Gorgon Eyes - Original love song/poem by Sjones

You've got me shaking just by talking,
I am frozen like a statue from your gaze,
Those beautiful lips are moving, but I don't hear any words come from your mouth,
That laugh snaps me out of the hypnosis, and I am lost for words,
What do I say, what do I do?,

I can't read the room, but I want to read you,
I want to make you smile and get lost in your gaze,
Turn me into a statue with those Gorgon eyes, and I'll make you happy for the rest of our days,

Those luscious lips, them curvy hips,
I want to be drunk on you, I want to be consumed by you,
Your silky hair and pearly whites, nothing compares to the greenery in your eyes,
Is this what it's like to fall in love, because this is new, Is that my heart?,

I can't read the room, but I want to read you,
I want to make you laugh and get lost in your gaze,
Turn me into a statue with those Gorgon eyes, and I'll make you happy for the rest of our days,

I'm taking the plunge and asking you out,
I don't know why you laughed and agree'd because I nervously knocked my drink over you,
Maybe this is just a dream, and you are not real, Who'd want to be with someone like me?,
I'm a fool, I've made mistakes, and I've been alone for my heart has been torn,

I can't read the room, They are just staring and laughing at me,
I don't like the shakes any more, I've made a mistake, and it's time to leave,
My back was against you, but I felt a pull and there you were in front of my eyes,
I am lost in those Gorgon eyes and turned to stone,
Your lips have just touched mine and I could taste fine wine,
My body is melting as the dopamine is spiralling,
I'm being taken to Neverland.

I won't be you! - Original song/poem by Sjones

What are you doing, taking this crap,
I thought we were through with this?,
It's the same old story, with a different twist,
Stop being pushed around,
Push them back!,

I hear you, (yeah!),
I see you, (yeah!),
But I won't be you! (no!)
I hear you, I see you, I won't be you!

Stop resisting and let me take control,
I won't let them beat us down, (no!),
It's time now to set me free,
Wake up and face your destiny!,

For too long you have suppressed me,
In return, you have lashed out uncontrollably,
Your bodies bloodied and bruised,
Come on now and light this fuse!,

I hear you, (yeah!)
I see you, (yeah!)
But I won't be you!, (no!)

Stop resisting and let me take control,
I won't let them beat us down, (no!),
It's time now to set me free,
Wake up and face your destiny!,

What will happen when the voices stop,
Who will I become when I black out,

You hear me, you see me, and now you sleep, for now I'm here to make history!,

You've stopped resisting and I've taken control,
I'm giving out the beatings and breaking bones,
Now that I'm free you will rule this day,
I am awake and you are history!

Late Night Ramblin's - Vol 7: Rise!

In 2018, I started a series of late night blog's, they were random ramblin's but more serious and about myself and mostly just about what was on my mind late at night, although the series did turn to me trying to motivate myself and keep that going. Well after 6 posts the late night series kinda dipped and stopped and so, now I resume the series!

I'll always be shocked and just in disbelief and react weird or hesitant to someone giving me something or helping me with something when I didn't ask for help. I appreciate it so much, but I'm just not used to that so that's why I will be hesitant. Furthermore, I'm Sorry but thank you🙏🥺

I've been fighting and crawling my entire life. Since I was born broken into the world and since my childhood fighting against a broken leg and against bullying. I've fought and crawled in and out of all sorts of relationships from friends to partners. I've fought and crawled through a lot of grief and a lot of mental health and physical struggles and financial. No matter how many times I've thought or plotted or said I'd take my self out of life, I have not, and I am still here! Keep on going! No matter what!

Weight loss via exercise and lifestyle change is much harder and respected than hospital operations. Pay to win, to lose weight? No. Work hard and scrape and crawl and fight aches and pains and strains and hunger off? Yes. Slim tablets make no sense to me nor does keyhole surgery. Just do intermittent fasting. It's not easy at all but changing your lifestyle to a more disciplined one will cause a lot of positive changes to your mental health, I swear by this. Keep going!

These energy companies being all pompous about their "Record breaking profits" need a reality check. If they are making three times more money than they were 3 years ago then why not pass on to your customers a cut in their energy bills? You've made more profits than you had imagined or planned making, so why not help out your own customers? They are effectively lining their own pockets with their greedy blood soaked hands while so many people suffer and struggle and leave people to die. It's the same with the government. Why are we the people being made to suffer, why can't we all just make a stand against those crooks? At this point, I welcome another Guy Fawkes or Robin Hood with open arms.

The past year I've lost a few friends. It does make me sad when I think back of them. I won't ever know why they stopped messaging or meeting up and hanging out. I am forever grateful to those who have stayed in my life and those who even if I don't see you that they still check in on me. In April last year my life took a nasty shift of which I am still recovering from. Like many people I am struggling to get by financially, but I make enough to make ends meet so to speak. I have a lot of effort and time going into trying to lose weight. I also am applying for a different job, not because I don't like it but because I need more hours and stability. Getting better and better as each day passes but of course there's always things on my mind. I guess, I felt like sharing this here now. So yeah I don't know what to say, but thanks for reading and for continuing to support me.

The Whale - Film Review

"I need to know, that I have done one right thing with my life!"

Darren Aronofsky returns with the story of Charlie played by Brendan Fraser who is a reclusive and extremely obese English teacher who hides out in his apartment and eats his way to death. He is desperate to reconnect with his teenage daughter for a last chance at redemption before his time is up. Everyone does such a fantastic job at this film. This is a drama based on a stage play in 2012 by Samuel D. Hunter. This film stars; Brendan Fraser as Charlie, Sadie Sink as Ellie, Hong Chau as Liz & Ty Simpkins as Thomas. Brendan delivers such a strong, powerful and beautiful performance which is hard hitting and emotional, and he deserves all the praise and awards for this role and performance.

This film was just well wow. There was not a dry eye in the cinema for the breathtaking performances from the cast especially Brendan. Give Brendan his Oscar now! Give the man as much love and flowers as possible, what an absolute sweet soul. A true gem of a human. #TheBrenniacance

5 Stars!

What did you think of The Whale? Are you a fan of The Brennaicanse? Let me know :)

Until next time, stay shiny!

Knock At The Cabin - Film Review

"Humanity has been judged."

Knock At The Cabin is the new apocalyptic, psychological thriller from M. Night Shyamalan and this film is based on the book titled; The Cabin At The End Of The World. However, this film deviates from the book in its second act and also has a different ending compared to its original work.

In the film, a family of three are on vacation at a remote cabin, but they are suddenly held hostage by four strangers, who demand they sacrifice one of their own to avert the apocalypse. The film stars Dave Bautista, Jonathan Groff, Ben Aldridge, Nikki Amuka-Bird, Kristen Cui, Abby Quinn and Rupert Grint.

The cast is excellent and Batista and Kristen Cui were its stand-outs, I felt! It is tense and will have you questioning what and who to believe much like our main characters. I really enjoyed this one, and I can't help but to feel that M.Knight delivered us a good hit for once.

7/10

OK, so that's my thought's on M. Knight Shamallama's newest twisty movie.

What did you think of it, did you like it? Let me know.

I will see you soon for another blog post but til then, Stay Shiny!

Exorcise The Demon - Original song/poem/lyrics by SJONES

You can't put me in the ground,
Because my soul is unbound,
My freedom comes at the expense,

And the lives of the guilty are my tax, 

Running wild, wild and free,

All aboard this crazy train,

Come partake in the leaves of the wisdom tree,

You cannot see, You cannot be,

The devil inside of me,

Lost and alone, nowhere to go,

Oh, father please can you exorcise me?,

Sanity is overrated,

My demons are the goat headed,

Making my life a misery,

Just cut me open and set me free!,

You cannot see, you cannot be, 

The devil inside of me, 
Lost and alone, nowhere to go,

Oh, god please exorcise me,

 

(GROWL)

YOU CANNOT ESCAPE ME!

I AM THE SINS YOU CARRY!

MY CLAWS WILL SINK AND SHATTER,

YOUR BONES BENEATH ME,
MARK MY WORDS,

THE DEVIL IS YOU, AND YOU ARE ALL OF ME!!!!

(GROWL)

You cannot see, you cannot be, 

The devil inside of me,

Lost and alone, with nowhere to go,

Exorcise this demon out of me,

Late Night Reflection - 3rd Feb 2023

In the past year, I've lost a few friends. It does make me sad when I think back of them. I won't ever know why they stopped messaging or meeting up and hanging out. 

However, I am forever grateful to those who have stayed in my life and those who even if I don't see them, that they still check in on me. 

In April last year my life took a nasty shift of which I am still recovering from.

Like many people I am struggling to get by financially, but I make enough to make ends meet so to speak.

I have a lot of effort and time going into trying to lose weight. I also am applying for a different job, not because I don't like it, but because I need more hours and stability.

Furthermore, I would like to say that I am getting better and better as each day passes, but of course there's always things on my mind.

I guess, I felt like sharing this here now. So yeah I don't know what to say, but thanks for reading and for continuing to support me.

Stay Shiny and see you soon!