Late Night Ramblin's: Vol 2 - Sad But Tr-U-Tube

Well look at the time 4am, time to get a load off my mind.

I have a YouTube channel been on YouTube almost 10 years. It's not going anywhere hasn't been for a while sadly. I stopped caring. I let the hate and negativity get to me aswell and I got mad due to it. Some day's I'd get sad due to it aswell.

My channel still stands it's "1stmetalgod" btw. I still post but I don't get views or anything none like I used to. I was never paid to do YouTube that would have been awesome but it never happened.

What's on my YouTube? Gaming clips, vlogs, stunts, comedy, enlightenment, entertainment a basic wide variety.

Why did I do YouTube? For fun and I have a passion for creating of course. For years I didn't have good gear as many others did and I suppose that's my downfall well one of.

When you have family who say "you're videos should be more entertaining and family friendly" I know and I agree. I went into YouTube thinking of myself not others.

I didn't have a good logo in particular. I had a few made for me which I love and appreciate the people who did them and their work of course but nothing which like stood out.

I didn't have any particular warming over the top openers or closers. I'm pretty self conscious and lack self esteem and confidence which I can blame on having a shitty school life what with being bullied and all. It's basically ruined everything.

So as you can see its been rough for me. What I did have however is 260 subscribers, views and comments and subscribers from all across the world and I've made some really truly special friends along the way. I can't thank everyone enough those who have stuck with me on my channel for so many years.

I don't think this is the end just yet but maybe it's the realisation of what was and the inspection of what will come. 

Thanks for reading :)

Self Destructive Goal (Original music lyrics)

You're pushing, you're pushing, 

You're pushing me over the line! 

Keep pushing, pushing, 

Keep pushing you're luck!

It's only a matter of time before i stick those teeth down your throat!

You make me so mad,

I'm about to SELF DESTRUCT!

You're insults so childish,

You're name calls so petty,

You're punches, so weakly,

Keep it up, keep it up man

Keep it up, keep it up now

Keep it up, keep it up, come on now,

I'm about to EXPLODE!

You're pushing, you're pushing,

You're pushing me over the line!

Keep pushing, keep pushing, 

Keep pushing you're luck,

I can only take so much,

You're making me mad,

I'm about to SELF DESTRUCT!

Yeah keep throwing those things at me, 

You're such a baby,

Keep following me, keep yelling those words,

You're gonna be on the floor after the count of four,

You're threats so empty, You don't scare me,

I'm holding it back, holding it in,

I hold it back, holding it in,

Until I CAN'T HOLD IT NO MORE!

I'm about to EXPLODE! 

You've pushed me, pushed me

OVER THE LINE!

You've pushed it, you pushed it,

YOU'VE PUSHED YOUR LUCK,

I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE,

Let's settle the score, 

IT'S TIME TO SELF DESTRUCT! 

I'M GONNA GO, GONNA GO,

GO GO, GO GO, GO NOW

I'M GONNA EXPLODE! 

GONNA BLOW, I'M GONNA BLOW,

LET'S LIGHT IT UP,

BECAUSE I'M ABOUT TO EXPLODE!!

Written by Myself

5AM 25/6/18

Wrote this based off my thoughts full of anger and stress and annoyance for annoying people who like to belittle me or insult me or just be a total bullying dick to me. 

Random Ramblin's 36 - The Lowdown

Hello and again welcome back to my blog and again I will start by saying it's been a while since the last bout of Random Ramblin's besides late night ones of course. 

Compared to the last post it's been about 2 months since I last went to the gym, I know shame on me. I got sick, had a lot of work on and then top it off I lost my membership pass. However I have been emailed back by them a few days ago that I can come down and get a new one for no cost so woo hoo. I'll be back at it. 2 months off going to the gym it's not felt different well besides noticing my progress go back to ground zero but hey I can do it again. 

Besides that lot I saw Machine Head once again :) 

Writing

Steady pace as ever, not really worked on any ebooks lately just more blogs and songs and stuff as you will have picked up from seeing my other posts here on my blog :) 

Movies

Oh boy I have seen a lot of movies since I last filled you in. 

I watched all of the Maze Runner films the third was disappointing but first two were good. MR1 = 8/10, 2 = 8/10, 3 = 4/10. 

I have seen Infinity War three times! It's really damn good! 9/10!

Deadpool 2 is great too, I love the soundtrack so damn good! 7/10

The Frighteners was decent, never seen it before liked it, great cast in it. 6/10

Batman Ninja I did not like it was over the top trash to me. 2/10

Jurassic World: Fallen Kingdom was a great return to the series roots. Great horror elements in it I loved it won't lie. 8/10

Digimon Tri: Chapter 4 - Loss = This was utterly brilliant and soul destroying almost cried about one moment. 9/10

Solo: A Star Wars Movie - Well what a trainwreck two thing's I liked about it really but honestly if Ep 9 sucks I'm done with Star Wars. 3/10

Super Troopers 2 - Well this was alright just not near as good as the first. 5/10

Hereditary - Unsettling and very creepy but the ending was cheap and lame and something we've seen many times it sucked but overall great music, cast and camera trickery. 7/10

Game Night: Brilliantly amazing comedy such originality honestly surprise hit of the year 9/10

Rampage: Decent blockbuster flick 6/10

Three Billboards Outside Ebbing: Brilliantly funny ending annoyed me but hey was really good 8/10

Tomb Raider: Decent video game flick based on the reboot of the characters video games 5/10

Baywatch: Terrible cringe worthy film i wanted to turn it off so many times. 1/10

A Quiet Place - Brilliant film! Here's my full review - https://1stmetalgodsblog.blogspot.com/2018/04/a-quiet-place-silent-but-deadly-review.html 8/10

The Shape Of Water - Here's my full review - https://1stmetalgodsblog.blogspot.com/2018/02/the-shape-of-water-film-review-spoiler.html 9/10

Told you there was a lot to cover so I did my best to keep it short.

GAMING

I have been suffering PGD which is short for post game depression but i am fine now. 

When will we get gta 6? (CLICK HERE)

Another Fallout? Yes we have gotten word and trailers of Fallout 76 it looks alright same engine as number 4, it's set to be the earliest fallout game and will have people invading you and helping you. Interesting no?

THAT DMC5 TRAILER HOLY SHIT! 

Dying Light 2's branching story has me interested. 

Walking Dead's final telltale season omg! 

Gears 5 does not look like a gears game to me but its the second game i want on xbox one, i do not own xbox one but if i did i only want gears 4 and 5. 

Just Cause 4 wow it has tornadoes and a crazy open world. 

Death Stranding i have no clue whats going on but the gameplay included a lot of walking.

Crackdown 3 looks highly entertaining fun. 

Closing Comments

Well there aint much left to say now but before i go, i will say i do feel lost and neglected by some people. Is there anything i can do to make it all right as rain? No idea. Is there advice or support you the reader could give me? If so just comment below whatever you have to say about me or anything i'd love to hear your thoughts.

Thanks for popping by, much love, stay shiny!

TOP 5 Dragonball Villains

Back once again I see. 

Welcome to this list for it is your doom! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! 

I joke it's a good list full of baddies we love to hate but we mostly love for if it was not for them would we really root for our hero's?

Top 5 DB Villains I will include those canon so movie villains are not going to be here sadly :( Also some of the villains may have a different form or look but I will only include one! Alternatively if a baddie went from bad to now good they wont be included only the baddest of bads!

Honourable mentions: Broly, Cooler, Radditz, Demon King Piccolo, Super Buu, Garlic Jr, Ginyu Force, Dabura, The Androids, Janemba, Hirugarten and Svpopopvich. 

5: Nappa

Vegeeeeetaaaaaa. Haha aside from T4S hilarious take on Nappa, Nappa actually was a formidable foe taking out almost all the z fighters single-handedly besides Goku of course. Nappa was taken out by Vegeta perhaps if he did not do that and let Goku just knock him out maybe Nappa would still be alive maybe who knows but i give props to Nappa for his toughness and the fact he was one of the first to take out almost all the z fighters. "You've scarred my beautiful face! And you're gonna pay for it!" - Nappa

4: Zamasu

The most recent big bad on this list is DIVINE JUSTICE himself! ALL HAIL ZAMASU PRAISE BE UNTO HIM! After experiencing first hand just how horrible mortals can be, supreme kai in-training Zamasu decided to inflict his Zero Mortals Plan. To do this, he used the super dragon balls to wish to switch bodies with Goku. Combining his godly power with Goku's Saiyan body, he teamed up with an alternate timeline version of himself, who wished for an immortal body, so that they could rid the world of mortals. So, even though Zamasu is mainly seen as a villain on Earth in the Goku Black saga of Dragon Ball Super, his Zero Mortals plan applies to more than humans. The alternate future Earth was already ravaged by the androids, but Zamasu dwindled their numbers even further. He did the same for other planets with intelligent life and he said he's killed all the other gods in existence in that time. Though the exact number of planets and kill's he has made is unclear, it still puts his body count in the trillions, at least. "My form is justice. My form is the world. Revere me. Praise me. This noble and beautiful… immortal and most powerful God… Zamasu!" - Zamasu 

3: Kid Buu

Kid Buu doesn't talk, he fights, destroys, and kills everything in his path! He doesn't bargain, play games, and spares nothing. Goku questioned his abilities and even talks about giving up, and that was with a WEAKER form of Buu. He is the only villain to succeed in destroying the Earth, and does it after Vegeta makes a statement about it. Buu doesn't care, he's ruthless! And even after the Earth, Buu traveled from planet to planet destroying everything including the people in otherworld nearly Killing those who were already dead! Buu could get blown to bits and still revives himself, he was a monster! Cell was programmed to know the moves that he knew from strands of DNA, Buu learned everything he knew, just by seeing it done once, INCLUDING Instant Transmission! A deadly powerful pure evil opponent. 

2: Perfect Cell

Cell had incredible power and intelligence, his regeneration was impressive without being just bull like Buu's, he wasn't terrified of death like Frieza (in fact he was willing to die if it would mean the deaths of his enemies), and overall just stands out. Cell sought perfection and to prove that he was perfect, the most powerful being in the universe. He delighted in others suffering and terror, but that wasn't the driving action behind his goals. He was basically a fusion of all the strongest fighters and villains up to that point and probably should have been the final boss (in fact, if I remember correctly he originally was until Toriyama was pressure by his readers to continue the series). Cell is a great villain as you can see. His imperfect form was creepy as a kid seriously. "Fools! Don't you realize yet you're up against the Perfect weapon?!" - Perfect Cell

1: Frieza

To no surprise here is the big bad himself. Frieza is an intellectual powerful villain with a compelling backstory and is so heartless just a monster. Frieza is the most powerful villain on my list I would believe. Frieza has many forms and from Super/ROF he has gained a new power of GOLD where his power level is boosted exponentially. Most recognisable villain easily as well. Frieza caused a genocide, does not bat an eye when he kills thousands of people, punishes his own men ruthlessly, hasn't trained a single day in his life prior to Golden Frieza Saga and still attains that much of power, a genocidal elitist who is convinced that he is absolutely perfect in every way. Although he has been recruited on the side of good he is only using that recruitment as a way to gain his life back and become more powerful than before. At the end of super he is seen to be stronger than before and alive but also rebuilding his army for he will attack and get revenge on the saiyan monkey that took his life twice in the first place.....GOKU! "Once I have the dragonballs, it will make a nice fireworks display to celebrate my immortality. Ah yes, I’ll write the name of Frieza in lights across the galaxy" - Frieza

And that is all i got for you, hope you've been enjoying DB Super english dub like i have. I wonder what the next movie villain will be like. 

For more great lists, keep it shiny and come back soon!

Late Night Ramblin's - Vol 1: Society The Meme?

Gaming is now a mental health addiction? Did I hear this correctly? 

It will be illegal next, and then Scott will remember this but will also mash X to cry.

Society is a living meme.

Like playing games? You're Mental!

Are you sad? Mental!

Are you joking? Well that's just an offensive form of bullying.

Nothing you can do or say will go passively. Aggression, aggression, aggression...

As kids, we dreamed of growing up to flying cars, space travel, happy days and lives and now we dream of a society free of depression so we can get up and work towards the original dreams we wished for as kids, as well as a free society full of no butthurt and freedom altogether.

Has technology finally consumed us? Has this helpful tool for humanity actually doomed us?

Am I going crazy?

Aren't you, No! 

Aren't we all crazy?!

I'll fail to understand the time we live in and always will.

Now Trump has launched Space Force? What's that some kind of power rangers? Oh an armed forces for space? Wow!  

Excuse me I have games to play. I'm playing as a bunch of Androids.

Ironic that man plays as a machine that society is making him or is it coincidence? More psychobabble for you, remember to tip your server.