They said it wasn't going to be easy,
I took it to heart,
I lost a piece of me,
Growing with you,
I became 1 in 8 and indulged in self hate,
I lost my mind and grew cold inside,
Cold now soaks me,
A heavy cloud above my head,
That sinking gut feeling,
it's real heavy,
Depression and anger make life no easy feat,
I am one in, one in, one in, 8
Remember when the news hit,
We got ecstatic and were laughing so much,
Then the red sea came along and brought blood,
It was a lot on you but i held your hand throughout,
You were afraid but acted like such a brave soldier,
Whilst i was calm and strong for you,
As i made you laugh, despite being in pain,
The dr's came to us, they broke our hearts,
We raged, we screamed, we cried, without letting out any sounds,
We felt our whole world crumble around,
A dream which came true had just disappeared,
It was snapped out of existence and leaves us in pieces,
Memory of that time was dark, clouded still,
To know what we was feeling, to think was it real,
Cold now soaks me,
A heavy cloud above my head,
That sinking gut feeling,
it's real heavy,
Depression and anger make life no easy feat,
I am one in, one in, one in, 8
We've held a lot up inside us, (You can try again)
We've put out a lot in the front, (Don't worry it wasn't time)
We've been torn up, from the inside to the out, (You should have been protected)
Resent, Regret, Repent, Repent,
GET THE HELL AWAY FROM ME,
SHUT UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE!,
I'M ONE IN 8!,
Cold now soaks me,
A heavy cloud above my head,
That sinking gut feeling,
it's real heavy,
Depression and anger make life no easy feat,
I am one in, one in, one in, 8
written 8/8/20
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