Merry Go (original lyrics metal song)

 I'm so tired of your paranoid worries, You wont even let me live my own life, you just try to control and lose all sense of reality when your told no.

AROUND AND AROUND AND AROUND WE GO

HERE WE GO

MERRY GO

AROUND AND AROUND AND AROUND WE GO

Wanting me to be on a schedule thinking its best for me when really you think I'm up all hours visiting others, Won't listen to my reasons or point of view, you'd rather go stir the hornets to come and kill me over and over again.

AROUND AND AROUND AND AROUND WE GO

HERE WE GO

MERRY GO

AROUND AND AROUND AND AROUND WE GO

Can't break this cycle of negative thought, blaming all the problems on me and not saying sorry, why do you think your higher, who picked you out of their nose in the first place?, you worry and call me constantly to check I'm still alive, is the torture on my voodoo doll not enough for you?, 

AROUND AND AROUND AND AROUND WE GO

HERE WE GO

MERRY GO

AROUND AND AROUND AND AROUND WE GO

MERRY GO

HERE WE GO!

Circles are never ending infinite symbols, can't break the negativity, you throw my help against the wall like glass it shatters and you use the shard to stab away at me, some help you are you say, do you even know me? Why are you lying to me? What aren't you telling me?, 

I'm not good enough, I thought I was not good enough for you and you felt not good enough for me, you won't let go of the pain and insecurity and now you've killed me, double standards are here in this industry, why can't you get the help that you need, why can't you trust me, why won't you listen to me?,

AROUND AND AROUND AND AROUND WE GO

HERE WE GO

MERRY GO

HERE WE GO

MERRY GO, MERRY GO

AROUND AND AROUND AND AROUND WE GO

MERRY GO

HERE WE GO

MERRY GO

THERE WE GO

Action Crazy Violent (Rap/Metal original song lyrics)

Take that bat and smash my head in NOW!

It's time to smash,

it's time to break,

it's time to lay motherfuckers in the grave, 

time to break jaws and stab hearts,

this bitch got a bat and she's gonna start swinging,

hit me with your best shot, stop the insults and take action,

take that bat and smash my head in NOW!,

When we were young we were best friends,

Laughing, playing, running round the bend,

We'd never thought this would ever end,

We became so close and i took the risk,

I put all your favourite tracks on disc,

Hoping our future would become an obelisk, 

It's time to smash, time to break,

lay me down to the motherfucking grave,

throw those words that stab like knives,

throw those plates around hoping no one survives,

put that bat up and hit me with your best shot,

take action, get crazy, go violent,

And smash my head in NOW! 

You said we were an item, 

exclusive til death do us part,

feeding me lies, I was oblivious to it all,

thinking it all to be sunshine and rainbows, happiness ever after,

I thought the world of you, you cheated me,

took advantage of my heart, tore apart my soul,

let me alone, to take care of our home,

defenceless against those stones,

that you toss against my bones,

i'm so broken, will you just end it for me now

Smash, break, 

lay me down to sleep,

i'm fucking done with all this shit,

i'm broken, beat, scarred, 

don't give a fuck,

take a look at the mess you've made,

throw me more shade,

take me down to the grave,

pick up your bat and take your best shot,

take action, get violent, go crazy baby,

go ahead and smash my head in NOW!

written 4am 

15/7/18

Inspired by Machine Head. 

Wrote this based upon a domestic relationship which was a flower it bloomed so well at first but the winter, the cold death tore it apart and things got shinning crazy. 

Late Night Ramblin's - Vol 1: Society The Meme?

Gaming is now a mental health addiction? Did I hear this correctly? 

It will be illegal next, and then Scott will remember this but will also mash X to cry.

Society is a living meme.

Like playing games? You're Mental!

Are you sad? Mental!

Are you joking? Well that's just an offensive form of bullying.

Nothing you can do or say will go passively. Aggression, aggression, aggression...

As kids, we dreamed of growing up to flying cars, space travel, happy days and lives and now we dream of a society free of depression so we can get up and work towards the original dreams we wished for as kids, as well as a free society full of no butthurt and freedom altogether.

Has technology finally consumed us? Has this helpful tool for humanity actually doomed us?

Am I going crazy?

Aren't you, No! 

Aren't we all crazy?!

I'll fail to understand the time we live in and always will.

Now Trump has launched Space Force? What's that some kind of power rangers? Oh an armed forces for space? Wow!  

Excuse me I have games to play. I'm playing as a bunch of Androids.

Ironic that man plays as a machine that society is making him or is it coincidence? More psychobabble for you, remember to tip your server.

Random Ramblin's 33 - A Witty Title

Could not think of any other perfect title to sum this post up or to even start it so here we are everyone, welcome to my blog and to RR 33....How did we get to 33 let alone past 10!? Oh well lets get roight into the nooos.....

Hello there metallic nation, are you well? Hope you are. I am fine thanks for asking.

I hope GIFS are working again i was having problems with them once my spiderman review was posted weird....

Been working on 7 Ebooks almost finished them, of course it's taking its time and i do get delayed due to gaming, films or time i spend in work or making youtube videos or just writing other things or just socialising with friends really lol.

John is just looking for my ebooks in a store.....they will be there some day John.....some day...

New series has started on my youtube channel called Weird News Sunday where Sunday's i post weird news commentaries, its bizarre and i plan to keep doing this til end of summer so far with time depending on things you know see how it goes.

Just heard George A Romero has died :'( R.I.P. The Godfather Of Zombies.

A female DR WHO eh? Don't have nothing to say besides it be a miracle if the new cast and crew got me hooked on Dr Who again. I've not watched a full series since Tennant left. I'll just wait and see how the first episode with the new faces in control do to then decide if it's worth continuing to watch or not. Was quite funny how I went to text James the news but I ended up texting my dad it instead lol.

Took this stunning picture of our gorgeous Moon from my Nikon camera. Took few others but i felt this shine out more than the rest. I had a overwhelming response of love for the photo also on facebook.

Woke up with a Sparrow flying about in my room. Weirder ways to wake up I suppose....

Been a mostly boiling month to say the least. 

Been having some crazy days lately. Hope its not just me. The other night i seen a bright white flash come from outside my window it was 5am at the time, i seen it enter through my blinds and i looked out and there's nothing, no cars, no moon, no thunder or lightning. I think i am in the twilight zone.

Friday I was at work and well i was out front setting up to get ready to serve and my colleague was out the back. I say this again there was just us two and the doors to public were locked still as we had not opened shop. Well anyway i was looking at the paper work and i looked up and i jumped a mile honestly, it freaked me out and still has me spooked that i seen an old man in a grey flat cap hat and grey jacket look straight at me from the other side of the counter right in front of me. Honestly i swear i seen that. I jumped a mile, its mad how i could make out such details aswell, It was that clear the old man was stood in front of me, opposite my counter and the doors to public were locked and all other doors are fire exits in the building were and only me and my colleague who was still out back had only access to get in. Looked up, I seen the man i jumped a mile, blinked and he was gone it was the strangest thing. Bah i think i'm just finally going crazy or something yet again most likely :P

TV BIT

Glow, Better Call Saul Season 3 and Izombie Season 3 were all amazing. Murdered for being different was a heartbreaking biopic. 

FILM BIT

Me and the two James's watched War For The Planet Of The Apes and we enjoyed it. I hope we can have more, this series has been amazing so fingers crossed. 8/10 

Finally seen Baby Driver after my colleagues been saying i should see it and how amazing it is. I seen it and i really enjoyed it 8/10 

Seen the Mist and Twilight zone movie both good. 

Seen Spiderman Homecoming twice and i will link a review down below.

Hate the looks of the new Jumanji film. 

GAME BIT
Completed Mass Effect: Andromeda (see link below for review)

Been mostly playing Ghost Recon Wildlands its an ok game been having fun playing with new friends i made on it. I'd give the game 6/10 tbh.


Overwatch i played  a few games of last night for the first time since January i think...

I always play supercard, legacy wars and rocket league as ever lol no change.

LINKS YOU SHOULD VISIT! 

SPIDER-MAN: Homecoming Review - https://1stmetalgodsblog.blogspot.co.uk/2017/07/spider-man-homecoming-superhero-drop.html

Mass Effect: Andromeda Review - https://1stmetalgodsblog.blogspot.co.uk/2017/06/mass-effect-andromeda-galactic.html

Weird News Sunday Commentaries - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bWb-u6-0RdA

So to summarise its not been a particularly entertaining month for you to read in the recent times of my life but there we go.

Now before you go, i want to say THANKS FOR STOPPING BY, THANKS FOR READING.

SEE YOU SOON!