Aberfan Disaster - 60 years on. Original poem by SJones

It was the 21st October 1966, children were at school and teachers were doing the registration. As child after child would answer the teacher saying "Ydw" to mark them being present and ready for their school day.

A rumble could be felt that grew stronger and stronger....louder and louder...

Suddenly outside the windows of the class, children could see what looked to be the mountain near the school, it was falling apart, it crumbled fast.

The mud had in seconds consumed the school with a loud crash, as windows were smashed and parts of the building collapsed.

Children and adults were buried beneath the slurry of coal and mud. Villagers of Aberfan were looking confused and wondered about the massive thud.

Thousands of villagers, nearby miners and even those far and wide came to help to aid the men, women and children affected by the disaster. No matter how quick they assembled lives burned away faster.

144 lives were lost that day. 28 adults and 116 childrens lives all swept away. May we never forget the lives lost, and the display of bravery that day.

For their memories live on, though the years pass us by. Their names held in our hearts, beneath our beautiful Welsh sky.

Aberfan, we remember and we'll never forget you.

I'm Doing Cosplay Right - (original lyrics - SJones)

A song I wrote about attending a UK comic con and cosplaying and entering the cosplay competition and just that whole experience in general. Nice, catchy, feel good energy in the song.

[Verse 1]

Hear the clock, crack of dawn, Got to get my cosplay on, Because today is the day, 

Hate my job, love my wife, I have to get her something nice, 

God, please help me win the cosplay comp-ay

[Pre-Chorus]

As you can see, I've spent a lot of money,

 On foam and paint and plastic,

 And a helmet slightly funny

[Chorus]

I've spent every night making this right, I've spent every night making this right, 

Let's get this armor to Comic-Con, I'm doing cosplay right

 Yeah, I'm doing cosplay right

[Verse 2]

Ten o'clock, right on time, This queue just blows my mind,

 Hey there, look, there's that guy, Oh, how I love Background Guy Three,

 Why isn't that Sylvester McCoy? 

Is that a Dalek singing YMCA?

[Pre-Chorus]

There's people around me, Asking to take a photo of me, 

My cheeks are turning crimson, But I'm grinning proudly

[Chorus]

I've spent every night making this right, I've spent every night making this right, 

Here's hoping nothing does go wrong, 

I'm doing cosplay right Yeah, I'm doing cosplay right

[Verse 3]

Three o'clock, on the dot Time to be a superstar,

 It's time for the cosplay competition, Here I go, strut my stuff, 

Please let the shoulder pads stay up I'm ready for my big submission

[Pre-Chorus]

And I see, A sea of faces in front of me,

 The judges raise their clipboards, 

And someone shouts, "Go, three!"

[Chorus]

I've spent every night making this right, I've spent every night making this right,

 Damn, do I love Comic-Con, 

I'm doing cosplay right 

Yeah, I'm doing cosplay right

[Bridge]

If the visor falls, I'll carry on If the boots split, 

I'll still march on, Every crooked seam and glue-gun scar, 

Got me exactly where we are

[Final Chorus]

I've spent every night making this right, I've spent every night making this right,

 Let's get this armor to Comic-Con I'm doing cosplay right, 

I've spent every night making this right,  I've spent every night making this right, 

Win or lose, what a brilliant day,

 I'm doing cosplay right,

Yeah, I'm doing cosplay right

[Outro]

Comic-Con, 

here we go Strike a pose and steal the show Comic-Con, 

here we go I'm doing cosplay right!

Say One Thing, DO Another! (original song by SJones)

Punk rock anthem about how companies and people can be so hypocritical. 

[Intro] 

One, two, three, four! 

[Verse 1] 

You print a promise on a billboard wall Then cut the ladder when the workers call Shake every hand for the camera flash While counting the coins from the broken glass You preach compassion in a polished speech Then lock the door when the hungry reach A spotless slogan, a filthy deal Tell us what to think, then hide what’s real 

[Pre-Chorus] 

We see the fingerprints under the paint We hear the truth in the words you ain’t 

[Chorus] 

Say one thing, do another! Sell us out and call us brother! Hands up high, let the whole world know: We’re not buying what you show! Say one thing, do another! No more kings behind the cover! Hey! Hey! We won’t play along! Hey! Hey! We’re done being wronged! 

[Verse 2] 

You claim the planet is your sacred cause Then pour the poison through a legal clause You praise the team when the scoreboard shines Then blame the rookies for your crooked lines You tell us honesty is how we win While changing rules when you’re boxed in A thousand smiles and a practiced face Same old hunger in a newer case 

[Pre-Chorus] 

We see the fingerprints under the paint We hear the truth in the words you ain’t 

[Chorus] 

Say one thing, do another! Sell us out and call us brother! Hands up high, let the whole world know: We’re not buying what you show! Say one thing, do another! No more kings behind the cover! Hey! Hey! We won’t play along! Hey! Hey! We’re done being wronged! 

[Bridge] 

No more polished alibis! No more staged apologies! You can dress it up in gold, But we know what you sold! 

[Breakdown]

Who makes the rules? Not us! Who gets the loot? Not us! Who takes the blame? Not us! Enough is enough! 

[Final Chorus] 

Say one thing, do another! Sell us out and call us brother! Hands up high, let the whole world know: We’re not buying what you show! Say one thing, do another! No more kings behind the cover! Hey! Hey! We won’t play along! Hey! Hey! We’re done being wronged! Say one thing, do another! Hear the roar from every corner! Hey! Hey! Let the false words fall! Hey! Hey! We’re louder than them all! 

[Outro] 

One thing! Do another! One thing! Do another! Enough is enough!

I'm The Villain (original poem by SJones)

I guess, I'm the villain,

I'm the one you should hate.

My name on the list

Makes others groan and hiss.

I have an opinion,

And I'm the one in the wrong.

No matter what I say,

It seems I've said it all wrong.

Honesty is not the best policy,

At least that's what they say.

Some people are human washing machines,

They spin my words around

And wash the truth away.

Afraid of being right,

I'm kept out of sight.

Perhaps the dark has twisted my mind.

Maybe all the good I do

Needs to be left behind.

Because my bad moments

Are remembered more than the good.

The mistakes become the story,

Even when they shouldn't.

I guess, I'm the villain.

I'm the one you should hate.

I'm the name that makes them groan,

The one they love to berate.

No matter what I say,

No matter what I do,

Somehow I'm the problem

Before I've even started to.

I guess, I'm the villain.

Perhaps that's what I've become.

No matter what I've said or done,

I'll always be the one

They point at when it's said and done.

So hang me by my reputation,

Let the judgement have its fun.

For when everyone's made up their mind,

What chance has the villain got

To become the hero

When the damage is already done?

Being A Dad - Original Poem by SJones

Being a Dad

Being a dad isn't easy.

I get mad. I get sad.

Changing your bum can test my patience, while you wriggle and twist, cry for Mammy, and somehow find the strength to turn a simple nappy change into an Olympic sport.

I throw myself across the room like a goalkeeper, stopping you from touching the things you shouldn't touch. You don't care. You'll try again anyway. "The switch, Dad. Press it. I like it."

I stop you eating the strangest things. A plastic bag? That Looks delicious.

A door? Mmm that's worth tasting.

A cupboard? Worth slamming.

Again. And again. And again.

You explore the world, with fearless curiosity. I follow behind, trying desperately to keep you alive.

And while you're busy discovering everything, I'm busy questioning everything.

Am I a good dad?

Am I doing enough?

Why didn't I do that? Why don't I do this?

I worry about all the things, I can't teach you.

I can't ride a bike. I'm not sporty.

What good am I to you?

What if other dads are better? Do they feel like this too?

Or am I the only one lying awake, wondering if I'm enough? Sometimes I feel numb. Disconnected. And then comes the guilt.

Why don't I feel closer? Why am I struggling? Do I love my son?

The question hurts, because I already know the answer. Of course I do.

I love you in the way, that makes me worry endlessly.

I love you in the way, that makes me doubt myself.

I love you in the way, that makes me afraid of failing you.

And then you laugh.

I sneeze, and you nearly fall over laughing. I accidentally hit myself on the head with a poster tube, and you're gasping for breath. I fart, and suddenly I'm the funniest person who has ever lived. You point at plugs, with a mischievous smile.

I say no. You grin. I say no again. You grin wider. Eventually you get bored, sit on the floor, and set off to find another adventure.

You are ten months old. You crawl like a rocket. You stop, look over your shoulder, checking if I'm chasing you. And if I am? Turbo mode.

You take a few wobbly steps, and my heart nearly bursts. Ten months old, already doing things I couldn't do at your age.

I bum shuffled. I crawled. I was born with a broken leg. Yet here you are, determined to run before you can walk.

I want to give you everything.

The world. Every opportunity. Every chance to be happy. But the world scares me.

I remember my own childhood.

The bullying.

The anxiety.

The mistakes.

The freedom.

Diving into rivers.

Fishing with friends.

Exploring without fear.

And somewhere along the way, I became more aware, of pain, of consequences, of how fragile things can be.

Now the world feels louder. Faster, Crueler, The internet never forgets. Bullies no longer need a playground. A phone can place the entire world, in a child's pocket, And not all of that world is kind.

I want to protect you from everything. But I know I can't.

One day, you'll have to step into it yourself. And that terrifies me.

Being a dad isn't easy.

There are moments of joy, moments of pride, moments that make my heart soar, But too often, all I hear is my own self-doubt.

The voice asking whether I'm capable of raising this incredible little human.

Then you shout, "Dada!"

And suddenly none of the doubts matter.

Because you don't need a perfect dad.

You just need me.

And every day, I'll keep trying, to be enough.

It's Hot As Hell - Original Poem by SJones

It's hot as hell, my feet begin to swell, the heat makes me unwell, and I can hardly tell, if I'm melting in my garden, or trapped in some hot cell.

The sun is on a mission, it's cooking me quite well, my forehead's like a waterfall, my armpits ring a bell. The dog won't chase a tennis ball, the cat won't even yell, the birds have stopped their singing, they've all gone off to dwell. 

I opened up the freezer, and stood there for a spell, my wife walked in and shook her head, "You're not doing well!"

I dream about an iceberg, a fan, a breeze, a shell, but all I've got is sunshine and a sweaty, sticky smell.

So if you need to find me, there's really not much to tell, I'll be lying on the kitchen floor... because it's hot as hell!

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A Man Named Steve

A story by Scott Jones

Is a short story based upon real events aimed towards young children. 

Teaching them the values of having a kind heart and helping others out. 

The story is based upon a good friend who is no longer with us and how he always had so much care and love for everyone and to have opened up his heart and home to two vulnerable children and adopt them and raise them as his own. 

"Because Steve was a husband, a friend, and a dad,

The very best family anyone could have had. For families are built with kindness and care,

And Steve’s big heart had love to spare."

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(This book features images based on real events and some real images, they have been put through a.i. to make them child friendly for the book.)

Things That I Do - Original song lyrics by SJones

[Verse 1]

Boots sink deep in the frozen ground

Mud on our faces

Smoke all around

You pass me bread with a shaking hand

Say

"Son, Hold tight to whatever you can"

[Chorus]

We fight the dark with borrowed light

Side by side in the broken night

If this is where our last stand lands

I’ll meet my fate with your name in my hands

Father and son in a stolen time

Two shadows stuck on the same thin line

If I fall first

If you fall too

I’ll carry you home in the things that I do

[Verse 2]

Shells write fire on a paper sky

You shout my name as the dirt flies high

We dive together in the shattered rain

Your shoulder pressed to my ribs like a chain

You say

"If I go, Boy, Don’t stand still, Walk out of this with your stubborn will"

I see the fear that you try to hide

Same brown eyes as mine

Just a little more tired

[Chorus]

We fight the dark with borrowed light

Side by side in the broken night

If this is where our last stand lands

I’ll meet my fate with your name in my hands

Father and son in a stolen time

Two shadows stuck on the same thin line

If I fall first

If you fall too

I’ll carry you home in the things that I do

[Bridge]

Morning creeps in through the wire and bones

Rats and letters and dents in our souls

You show me a picture

Creased and worn

A baby boy in your arms by the door

"That was you" 

you laugh through the cold

"All the reason I ever had to grow old"

Now we’re here

Same coat

Same name

Praying this mud forgets our faces and our age

[Chorus]

We fight the dark with borrowed light

Side by side in the broken night

If this is where our last stand lands

I’ll meet my fate with your name in my hands

Father and son in a stolen time

Two shadows stuck on the same thin line

If I walk out and you’re not through

I’ll carry you home in the things that I do

(yeah) I’ll carry you home in the things that I do

Steve And The Family Indeed

Once upon a time in a town not far,
Lived a kind man named Steve, a real shining star.
One sunny day, he met a lady named Eve,
A meeting so sweet, you wouldn't believe.

Steve and Eve, a match made in glee,
Decided together, a family they'd be.
They adopted two kids, oh, so dear,
James and Aimee, spreading joy and cheer.

James loved trains, with wheels that spin,
Chugging and choo-chooing, oh, what a din!
Aimee adored horses, so graceful and strong,
In fields of green, where they'd gallop along.

Together as a family, they'd dance and sing,
Sharing laughter, every little thing.
Steve and Eve, love never-ending,
With James and Aimee, joy they're sending.

In their cosy home, warmth did bloom,
Love and laughter chased away the gloom.
So, here ends the tale of Steve and Eve,
With James and Aimee, who always believe.

For in this family, love's the key,
A story of togetherness, as happy as can be.
No matter where life's adventures may lead,
Steve, Eve, James, and Aimee - a family, indeed!

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Is This Death I Fear? (Original poem/lyrics) - By SJones

Bloody battlefields, neath shield I lay,

Battered, broken, my faith led astray,

Is there anyone out there,

Can anyone hear my cries for help,

I'm alone and afraid to look,

Are my brothers all dead and gone,

Do my enemies still lurk near,

Is This Death I Fear,

Arrows snapped in two,

Dagger pierced through,

I'm bleeding out,

Please take me home,

I've lost the feeling in my legs,

My bones ache and I grow colder,

I'm tired but I cannot pass yet,

I will crawl through the mud and blood,

I must reach home, my family need my saving I fret,

Arrows snapped in two,

Dagger pierced through,

I'm bleeding out,

With blood pouring and my enemies lurking,

I am afraid for once in my life,

Is This Death I Fear,

I think of heaven and eternal life which awaits me,

St Peter will see me when I close my eyes,

The angels will sing and greet me with open arms,

The harm I feel will not exist, To think I won't hear my families cries,

By the high point of the sun is the sky, I pray the dark away,

Let the vultures circle round me, I'm not leaving this realm today,

I have lost more blood than I can count by now,

I grow hungry and thirsty, but I am still alive somehow,

The birds have pecked at me, and I am not on my feet,

I'm crawling and dragging myself to victory,

Thy enemies are hunting me, My brothers and their faces haunt me,

Is this the end or IS THIS DEATH I FEAR,

Arrows snapped in two,

Dagger pierced through,

I'm bleeding out,

With blood pouring and my enemies lurking,

I am afraid for once in my life,

Is This Death I Fear,

I see the fire and smoke ahead past the tree's,

Hoping inside that my family remembers me,

Arrow heads imbedded in me, broken pieces of chain and blood trail behind,

Are my enemies around me, is this delusion or are the voices really there to remind,

Faces are blurred, and I don't know what they are saying,

I feel light and weightless now as I feel I am carried,

Thank you for guiding me home lord, those are the last words I spoke,

Now there's a light, yet there also exists darkness,

Is this the afterlife, or is this death I fear?

Written by SJones

10/7/23 1am

Transformers Original Rap/Poem/Lyrics? - Sjones

We transform, we roll out,
We are robots in disguise,
You can't touch us, because some of us can fly,
We can run, we can hide, we got the speed and the size,
Alone marooned a long way from home,
I send this message out so others know we are not alone,

Transformers, Robots in disguise,
Transformers, More than meets the eye,

We got Bumblebee, Hot Rod & Optimus Prime,
These three Autobots won't commit a crime,
There's more on the way, landing here minute by minute,
Ironhide, Jetfire, Mirage, Arcee and Ratchet,
We got Cliffjumpers, Mudflaps, Bulkheads and Jazz,
Our enemies may have numbers and be able to fly,
We are more than meets the eye,

Transformers, Robots in disguise,
Transformers, More than meets the eye,

We are the Decepticons, we are here to deceive and enslave you,
Filthy, weak humans, choose to help those we fought in war,
They don't want to save our planet, so here we are to take Earth,
This world can be harvested into Energon,
We are going to take it and enslave humanity and bring back Cybertron,

Transformers, Robots in disguise,
Transformers, More than meets the eye,

Decepticons attack, take down the Autobots with our air superiority and immense firepower,
We are Megatron, Starscream, Soundwave, Barricade,
We will kill Witwicky and take down Cade,
Shockwave, Bezerker, Frenzy, Shockwave, Ravage, Dreadwing and Lazerbeak,
Our flyers will leave you unable to speak,
When Decepticons are on the prowl the autobots hide,

Transformers, Robots in disguise,
Transformers, More than meets the eye,

One shall stand and one shall fall,
Bringing the war across the stars to their new home,
Living side by side with Humans and bots battling bots,
Humans try to keep the peace, While the cybertronians call,
Til all are one!

Is It Fate or Is It Destiny?! - Original poem/lyrics by Sjones.

We're two worlds apart, one joint connection,

Our hearts beat, longing to meet,
My shoelace was untied, you swept me off my feet,

You showed me the ropes, Taught me how to swing,

I know you are all alone, but you have not lost a thing,

I'm still around, I won't slow you down, take a chance on me,

And if you drop your crown, i'll pick it up from the ground,

No way am I going to slow down,

Is it fate we meet or is it destiny?!,

Have I always been the one you were destined to meet,
Is this just some crazy coincidence you ask of me,
Well the evidence is clear for all to see,
I need you now, can you still meet me,

Two worlds apart yet we are stuck together,
Invisible strings tied to eachother,
I'm caught up in a web of my feelings,
All I want is your touch to calm me,
Just to save me you gave your all for me,
Hearing you screaming, callin for me,
Is it my fault i made you fall for me,

Is it fate we meet or is it destiny?!

When I got paired with you, in class,

I didn't know those blue eyes would warm glass, 

I'll always wipe your tears and comfort you,

I'm sorry for getting stuck and making you feel blue, 

I will go through any obstacle, I'll make you see and believe in the impossible, 

Two worlds apart, years of distance,
We have the same qualities, even down to the similarities,

I would give you all of me, just to see you living happily,

Its not your fault i fell for you,
I need you now, can you come see me too,

Is it fate we meet or is it destiny?!

Did not know if i could love again,

I have been through many bitter ends,

Thought i'd have to be cold and bad,

But you walked in my life and made me fall like mad,

I hope you feel the same because i wanna bring you to your knees,

Two worlds apart, 10 miles out of range,

We are of a different age,

But life has guided me,

Through the twists and turns it brought you closely, 

Is it fate we meet or is it destiny?!

The Flash (CW song tribute)

(Verse 1)

In the blink of an eye, he moves so fast,

A hero born in lightning, a legacy that will last,

With lightning strikes and a scarlet streak,

The Flash emerges, his purpose to seek.

(Chorus)

Oh, the Flash, he's running through time,

Fighting crime, a hero so sublime,

With speed and power, he's a lightning bolt,

Defender of Central City, never to revolt.

(Verse 2)

Barry Allen, the man behind the mask,

A forensic scientist, his duty unsurpassed,

With a heart of gold, he fights for justice,

Against villains and meta-humans, he'll never miss.

(Chorus)

Oh, the Flash, he's running through time,

Fighting crime, a hero so sublime,

With speed and power, he's a lightning bolt,

Defender of Central City, never to revolt.

(Bridge)

Through the Speed Force, he harnesses his might,

Guided by love, courage, and the need to make things right,

With his team by his side, they face the unknown,

Protecting the innocent, a legacy to be shown.

(Verse 3)

In the darkest of nights, he brings the light,

Chasing shadows, his determination takes flight,

From the Reverse-Flash to Captain Cold,

The Flash battles on, his bravery untold.

(Chorus)

Oh, the Flash, he's running through time,

Fighting crime, a hero so sublime,

With speed and power, he's a lightning bolt,

Defender of Central City, never to revolt.

(Outro)

So let the lightning strike, and the thunder roar,

The Flash races on, forever to explore,

In the CW universe, his legend will endure,

The Flash, the fastest man alive, forever pure.

Run, Barry, Run!

Talking To A Brick Wall (original lyrics/poem) Sjones

(Verse 1)
In this world of silence, I stand alone,
Talking to a brick wall, no voice to be known.
Words fall like echoes, lost in the abyss,
Conversations held with a wall, dismissed.

(Chorus)
Oh, brick wall, won't you listen to me?
Can you hear the longing, the plea?
I pour my heart out, but you don't respond,
Talking to a brick wall, my spirit beyond.

(Verse 2)
Every word I whisper, every thought I share,
They vanish into nothingness, lost in thin air.
Emotions bouncing off your cold facade,
I wonder if you ever truly understand.

(Chorus)
Oh, brick wall, won't you listen to me?
Can you hear the longing, the plea?
I pour my heart out, but you don't respond,
Talking to a brick wall, my spirit beyond.

(Bridge)
But amidst this frustration, a realization dawns,
The brick wall may never respond with its songs.
Yet, in the depths of my heart, a change takes place,
I find solace in knowing, it's myself I embrace.

(Verse 3)
Though the wall may be silent, I won't be deterred,
I'll keep sharing my stories, my voice will be heard.
For even if the wall can't comprehend,
There's healing in expressing, a journey to mend.

(Chorus)
Oh, brick wall, won't you listen to me?
Can you hear the longing, the plea?
I pour my heart out, but you don't respond,
Talking to a brick wall, my spirit beyond.

(Outro)
So I'll keep talking, with hope in my eyes,
Even if the wall won't sympathize.
In this conversation, I find strength anew,
Talking to a brick wall, but my spirit breaks through.

Whats Wrong?

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Run From The Roar (Original Godzilla inspired song) - SJones

[Verse 1]

I was a boy by the river

With dust on my shoes

Then the sky split open

And the morning burned blue

I saw my mother falling

I saw my father's hand

I kept on running, running

Through the broken sand

[Pre-Chorus]

Every bell was screaming

Every roof gave way

I learned how death can find you

In the middle of the day

[Chorus]

Run from the roar

Run from the roar

Hold on, hold on

Or you die for sure

Run from the roar

Run from the roar

I was alive before

Now I fight for more

[Verse 2]

Years went by like smoke rings

Scars under my skin

I thought the worst was over

Till the beast came in

It came out of the harbor

Tall as broken steel

My friends were on the sidewalk

I still hear them squeal

[Pre-Chorus]

Windows turned to powder

Bridges bent and cracked

I saw the old fear wake up

And it never left me back

[Chorus]

Run from the roar

Run from the roar

Hold on, hold on

Or you die for sure

Run from the roar

Run from the roar

I was alive before

Now I fight for more

[Bridge]

I keep their names in my mouth

Like stones in a storm

If I stop moving now

Then the dark wins more

So I crawl through the ash

Through the smoke and bone

One scared little heartbeat

Still beating on its own

[Chorus]

Run from the roar

Run from the roar

Hold on, hold on

Or you die for sure

Run from the roar

Run from the roar

I was alive before

Now I fight for more

[Outro]

Run from the roar

Run from the roar

I keep running

I keep running

I have been there (original poem) BY SJones

The bottom of a bottle
I have been there

The bottom of a hole
I have been there

Feeling worthless
I have been there

Pushing everyone away
I have been there

Laying on the cold floor
I have been there

Stared down the bottom of a barrel
I have been there

Stuck in a hurricane of negative thoughts
I have been there

Crippled unable to move
I have been there

Depression, I know it's name
Because I have been there.....

Gorgon Eyes - Original love song/poem by Sjones

You've got me shaking just by talking,
I am frozen like a statue from your gaze,
Those beautiful lips are moving, but I don't hear any words come from your mouth,
That laugh snaps me out of the hypnosis, and I am lost for words,
What do I say, what do I do?,

I can't read the room, but I want to read you,
I want to make you smile and get lost in your gaze,
Turn me into a statue with those Gorgon eyes, and I'll make you happy for the rest of our days,

Those luscious lips, them curvy hips,
I want to be drunk on you, I want to be consumed by you,
Your silky hair and pearly whites, nothing compares to the greenery in your eyes,
Is this what it's like to fall in love, because this is new, Is that my heart?,

I can't read the room, but I want to read you,
I want to make you laugh and get lost in your gaze,
Turn me into a statue with those Gorgon eyes, and I'll make you happy for the rest of our days,

I'm taking the plunge and asking you out,
I don't know why you laughed and agree'd because I nervously knocked my drink over you,
Maybe this is just a dream, and you are not real, Who'd want to be with someone like me?,
I'm a fool, I've made mistakes, and I've been alone for my heart has been torn,

I can't read the room, They are just staring and laughing at me,
I don't like the shakes any more, I've made a mistake, and it's time to leave,
My back was against you, but I felt a pull and there you were in front of my eyes,
I am lost in those Gorgon eyes and turned to stone,
Your lips have just touched mine and I could taste fine wine,
My body is melting as the dopamine is spiralling,
I'm being taken to Neverland.

I won't be you! - Original song/poem by Sjones

What are you doing, taking this crap,
I thought we were through with this?,
It's the same old story, with a different twist,
Stop being pushed around,
Push them back!,

I hear you, (yeah!),
I see you, (yeah!),
But I won't be you! (no!)
I hear you, I see you, I won't be you!

Stop resisting and let me take control,
I won't let them beat us down, (no!),
It's time now to set me free,
Wake up and face your destiny!,

For too long you have suppressed me,
In return, you have lashed out uncontrollably,
Your bodies bloodied and bruised,
Come on now and light this fuse!,

I hear you, (yeah!)
I see you, (yeah!)
But I won't be you!, (no!)

Stop resisting and let me take control,
I won't let them beat us down, (no!),
It's time now to set me free,
Wake up and face your destiny!,

What will happen when the voices stop,
Who will I become when I black out,

You hear me, you see me, and now you sleep, for now I'm here to make history!,

You've stopped resisting and I've taken control,
I'm giving out the beatings and breaking bones,
Now that I'm free you will rule this day,
I am awake and you are history!

Exorcise The Demon - Original song/poem/lyrics by SJONES

You can't put me in the ground,
Because my soul is unbound,
My freedom comes at the expense,

And the lives of the guilty are my tax, 

Running wild, wild and free,

All aboard this crazy train,

Come partake in the leaves of the wisdom tree,

You cannot see, You cannot be,

The devil inside of me,

Lost and alone, nowhere to go,

Oh, father please can you exorcise me?,

Sanity is overrated,

My demons are the goat headed,

Making my life a misery,

Just cut me open and set me free!,

You cannot see, you cannot be, 

The devil inside of me, 
Lost and alone, nowhere to go,

Oh, god please exorcise me,

 

(GROWL)

YOU CANNOT ESCAPE ME!

I AM THE SINS YOU CARRY!

MY CLAWS WILL SINK AND SHATTER,

YOUR BONES BENEATH ME,
MARK MY WORDS,

THE DEVIL IS YOU, AND YOU ARE ALL OF ME!!!!

(GROWL)

You cannot see, you cannot be, 

The devil inside of me,

Lost and alone, with nowhere to go,

Exorcise this demon out of me,