This post is dedicated to my children who I lost due to miscarriage. It's hard to talk about and to have gone through and I miss them dearly as do their mother.
We lost Baby Jay in January 2020.
Our Expected Bump
4:25am 6/1/20
You're so little and you won't be able to hear this yet,
4:25am 6/1/20
You're so little and you won't be able to hear this yet,
You won't be able to read or understand any of this either,
But you are so loved, you are so little, so smart, so amazing,
You are being brought up into a big, scary, cold, world,
It's an exciting time to be alive none the less,
You will have two incredible people in your life that are and will be doing everything for you,
You may grow to hate, you will grow to love, listen well and listen close,
We're going to have so much fun, you will be so supported and cared about,
Much more than me and you're mother ever were, we are always here,
We love you little one, we love you squishy, we love you bumpy,
As much as you are expected, you also expect us,
We love you bump, we'll do all that's in our power,
Warmth, Food, Drink, Clothes and a roof await you,
you will be protected against the odds and scary,
you will be protected against the odds and scary,
Be safe, be careful, shine like a star that you are, love hard, be stronger, be healthy,
Laugh like hell and give the world a heaven and give the bad a hell.
We love you and can't wait to see you
Love DAD & MAM!
Due Date Bump
17th August 2020
We knew you oh so briefly,
We love you so very deeply,
We carry you with us forever,
We adore you for all of life,
We will remember and love you for the rest of our lives,
Every second we carried you was breathtaking,
Mammy was jittery, Daddy was ball of excitement,
The sun shines for you today,
The rain pours for us as we miss your due time,
Rainbows will light the dark cloud we are under,
You will guide us and help us to the right way,
You will always be here,
And so will we,
Baby Jones,
We love you, We see you, We remember you, We love you
Today Is Your Day
17th August 2020
We knew you oh so briefly,
We love you so very deeply,
We carry you with us forever,
We adore you for all of life,
We will remember and love you for the rest of our lives,
Every second we carried you was breathtaking,
Mammy was jittery, Daddy was ball of excitement,
The sun shines for you today,
The rain pours for us as we miss your due time,
Rainbows will light the dark cloud we are under,
You will guide us and help us to the right way,
You will always be here,
And so will we,
Baby Jones,
We love you, We see you, We remember you, We love you
Today Is Your Day
Today is the day you should have showed your face to the world,
Today is the day where your first cry would have been heard,
Today is the day where it would have marked the start of many days for years to come,
Today is the day, i would have held you close and called your name, little one,
Today is the day where mam would have been in pain and tears but happy to welcome you to the world,
Today is the day you would have taken your first breaths and ate your first meal,
Today should have been the day we take you home in our arms,
Today is the day in which we mourn your departure,
Today is the day we honour your memory and think of you more than ever,
Today is the day we send our love, give our thanks, and pray to you,
Today is the day where it's raining but there's a rainbow too,
Today is the day where the rainbow is shining, sparkling, bright just like you,
Today is the day we look up towards the stars and see a bright spark marking where you are,
Today would have been yours to hold, Today should have been ours,
Today is your day.
Today is the day where your first cry would have been heard,
Today is the day where it would have marked the start of many days for years to come,
Today is the day, i would have held you close and called your name, little one,
Today is the day where mam would have been in pain and tears but happy to welcome you to the world,
Today is the day you would have taken your first breaths and ate your first meal,
Today should have been the day we take you home in our arms,
Today is the day in which we mourn your departure,
Today is the day we honour your memory and think of you more than ever,
Today is the day we send our love, give our thanks, and pray to you,
Today is the day where it's raining but there's a rainbow too,
Today is the day where the rainbow is shining, sparkling, bright just like you,
Today is the day we look up towards the stars and see a bright spark marking where you are,
Today would have been yours to hold, Today should have been ours,
Today is your day.
We also lost another baby in September 2021
(during this time I had covid so my gf had to go through it on her own as I had to isolate for 14 days),
We called them Bub and they would have been born 20/4/22.
This post is for them.
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