was lucky he had Rebecca at his side the whole time. So when  he woke and saw her he was happy and the first thing she did was to ask Jase “Whats going on who are these people do you know them?! Tell me the truth Jase are or were you in some kind of Mafia Gangs?” Jase replied with a deep sigh. “Fine yes but it was years ago baby back before i moved her and started a fresh new life.” “So what happened what changed you to the man you are today huh? Drugs Drink what?!” Rebecca asked. “Well i think it was when i fell 3ft down mt. Snowdon and i landed on my head as i was on a hit mission after a mountain walker who owed us money and never payed” Jase replied. “So is your name really Anthony Bowen?” Rebecca asked. Jase replied “Yes my real names Anthony Hunter Bowen not Jason Jones sorry” at that point Rebecca went to the bathroom and started throwing up. Then when she finished she came back in the room and started saying to herself “Omg i cant believe i fell for a murderer someone who could have killed me if someone paid him to”. “Im soo sorry rebecca but how did i know? I only got my memory back due to that bump i had!” Jase said. 

Chapter 6 – Going Home to a phone call

The next day they were allowed home and jase kept the pub closed that day. “What if they come back with more people this time aint you considered that?!” Rebecca asked Jase. Jase replied “Well with my memory back i hope they bring an army i aint going down easy!” Then the phone rang and jase answered it. “Hello Jason Hunter Jones have you been enjoying my friends? Its a shame you killed them but they dont call you a hunter for nothing haha! Although i was sad to hear you killed Stephen poor boy he was`nt right in the head and you shot him in broad daylight shame on you Jasey haha!” Jase askes the guy on the phone. “Who is this?! Are you the one thats been doing this to me!?”. “Please Jase my buddy my bro im just checking up on you, there's 2 guys your gonna run into again later now if you can take care of them then i`ll call you back later if not then sorry bro but i got to go have a nice day”. The line then goes dead and jase then puts down the phone grabs his shotgun from under the bar and waits by the door then the men arrive and knock on his door but Jase doesn't open it so they kick the doors in and then jase emerges from round the corner and shoots the 1st guy the second guy then is involved in a stand off with jase. “Soo here we are once again eh Anthony?”. Jase replies: “Save your breath Richie you lowlife scum!” “Oh Jase please that hurts me and i see you know who i am again i see my boys did a pretty good job but not good enough”- Richie replied. Richie then shoots at Jase, then jase runs back into the pub and goes behind the bar for cover. Rebecca then emerges from the corner and Richie shoots her in the shoulder and shouts “Is this what you want Anthony huh another casualty on your hands huh in otherwords buddy do you want your lovely wife her dead?!” Jase then gets up throws his shotgun at him and then when Richie is distracted with the shotgun Jase gets a kitchen knife and runs towards Richie stabbing him in the chest palm striking his larynx and then twisting his neck. Richie was lying on the floor lifeless and then Jase grabbed some bandages and alcohol and tipped some on her wound and wrapped it up nice and tight to stop bloodflow. Then they breakout passionately kissing eachother when the phone rings and jase stops and goes to answer it. “Hey Jase just saw what you did owch buddy and nice work on the broad!” “Who is this and how do you know?!” Asked Jase. “Thats easy kiddo i hacked your camera`s man it was a beautiful site one ive not seen in years. So i tell you what meet me at Oceana in Cardiff tonight for a lil private party im throwing eh kiddo ill arrange for one of my guys to meet you at your pub and i will have him escort you here what do you say?!” “No! I refuse i dont want to play anymore in these sick games!” Jase replied. “Hahaha You still a comedian Anthony now he will and should be there by about 8pm tonight be there on time sharp man!” Jase then puts the phone down and Rebecca asks him “Who was that?” “Its nothing but ive got to go at 8!” Says Jase. “No but you cant i wont allow it!” Says Rebecca. “Its alright i can take care of myself” Jase replies. “Thats it im going to call the police!” Rebecca replies. Then an angry jase follows her to the phone in the bedroom and throws the phone out the window and locks the door behind him. He then throws Rebecca on the bed and the two start having sexual intercourse. 3mins later a car beeps outside at which point he kisses Rebecca and says goodbye but before he leaves he takes all ammo and pistols he sees and then walks out and gets in the car.

Chapter 7 – Showdown

About Half an hour later Jase and the guy arrive at Oceana in Cardiff where jase then is escorted in the club and taken upstairs in a room where theres 6 men in black suites all looking at him then the chair turns around and the man who organised all this gets his face seen and his identity is soon revealed to Jase. “Im soo glad you could join me Anthony Bowen my evil sick twisted little brother! How've you been Hunter?!” “Jeffrey Bowen my old big brother!” Jase (Anthony) replies. “Good Anthony real good. What about you huh and you`re fancy landlord pub life?” Asked Jeffrey. Jase replied “Been better without all these crazy people trying to kill me!” “Well its business man you should know that thing is there`s a lot of people who hate you and if some of them pay me enough i get hating you to man!” Jeffery replied. “Really Jeff?! Thats what its all about money?!” Jase (Anthony) replied. “Well its what the world is about these days, Economy falling, Prices rising we all need money man” Jeff replied. “Ok well is there anything else we need to discuss in private maybe?!” Asked Jase (Anthony). “Oh yes but i think my boys want a quiet word first. Enjoy!” Jeff replied. So then one of the gaurds goes behind jase and tries choking him with a piece of barb wire but jase counters it and pulls the guy over his head and onto the floor then he stamps on and breaks his neck. Then another gaurd with a crowbar swings at Jase but jase ducks and punches the gaurd in the balls and grabs the crowbar and throws the guy on the floor opens his mouth and with the pointed end of the crowbar he stamps his head down on it making the crowbar go through the guys face. Then 2 gaurds go at him with butterfly knives as then jase grabs the coffee machine and throws it at them burning them and cutting them jase then grabs their knives and stabs them both through the ears simultaneously. Then with 2 gaurds left they get out pistols and start shooting at jase, Who then had to think on his feet he then grabbed the pistols he had picked up from earlier and crouched down and shot the guys in the knee caps making them go down at that point jase grabbed a nearby meat cleaver that was on Jeffs desk and viciously chopped off the guards ears and then sliced they're faces like thin slices of pepporami. Then Jeff turned around in his chair and said confidently “are you all done boys!?”. Jeff was then left speechless as Jase took out all his best and last remaining gaurds. “Anthony how...how could you! Your a killing machine give me a hug bro!” Said Jeff. “Your joking how can i hug or be family to a madman like you?!” Said Jase. “Oh come on now Anthony i aint showed you your pub yet.” Jeff replied. “What have you done!? SHOW ME!” Jase replied. So then jeff turns his laptop around and shows jase the cctv footage of what happened upon arriving at Oceana to his home and to Rebecca. The footage shows a few masked men arriving in a black 4x4 with petrol cans and they empty it everywhere downstairs in the right way inn pub then you see Rebecca come downstairs in the bar area where she grabs the shot gun Jase left her and starts shooting at the men and she hits 4 of 6 guys then the last 2 guys throw a propane tank in and then light the petrol which sets the place alight then the tank blows up and sets the pub alight and then footage goes down. Jeff then says to jase “Oh no what happened? Who did it? Your poor wife Anthony im so sorry brother but don’t worry you're gonna be hanging with me now in single life hooker fucking paradise!” Jase then screams in anger and stabs jeff and says “My name Jason Jones or as some prefer Jase! Anthony is dead! Your goons are dead! My Girlfriend is dead because of you but don’t worry You are dead too!” and then slices jeffs throat open. Then with the room full of blood, glass and bodies jeff walks out of there and heads to his burnt down home only to be left think what if i had done that thing instead. 

Chapter 8 – Closing The Book

Months later jase with help of the community in Aberdare helps him rebuild his home and his life. Jase now has named his pub The Spirit Of Jase! He is still living in Aberdare living upstairs of his pub and he has hopes to move on and settle with a new girlfriend and to start a family afresh.  

The End!

Just now want to say THANKS for reading this, it took me a lot of work, thought and hours to put this together. It may not be as long as some books or stories but i had fun with it and i hope you had fun reading it :)