Cut My Wrists, I wanna feel alive! (Original song/lyrics)

Cut my wrists and make me feel alive!!!!

One day is all it takes, to lose your mind to fall down the pit of despair.

With a broken heart and a damaged mind, all too far beyond repair.

Screams of anguish will be unleashed, as I fall into a deep sleep,

Take away all this pain and suffering, leaving me numb and unaware!

Cut my wrists and make me feel alive,

The world is numb and devoid of colour.

With no one on my side, I carry all the baggage within me.

My internal world is freaking out, with my mind racing and my vision a blur,

Cut me up and make me feel alive!

The want to feel alive again makes me crumble with fear,

I will avoid and detach, how long will this last,

When the familiar faces all turn blank, Who is there to support me,

When my body aches and my inner voice years to feel death's embrace,

Will I ever wake up, will I ever find life's key,

Cut my wrists and make me feel alive,

The world is numb and devoid of colour.

With no one on my side, I carry all the baggage within me.

My internal world is freaking out, with my mind racing and my vision a blur,

Cut me up and make me feel alive!

Just one knife, just one slice,

just one cut across my wrists,

Make me feel alive, give me a rush, 

Let me smell the iron in the air and let my skin tear, 

I am far beyond repair!,

So cut my wrists and make me feel, make me feel alive!!!!

(originally written 2/11/21)

Films Ratings 2022

 As ever here is my annual film list of those films I am most excited to see this year and my ranking out of 10 for them once I have seen them. 

This list will be updated every month!

The Matrix Resurrections - 3/10

Scream - 6/10

Save the cinema - 8/10

Cyrano 1/10

Morbious - 1/10

Jackass Forever - 9/10

Uncharted - 7/10

The Batman - 10/10!

The Adam Project - 7/10

Jujustu Kaisen 0 - 8/10

Sonic 2 - 9/10

Dr Strange Multiverse Madness - 7/10

The Northman - 10/10

Jurassic World Dominion - 3/10

Men 5/10

Thor: Love & Thunder - 5/10

Father Stu - 8/10

Dashcam - 3/10

Everything Everywhere All At Once 8/10

Turning Red - 2/10

Lightyear - 2/10

DC Superpets - 2/10

Black Phone - 7/10

Minions Rise Of Gru - 5/10

DragonBall Super: Superhero Movie - 9/10

MK: Snowblind - 8/10

Hocus Pocus 2 - 5/10

Halloween Ends - 3/10

Black Adam - 7/10

TOP 10 POSTS 2021!

The 10 posts with the most views from 2021 all listed and linked here!

10: I Have Covid

9: Top 10 MK Characters

8: Halloween Kills Review

7: Foo Fighters Top 10

6: 21 Pilots Scaled & Icy Review

5: Top 10 First TO Eleven Covers

4: Machine Head Arrows E.P. Review

3: Poppy Eat E.P. Review

2: Mugen Train Review

1: Fan Cast MHA live action

The Call Of Depression - (Original poem)

It comes from the deep, it watches as you sleep, nowhere to go, nowhere to hide, none may escape the tide, he gazes deeply to the bottom of our souls, he knows all, sees all, he brings the insurmountable death toll, the bells ring and people scream, 400 feet high this is not a dream, you are not going insane just don't look into his gaze, for this day we die.  

My body aches, its arms constricting all that exists depleting, death chaos and destruction light up its unimaginable eyes, it creeps ever so silently, we have to fight blindly, no where to go, no one to call for help, its dragging me under to sleep and be devoured like kelp.

Bloodcurdling screams echo around me, I cant stand this insanity, someone put me out of my misery, tears are rolling down my face whilst the monster drags me to its face, it breaks my ribs, I look at its gaze and I'm all out of place, I cant remember where I am, what is this, damn. Flashes, red flashes, bright cannot see, its anger lashing out at me, it won't let me go, it's trying to lead me astray from the light, its showing me I'm not good enough and I'm not worthy of existing, I think I'm going further out to sea and I might jump in, I cannot swim but I cannot breathe right now, everything is too much, I don't know what to do, it's hands cut my wrists and spreads open my flesh.

I'm taking leap despite it's hands wrapped around my neck, I'm bleeding profusely, I think I'm done goodbye, humanity.

My Hero Academia: World Heroes Mission Movie - Review!

 By now you should know what My Hero Academia is about or you know that I am a huge fan of it. So when the new movie was announced I was so excited and here we are now that the movie is out in cinemas in the UK from the 29th October 2021, I shall give you the low down and my thoughts on this movie. 

So with the world population having 80% of it with powers we have a terrorist group come from the shadows to throw the world into chaos by bombing places to take people's powers aka quirks away from them because they believe in a quirk doomsday theory which means powers will destroy the world basically and so our heroes set off all over the world to take down the threat of Humarize. Meanwhile our boy Deku has been framed for murder and is on the run with our new companion Rody (Who is the heart of the movie and is such a well written great character I felt.)  

This film is it's own thing, set roughly in the middle of the show's 5th season however. This is visually stunning and I felt it was their best animation yet. The soundtrack is also amazing! There was a few new characters introduced with this film too and two of which stood out are Flect and Rody. Rody brought a lot of heart to this movie and Flect brought menace. One criticism I have is Bakugo felt mostly one note most his lines were "Don't give me orders" and it would have been refreshing to see and hear new and different lines as his character is changing and evolving more as we move further on down the line to the current issues of the manga with his character development, however we did get to see Bakugo use his brains more and that surprised me. 

This film delivers MHA at it's best with outstanding fan service moments which the fans are still all hyped and talking about aswell as gorgeous scenery and hype music. Sadly this does not really affect the canon of the anime and manga BUT I think it has moments which will be followed up with later down the line especially with some of the new special moves shown off in the epic fights. 

Anyway, if you enjoy MHA you will no doubt enjoy and love this movie.

8/10

Thanks for reading and sharing this review!

See you again soon young hero, stay shiny!