It's so hard right now, to think straight,
I feel like my head is coming unscrewed,
My emotions feel so skewed,
I have no idea, how i feel in the moment,
I try to stop the spiral but it keeps sucking me in,
I'm reaching out, i need the help,
The healing, the recovery is all so raw,
Drowning in my sorrows with the world in dismay,
Suffocated with so much grief,
My vision clouded and out look bleak,
A magic 8 ball can't help me now,
Drowning my sorrows with booze, It dull's the pain,
But the memories, they remain,
I've never felt a pain like this,
I never expected it to last as long as it has,
That pain keeps stabbing me and pulling me under,
Mental sorrows which continue to cast me asunder,
My head space is an uneven grounded reality,
I take walks into nature with music blasting between each ear,
Hoping to see the world a lot more clearer,
Dealing with so much is not easy,
The days are long and the heat is brutal,
The miscommunication and assumptions are no help,
The expectations are of a natural world,
I rest impatiently waiting for the normal to return,
I keep myself busy and work all night and all day,
I type and i edit as the sun goes down and end as the sun comes up,
Drowning my sorrows with food for comfort,
Suffocated in so much negativity,
Jealousy runs rampant of those who are spending time together through quarantine,
Afraid of catching the new black death, the new biological weapon,
Getting run down and run over by so much, it causes a breakdown,
Drowning in my sorrows by bottling it up,
Getting numb from the usual pain,
Need to get free from the cage of sorrows and anger,
I need to be released from the agony the world has caused me,
Escaping from reality with gaming and movies is a constant effort,
I've thought the worst things, i'm continuing to burn my fire,
Trying to keep myself warm and alight,
Forgive me for not controlling that bright burn,
I need you by my side to help me weather the storm as it's easier together,
The demons can't fight our army,
I'm not good at expressing my feelings,
I'm so used to bottling up, using food for comfort,
It's easier to hate ourselves than to love thy self,
When you been victimised and bullied you're entire life,
When media all portrays this is how people should work, this is what to expect and need and desire,
I'm sorry for showing disregard for the rules and wanting you close for selfish gains,
Drowning my sorrows with food and alcohol,
It's not right or healthy but it's the unnatural response we have all been brought up with,
Men don't talk or feel or show emotions, But I do,
I feel so much, i'm an empath, i can feel you're emotions right now,
It's alright to feel how you are feeling, the world is not normal and we're all suffering,
We're all healing, It's all going to work out and be okay, be thankful, be grateful,
We're alive and we are breathing.
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Friday, 24 April 2020
Thursday, 30 November 2017
Top 10 Things That: Should Happen In WWE 2018!
Hello and welcome back to my blog where today is the last day of November which means it is the last day of my wrestling themed month of top 10 lists. Sad times right? Well wipe those tears and drink a monster as i will tell you 10 things that should happen in wwe next year!
(THIS WAS WRITTEN 5/11/17, SCOTT IS NO TIME TRAVELLER AND CANT SEE INTO THE FUTURE, HE WROTE THIS LIST OUT OF FUN!)
10) James Ellsworth Breaks Free From Carmella - So this is a wild one i know but James Ellsworth is your average looking guy and people still love him. So imagine if he breaks free of Carmella steals her Money In The Bank briefcase only to show up on 205 Live cashing it in on the cruiserweight champion Enzo and winning the title? Mad enough to fail or mad enough to work?
9) Asuka Becomes Raw Womens Champion - The empress of tomorrow has not long joined raw and is still undefeated at this moment in time i am writing this but it would be epic if her streak continued and she picked up the raw womens championship title next year and dominates the roster until a draft occurs and she then works her way towards the SD Live womens title in 2019.
8) Samoa Joe Becomes Intercontinental Champion - Face it Joe is a beast and Miz is going to be going off tv soon for a while to take care of his wife and newborn child so who best to take the title and have a good run with it dominating up and down all around? JOE JOE JOE JOE JOE JOE JOE!
7) Bobby Roode Becomes World Heavyweight Champion - He's a fast rising star in the WWE and how GLORIOUS would 2018 be with Bobby as champ? I tell how GLORIOUS, SO GLORIOUS!
6) Rock V HHH At Wrestlemania - This has been teased on and off for a good few years now that the two stepping foot inside the ring against one another one final time, it would be a great sight for sure and draw money, views, fans etc it would be great.
5) Styles Vs Nakamura WrestleMania - Yes this most teased and dreamt wwe match should happen at Mania its the grandest stage of them all for one of the biggest matches of all, fans would be ecstatic about it and it would draw money, views and it would not disappoint.
4) Charlotte Flair wins Smackdown Womens Championship - Charlotte since joining the SD live roster has not been as lively as she used to be on Raw. Back on Raw she was winning the title dropping it winning it and dropping it and winning it and so on a few times over. So it is about time she won the SD womens championship and had a run.
3) The Undertaker Returns But Not As The Deadman - So at RAW 25 next year we have been confirmed that Undertaker will be back but what if he makes his return to an image on screen saying "The Deadman may be dead but....." then american badass by Kid Rock kicks in with "I'M AN AMERICAN BADASS" and Taker comes out back in Biker gear cuts a promo saying. "When i was buried alive i had to channel the dead to get back to you all again but in doing that it seems to me like i lost my yard. Now before i can even think about taking my rest and taking my Harley out 24/7 for long runs across the country, i can not rest knowing that some punk ass disrespectful guys are running around here and i just want to let you know that there aint no rest for the wicked and i'm coming to put you all on notice."
2) Braun Strowman Most Eliminations In Royal Rumble & Win At Main Event Universal Title WrestleMania - Braun has had a hell of a 2017 and i think everyone was disappointed he lost to Lesner because Braun deserved that win and to send the part time fiend packing back to UFC. Braun should get the record for most eliminations in next Rumble and win the match and to get to main event wrestlemania and win the title i reckon. A run fit for a monster among men.
1) Finn Balor Wins Universal Championship Again & Gets A Lengthy Run! - When Finn won the title in an epic bout with Seth Rollins it was amazing but was was sad was Finn being the first and having to drop the title due to an injury and since then i guess the wwe creative team just see's Finn as too small and feeble to ever put a big belt on him. He deserves his reign as champion and he will give us good matches so stop pussy footing about WWE and BOOK THIS!
Well this wraps up my wrestling themed month, so thanks for visiting my blog all month and i hope you continue to do so in future.
Check back regularly for new lists!
STAY SHINY!
Tuesday, 4 April 2017
Thank You Undertaker - A Tribute To The Phenom! By Scott Jones
It happened....the unthinkable....Undertaker lost at Wrestlemania again and to Roman Reigns of all people but not only that BUT, Taker also removed a lot of his gear, his gloves,hat,coat and left them in the centre of the ring. This signalled one thing....the retirement of the dead man.
Going into Mania 33 i was confident Taker would slay the Roman Empire. I said i would give up WWE if Roman beat Taker and when Taker retires....i also said Cena will be the one to retire Taker.....I was wrong about Cena being the one to retire Taker. As for not watching WWE i do feel like this was it. The last time i should watch this ageing stale product that we have gotten over the past decade.
This blog post i am dedicating entirely to The Undertaker and will be talking or rather writing about his accomplishments and career history and will be linking and providing pics for you to browse and watch and just remember fondly and enjoy as Taker is my all time fave wrestler so i have to dedicate a whole blog post just to him in his retirement because he is worthy of it and it is really fitting and i hope this post serves as a good tribute to him.
BUT SCOTT.... WHAT IF....this is not the end of Undertaker completely.....WHAT IF.....this is the end of The Deadman Gimmick? WELL i don't know at the moment all signs in this universe point to "The End" so i have to just go with it. IF thing's change and HE DOES comeback well i shall be eternally happy and UPDATE this post but for now THIS IS IT, SO READ ON!
The Undertaker made his debut at WWF Survivor Series 1990. He made his WrestleMania debut at WrestleMania VII, quickly defeating "Superfly" Jimmy Snuka. He is often highly praised as being the most respectful/respected wrestler ever. Wrestler Big Show named The Undertaker as the greatest professional wrestler of all time, while Mark Henry and WWE chairman Vince McMahon have called him their favorite. WWE Hall of Famer and company executive, Jim Ross, said: "Without question, The Undertaker is the greatest big man in the history of wrestling. There is no greater WWE star ever than The Undertaker".
Guinness World Records Gamer's Edition mentioned Undertaker as having the most consecutive victories at WrestleMania. In November 2015, Telegraph journalist Tom Fordy called The Undertaker "the world's greatest sportsman". As of 2017, The Undertaker became the first and only wrestler to remain in the WWE since 1990, expanding a 25-plus-year career within the company. Calaway has appeared on 61 different pay-per-view posters, which, as of 2015, is the highest of any WWE superstar. He has had many changes in his persona over the year's from deadman to lord of darkness,american badass, big evil and finally back to being the deadman.
I looked up Taker's match statistics and here is how it all shapes up.
Total number of matches: 2275
Total number of wins: 1717 (75.5%)
Total number of losses: 467 (20.5%)
Total number of draws: 91 (4.0%)
The years he won the most matches in was 1993 and 1996 with that number being 144 Wins out of 160 matches in those years. 1991 he had the most matches with 189. Most losses in a year is also 1991 with the number of losses being 85.
Undertaker is a hell of a singles decorated wrestler with title wins and awards of which i will list now for you.
USWA Unified World Heavyweight Champion
WCWA Texas Heavyweight Champion
WWE World Heavyweight Champion 3 times
WWF Hardcore Champion
Royal Rumble winner (2007)
Slammy Award winner (12 times)
Eyegore award winner.
Wrestling Observer Newsletter
5 Star Match (1997) vs. Shawn Michaels in a Hell in a Cell match at Badd Blood
Best Gimmick (1990–1994)
Best Heel (1991)
Feud of the Year (2007) vs. Batista
Match of the Year (2009) vs. Shawn Michaels at WrestleMania XXV
Match of the Year (2010) vs. Shawn Michaels at WrestleMania XXVI
Wrestling Observer Newsletter Hall of Fame (Class of 2004)
Pro Wrestling Illustrated
Comeback of the Year (2015)
Feud of the Year (1991) vs. The Ultimate Warrior
Feud of the Year (2015) vs. Brock Lesnar
Match of the Year (1998) vs. Mankind in a Hell in a Cell match at King of the Ring
Match of the Year (2009) vs. Shawn Michaels at WrestleMania XXV
Match of the Year (2010) vs. Shawn Michaels at WrestleMania XXVI
Match of the Year (2012) vs. Triple H in a Hell in a Cell match at WrestleMania XXVIII
Ranked No. 2 of the top 500 singles wrestlers in the PWI 500 in 2002
Ranked No. 21 of the top 500 singles wrestlers of the "PWI Years" in 2003
Longest Wrestlemania ppv win streak 21 - 0 before his loss. Streak end upon retirement is 23 - 2.
We looked at his singles title wins and awards now for his tag team title wins.
WCW Tag Team Championship (1 time) – with Kane
WWF Tag Team Championship (6 times) – with Stone Cold Steve Austin (1), Big Show (2), The Rock (1) and Kane (2)
As you can see or know not all of his tag titles were won thanks to brotherly love. Taker had many alliances in his career.
He started with Ted DiBiase with Brother Love.
He eventually went with his longest serving manager Paul Bearer and the duo were to be feared and have also turned against each other many times but Paul is Taker's most well known and loved manager.
Taker has also joined with Vince McMahon and had his own stable called the ministry of darkness which consisted of Bradshaw, Faarooq, Mideon, Viscera, Gangrel, Edge & Christian.
Undertaker's in ring style
Brazilian jiu-jitsu
Boxing
Wrestling
Undertaker's signature moves
Chokeslam, Hell's Gate, Old School, Last Ride & Tombstone Piledriver, Snake Eyes, Big Boot, Old School Elbow.
Unique Entrances
In this post you have mostly seen Taker be The Deadman but i actually really love his Biker gimmicks so the American Badass & Big Evil. Here's a pic below.
Taker has always been the guy with unique entrance's that will either give you chills or will pump you up.
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| Le Taker signature eye roll. |
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| He enter's slowly, with fire and smoke with no lights on....to then get up the steel steps and raise's his hands in the air to turn the lights on and slowly enters the ring to take his jacket off and then slowly his hat followed by the trademark Taker eye roll and grin which always sends chills and scare's anyone he is facing. |
Now it's time to tuck in and watch some of his best moments and matches that i could find on YOUTUBE so do follow the links below to watch some of the greatest pieces of wrestling entertainment ever!
SOME OF - The BEST Taker Matches!
V Jeff Hardy Ladder Match - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F_ANV_KiB9Q
V Kane Mania 14 - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YyZ3YTW7p8o
V Edge Hell In A Cell Summerslam - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UgF1QaLAQqQ
V Mankind Hell In A Cell - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YWDqHeCjUCc
V HBK Mania 25 - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MrKmy-DkBQM
V HHH "End Of An Era" - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_wJcOc8jRTY
A Top 10 Best Streak Matches by TOP 10 Wrestling - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=apI0SqFJoaI
WWE UNDERTAKER TOP 10'S
The Last Rites
Goodbye to the legend, the phenom, the deadman, the lord of darkness, the icon, the big evil, the american badass and the demon from death valley. I can not thank the Undertaker enough for his hard work and dedication to the business. He is a hero of mine and has been since i first discovered wrestling when i was merely 6 years old. There will never be another Phenom. Much love and respect to you. For i will forever miss you and the WWE will never be the same without you, Undertaker. Legends never die! Until we see you again deadman, rest well in peace and may the man behind Taker enjoy the rest of his life.
Thank You.
Friday, 30 December 2016
WWE Best Bits 2016
Well how diddly do neighbourino, tis me le 1stmetalgod blogging again and again and again and again for i'd knew you'd come!
So this contest is scheduled for best bits of WWE in 2016 so read on now to see me call the best bits.
Best Male Wrestler = AJ Styles
Making his WWE debut at the Royal Rumble its safe to say this has been Aj's year although if the middle of it fell flat with Gallows & Anderson being underutilised with Aj .
Best Female Wrestler = Charlotte Flair
Hell of a year for Charlotte i have really gone and gained a lot of respect for her this year as a competitor.
Sting made it to the WWE Hall Of Fame!
Goldberg returned!
SMACKDOWN VS RAW IS BACK WITH SPLIT ROSTERS!
SMACKDOWN HOST'S BETTER SHOWS THAN RAW!
BEST MAIN ROSTER DEBUT'S!
Bayley!
Big Cass & Enzo Amore!
OTHER BEST DEBUT'S!
Bobby Roode WWE NXT DEBUT!
Tj Perkins WWE debut & wins the Cruiserweight title at the end of the CWC tournament (Both not on the same night).
Shinsuke Nakamura debuts in WWE Nxt and wins Nxt championship later in the year!
OTHER BEST BITS
Finn Balor wins the first wwe raw universal title!
Kevin Owens wins the universal title.
So overall it was a decent year for WWE.
Lot of good moments, sure there were a whole load of bad bits and problems which will continue to continue due to creative factors no doubt.
On non WWE related news TNA had a hell of year also facing so much backlash and money problems and not just that but continuous slating as ever from the other fanbases (mainly WWE fanbase) but hey TNA survives yet again. I love TNA and i love WWE so i aint got much to complain about other than WWE and their creative department oh well yeah TNA's is not the best either but they try more lol. BROKEN BRILLIANCE IS WONDERFUL!
Anyhoo, hope you enjoyed this year in wrestling on WWE.
Let me know your thoughts on any comment section google has to offer or on any of my social media platforms :)
Thanks you and have a good new year!
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