Random Ramblin's 42 - Rock Bottom/The Times They Are A Changin'

It takes a lot to see and recognise your faults and to confront them in yourself and your emotions too for that matter. First step of any problem is admitting you have one and facing it head on.

The self reflection and all the emotions lockdown and this year have caused has been a long time coming perhaps and this is a sign that things need shifting and changing.

Change is not easy. Things take time and plenty hard work and dedication.

Sometimes being at rock bottom is a good thing because the only way out is by going up.

Remember to talk to someone you trust about any problems or bad times in your life.

Remember it's okay to cry and to let our your emotions is all healthy.

Don't give up, find your inner fire and feel it, don't you see that's your inner hope and hope is something always worth living for!

Remember to stay shiny and stay hydrated!

The Tale Of Skald (original lyrics/poem)

Though evil may come,
Demons may run,
But they will come to know the might,
They all fear the light,
You are the might of us all!

Skald,
The bold and mighty one,
Strength of a thousand suns,
Skald,
The one and only,
Highlander of us all!,

Demons come in their masses,
To pillage and deliver us to ashes,
But they fear the might,
They are all afraid to fight,
You the strong arm of our souls!

Skald,
The brainy and holy,
Wisdom of the almighty,
Skald,
The graceful one,
The saviour of us all,

With their shields out and swords raised,
They stand before the mighty one,
Shivering in fear,
Waiting for him to strike in anticipation,
With a sword of iron and a fist of fury,
They await his move,

Skald,
The strong and mighty,
Strength of a thousand suns,
Skald,
The almighty,
Power of us all in one!,

He vanquishes his foes with a swipe of his sword,
With a strike of his fist he pushes hundreds away,
Ten thousand enemies lay beneath his feet,
Hail Skald the holy mighty one,
Skald friend to all,
Foe to no man!

HAIL SKALD!

Rise UP ATTACK! (poem/lyrics)

With blood on the floor,

We beg for no more,

You invaded our lands,

We offered nothing but peace,

But you raped our women,

You enslaved our kids,

You killed our men,

You made the tribe go extinct!

Their hands are dirty,

Although they are clean,

You can see the cruelty in their eyes,

No remorse or any humanity in them,

They hunt the ones who run,

They hunt us down like animals!

STOP THE KILLING!

Our skin boils and blisters from the burns they inflict upon us,

Our blood gets hot from them laying their filthy hands on our women,

Our children are filled with rage and agony,

Stop it.....

Stop this.......

Stop it....

JUST STOP!

We have asked them nicely and been nothing but kind,

When we should have attacked them all along,

Now we strike when they least expect,

We will rise up,

We will attack, 

RISE UP!

ATTACK!

Break rocks against their heads my brothers,

Snap their necks like the legs of a spider,

Gouge their eyes with our fire pokers,

Kill them all and avenge our fallen!,

RISE UP AND ATTACK!

Break their necks!

Slit their throats!

Snap their bones!

DRINK FROM THEIR SKULLS!

This is our land, 

They shall not forget as the wounded live to see another day,

We will not forget this,

We will rebuild from the invaders ashes,

We will RISE UP AND ATTACK!

Judgement Day (poem/lyrics)

As the mist gathers,
The fog thickens,
As night falls,
Darkness rises,
And things go bump in the night,

Give birth!
to the dark,
Awaken!
the dragon,
Rise up!
The demons below,
Beware
IT'S JUDGEMENT DAY!

Forces of evil,
Rise up from the ground,
Sleep no more,
Settle the score,
Take the lives of the innocent,
Satisfy your anti-christ,

Celebrate our saviour!
Of the dark,
The Lord awakens!
Ready to claim souls,
With a fiery burst!
Dragons
RISE!!!!

When the fires blaze,
As the innocent burn,
Realise your demise,
Darkness Falls,
Darkness Prevails,

The End Of Light!
Now lays the shadow of death,
Walk through the valley!,
Suffer in agony,
Watch as your friends and family perish!
OBLITERATE!

Armies of chaos ride,
The time is nigh,
End of days is here,
Beg for mercy so you may live,
Peace is a choice,
You will survive if he lets you!,

YOU'VE SQUANDERED YOUR CHANCES FOR TOO LONG
NOW I AM HERE TO SAVE THE DAY
THE GOOD IS TOO CORRUPT
EVIL RISES AND WILL RESHAPE THE WORLD
ESCAPE IS AN OPTION
BUT SOMETHING YOU CAN'T RUN FROM
LET THIS BE A LESSON TO YOU ALL
HATE ALWAYS WINS IN THE END
YOUR SUFFERING HAS ONLY BEGUN
WELCOME TO THE END OF DAYS, THIS IS JUDGEMENT DAY!

As the mist gathers,
The fog thickens,
As night falls,
Darkness rises,
And things go bump in the night,
As you stare long into the abyss,
Be careful for it may stare back at you.

When the dragons rise,
And warriors of chaos ride,
Stay vigilant of the valley,
There's a shadow and death follows,
Don't stray from the light,
For darkness falls and it reigns supreme
TONIGHT!

Where's The Humanity!? (original song/poem)

How many times have we played this game?.
How many people have lost their names?,
How many more will have to live and suffer?,
How many more until the rich and corrupt are bored?,
WHAT'S THE SCORE!?,

Where's the humanity?!,
Sending our brothers to fight wars,
Wars the corrupt started in order to steal,
They drain our allies lands for oil and gold,
And all we have to pay for is in blood,
Where's the humanity?!,

Shell after shell,
Body after body,
Lay lifeless across the lands,
And it's all for what?,
This is not what humanity should stand for!,

Where's the humanity?!,
How many more have to die,
For king and country,
Send them over the top and wish them the best of luck,
Where's the humanity?!,

Die, die, die!,
The mini-gun's spin as they come to take your life!,
Die, die, die!,
So many people wounded cry,
Die, die, die!,

LOOK ME IN THE EYES!.

TELL ME IS THIS HUMANITY!?,

HOLD ME CLOSE WITH A KNIFE,

LET ME DIE!,

TAKE MY LIFE!.

We are not bulletproof,
Explosions happen and a troop all lose their limbs,
Higher ups like to try to fix the injured,
Only their corruption tell's them to send them back out to die,
Live to suffer and suffer to live!,

Where's the humanity?!,
Signing young men up to die,
Taking shrapnel to our eyes,
Ten ton hammers of steel strike,
Incineration is the signal fire and 50 cals burn our eyes,
Where's the humanity?!,

Where's the humanity?!.
Is it beneath those in power to care?,
When will they stop sending in the boys to do their deeds,
Will they ever help our veterans off the streets,
Or will they add us all to one mass grave!?,
Where's the humanity!?

What Makes A Human Super? (poem/story)

Therapy,
There i went to get help,
Here i was thinking i was broken,
I spilled all my secrets,
All my feelings were on the floor,
I was in a puddle,

I was told nothing was wrong with me,
I convinced myself,
The world is wrong,

I am healthy,
I am sensitive,
I can feel the pain and emotions of others,

They said superhero's don't exist,
What about superhumans?,
There are people who can do great feats,
Great things have been achieved,
By those who have had less than nothing,

Some can swim and hold their breath for a long period of time,
Some can leap greater distances than others,
Some can move their bodies like a flowing river,
There's people out there who can not feel pain,

If i can feel others pain and relate to them, doesn't that make me super?,
If i can help others from danger and pain and depression, is that not a power?,
If i can be a beacon of hope, if i can be light for people in the dark,
Does that not make me a superhuman?,

I want to help others,
In hope to inspire and motivate and to pick their frowns upside down,
I want to make someone on the end of their tether laugh, so they may see the light,
I want to make the most loneliest, broken hearts smile upon my warmth,

Excuse me for ever not realising my potential,
I'm sorry for always apologising even when it's not my turn,
I am clingy around people who make me happy and that should be taken with appreciation,


You may ask what makes a human super?,
Or what makes a super hero?,
Is it to have super natural powers?,
Is it to be a visitor from another world?,
No!,

Determination, Kindness,
Generosity, Selflessness, 
Inner strength, Acting without thinking to save others, to make them smile,
Giving everything your all, To be an inspiration, to motivate others to do good,
To be all the good in the world,

This is what makes a hero,
These reasons are why i am a hero,
I am a super human,
I am a super hero,
And i will not give up to the negativity of the world,

I will not rest while villains bully and beat up the innocent,
I will be a beacon of hope, I am the light in the dark,
Nothing will extinguish my flame,
For I am light,
I am hope!

Alone At Death's Door (original poem/short story)

A shot in the dark,
No light to be seen,
I bleed, oh how i bleed,
No weapons around,
Not a soul to be seen,
I crawl and i cry,
Alone,

There's no one,
My life is over and it was all for nothing,
In the end my errors,
Made me go down the wrong path,
And now i have no one,
Nothing to save me,

Alone at death's door,
I cry out for no more,
End the suffering,
Someone save me,
Please make this pain end,
Alone at death's door,

Who was there for me,
Who really cared,
When alone i dared,
I dared to be different,
I sacrificed everything for a dream,

Light fading from my eyes,
Blood seeping through my white shirt,
It drips and leaks,
Following me as i crawl to the light,

Alone at death's door,
I cry out for no more,
End my pain,
End my suffering,
Please lord save me,
I don't want to be alone at death's door,

A noise echo's in the dark, getting louder,
Louder still the noise gets as i see no longer,
Heart beat slowing down,
The noise is louder than ever,
I feel someone grip me,
Some one is talking,

They're talking to...me?,
What are they doing to me?,
They're, they're helping me?.
No they're saving me!,
But why?!,

Why i cry out ever so softly,
WHY i cry as my anger swells up inside me,
Why would anyone help me,
Why would i be worth the trouble,

I have always been alone,
I have thrown everything,
I have thrown everyone,
Away....

Even i....went away.

Alone at death's door,
A light shines bright to my vision,
That light which burns,
It travels left to right,
God this hurts,

Alone at death's door,
I cry,  And I feel the cold icicles fall down my face,
I feel the warmth in my chest go colder,
And colder still my heart beats,
But it gets slower,
My wound is tight now,

It hurts is this what it's like to be at death's door,
Is there more to life than this,
Is this where we all go,
Is this how its supposed to be,
Is this pain really true,
Was this the last time i got to see you,

Is this how i am to be remembered,
Alone at death's door,
Teary eyed and bathed in blood,
The fast paced world is slowing down now,
I can't see, The noise, the noises they're fading,

Alone at death's door,
I'm fading to black,
Don't let me live in obscurity,
Someone please remember me,
Be inspired by my good,
Forget my wrong doings,

Alone at death's door,
I see nothing,
I feel something holding my hand tight,
I'm going numb,
I hear silence.......

There's a shock!
There's another shock!
What gives?!

There's noise now but.........

It flat lines.......

Do Not Doubt Your Abilities!

My friends do not doubt yourself and your abilities! 

Honestly if you can draw, play guitar, code games, play any instrument, or write songs or poems, or play games professionally or play sport professionally etc. These are talents!

Basically if you have a talent do not put yourself down and be like "i'm not talented, i wish i was better at it" no no no that is all wrong! 

You can play guitar you know how much of a talent and skill that is? 

You can play games and get paid for it and you can make your own games and so do you know how talented you are for that!?

You can draw so much amazing things, you are talented! 

Do not doubt yourself!

Evangellion - Balamory theme parody!

Eve-an-gellion

Eve-an-gellion

Whats the story of evangellion,
wouldn't you like to know?

whats the story of evangellion,
would you like to know?

Theres some blood and nudity and giant mechs you know?

Eve-an-gellion

And a organisation secretly experimenting? What are the angels?

Whats the story of evangellion, wouldn't you like to know?

There's a penguin who is called pen pen, and an abusive father too.

Eve-an-gellion

Moving and jumping in synchronicity, robots vs aliens

Whats the story of evangellion, would you like to know?

Shall we have a laugh or should we get depress, maybe we should lose our minds and let flow the rest?

Eve-an-gellion

Shall we take it easy and decide the best girl?

So...

Whats the story of evangellion,
wouldn't you like to know?


whats the story of evangellion,
would you like to know?

Eve-an-gellion

Eve-an-gellion

Here is young Shinji, his father hates him so, he wants to follow orders, yet he doesn't want to live,

Bloody, shitty, horrors, twisting the mind you are in,
Is today the today of the third impact or do we live to continue on?,


Whats the story of evangellion,
wouldn't you like to know?


whats the story of evangellion,
would you like to know?


Whats the story of evangellion,
wouldn't you like to know?


whats the story of evangellion,
Tell us the truth of it all!

Playing With Fire (love 80s slow falsetto ballad rock song) lyrics

I've said some things that wasn't right,
I let you lay there all the night,
We've heard the story a thousand times,
Two lovers stories intertwined,
you know,

I have been playing with fire,
i have been burnt,
I have been playing with fire,
It hurts,
You, know,

They're playing our song on the radio,
I'm writing this to let you know, oh oh,
I hope they play this on the radio,
You know its true, hoo hoo,
How much i love... you,

I have been playing with fire,
i have been burnt,
I've said some things that hurt desires,
I've been playing with fire,
It hurts, you...know

Laying in my bed at night,
All alone and full of fri-ight,
Spooky scary silhouettes,
Overthinking my....regrets,

I have been playing with fire,
i have been burnt,
I flew too close to the su-uh-un!,
And now i'm hurt,
I hope you, kno-oh-oh-oh,
I love you, hoo hoo hoooo!

First Time Blood Donation Experience

Tuesday 3 June 2020

Today I donated blood for the first time, it was a unique, interesting process and experience. Given the covid situation everyone was in ppe and constantly washing hands and at safe distances from each-other. 

The donation took place on my old secondary school grounds in the sports hall which madly enough has not changed at all and its been almost a decade since i last stepped foot inside that place. There was old footballs and basketballs still stuck on the ceiling inside the hall from when i was there the last time pretty much haha. 

The nurses, dr's and all staff there were lovely and made me feel comfortable and relaxed throughout my donation process. 

The process in total took an hour to do, most of it was just filling out paper work. 

The finger prick hurt more than the needle and my nurse was very impressed with my veins and blood so that's good stuff and also as of writing it has been days since the donation and i have no bruise from the process so that is also great stuff. 

Feels amazing to have done this and to know I'll be saving people's lives in donating.

So hey i stuck out and went in and faced my fears of needle and it was a fairly quick, comfortable, good experience. 

Shout-out and thank you to NHS Welsh Blood Service!

The Rock Vs AJ Styles "THE GREAT ONE VS THE PHENOMENAL ONE!" Dream Match

A good big mania dream match could be The Great One Vs The Phenomenal One and the marketing has me excited and this is how i would book it. 

Build it up with war of words say like Rock makes an appearance on smackdown a month before wrestlemania to announce something but before he has a chance to say of his announcement. 

Speculation arises online of The Rock retiring from in ring competition following an on set film injury and that he is rumoured to announce retirement ahead of being inducted into the hall of fame. 

The Rock: "So the great one is out here and here tonight to announce something which has been going round in the news and it might be on your minds right now and so i and the wwe family have come to terms on that, that, The Rock will....." 

Aj Styles music hits and he comes out with a mic in hand and he talks walking down the ramp to the ring. 

Aj: "The Rock will be leaving my ring right now, i know, we all know Rock, because THIS IS THE HOUSE THAT A-JAY STYLES BUILT!" 

Rock: "The Rock did not invite you out here short round so do us all a favour and wipe your feet and leave my yard"

Aj: "Whoa now Rocky what are you doing here on smackdown? don't you know this is the house that AJ STYLES BUILT!?" 

Rock be all like "Oh The Rock knows who's house this is and the rock will tell you personally one on one with the great one that this is my hotel i run and layeth the smackdown way before you made a name for youself" 

Aj be like "I made a name for myself when you were off kissing babies and shaking hands trying to make it in hollywood, i've had more 5 star ratings than your whole hollywood career and while you were away those who came before me demolished your hotel and i came and i built the foundations to become the house you stand in today so show me some respect oh great one" 

Rock be like "Kid the rock wont lie you are good and they call you the phenomenal one the rock wants to know if you are what they say you are, the rock wants to see what you got" aj be like "I am phenomenal and i aint no kid, my name is A-JAY.." 

Rock interrupts: "IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT YOUR NAME IS! I will smack the disrespect out of your mouth and i will lay the smackdown on your candy ass!" 

Aj furious now walking back and fore "You wanna go, come on lets go right here come on!!!" 

Rock: "You want to go one on one? You really want to go one on one with the great one? Alright the fans seems to love this idea BUT the rock aint so sure you got what it takes to take me on kid" 

Aj: "What's wrong Rock? scared i'll ruin your hollywood face, huh? scared of my forearm breaking that face of yours? You scared huh rock? You chicken? Where's the great one you mention a lot of huh? where is he? or is he now a she because you left your balls in hollywood eh Rock?" 

Aj gets real heat, boos abrupt. 

Rock raises his eyebrow gets in aj's face. "The Great One is right here you soccer mom haircut looking son of a bitch" 

Aj hits rock, rock bottom to aj and the rock points at the mania sign and says 

"Great One Vs Phenomenal One, see you at mania bitch" .

Build up promos next few weeks. 

The Great One Vs The Phenomenal One!